LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 76

 All people is seeing COPA AMERICA and me, I'm writing a letter jeje...today like always I felt very proud of BTS, specially for our WWH Jin....Army was overwhelmed on Paris, even Jin was cracking of army singing Super tuna jojo....BTS has so much power...and is used for good,that's comforting...this days where fast and happy, as you saw in my last post....soon I will turn one more year of life, that always make me meditate a lot about my life and my expectations...I'm a little sad because I miss and I will miss two special events of a dear friends but situations are not easy since I filed a criminal complain x  so that really change all around me...I'm trying to see light thru the darkness, I think after all these pass I will be able to help people who pass for this kind of situations...at least something good will come out for all this crazy days...I always try to truing that all the bad things that happen and happened to me,will be for some reason, maybe I will need more patience for the future,maybe I will be a wife from someone,whom I need to be patience with others?

 I don't know...I just want to believe that all that hardships all meant to be for a reason...I want to believe that....often as days goes by I tend to think about the life our members, I like all the love they received but also I worried about that all attention, will not give the chance to live they life...as all humans,surely they want to have family and more privacy....I hope that when the day will come,we (include myself) can let they have his life the way they want and that we can respect that...even that will be sad,in some way,they,as humans need to be free to love and do what they want...I often try to think about that and calm my heart about these....would not be nice to meditate about that and prepare our heart for that instead of suffer when suddenly happend? When I think about this,I always hope that all the members can choose someone to love really ARMY because when you love someone, you can understand it...the wife of BTS need to be a kind loving person... but above all they have to love ARMY sincerely...that's the only way ARMY and BTS will be forever together,as we wish...

Well seems like this was a meditative night jeje....hope you can enjoy my thoughts, specially you, Jungkook,I hope you can stay good and happy all this time in the Army...please take care your arm,I think we all saw the little damage for cooking in your arms...we want you back safe and sound....and obviously we want all members be good and happy...

Let all be happy and healthy

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 75

 Today i feel stresse and underestimate in my work.....and nepotism

You know the feeling  that a son or daughter is spoiled and do whatever she/he wants....I recently live this in work, my boss is a relly sweet and good person but her sons are very spoiled,dont respect their salary and always spend the money of her mother while they are work....I have experience in this ground, my father and mother  have a enterprise  when i was little,even the time i was a teenager,but i never skip my dudies when i was a secretary the days i just to went....but in my work is like the daughter just to said : "i will go out near by to to something,is in short time,and then i will come back"...and suddenly 1 hour past and when i call it,she hang out the call......and she had gone to get a manicure....crazy right....spoiled daughter....Even now i remenber that one time when we have the same responsabilities in a campain, and i was angry because she just left let me with all that burden....she tell me this : "You dont notice that i not just another employed and i can come and go anytime i want"   I MEAN WHAT? Again spoiled girl....even that can be true, that for been the boss's daughter you CANT said that to a employed....when anyone of us are working in a enterprise we have a responsability.

But well i think many of you can resemble/live with this....nepotism and spoiled caracter....well they are some many things more but there´s no need to said...the point on telling you this, is to endure this kind of things...there´s all kind of people in this world...you just do your job and in time you will have a better oportunity to leave...i know i will find that sometime soon....just endure and everything will be fin in time.

With love and understanding

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 74

 Yesterday was a very good day, yesterday marked 20 years for the moment i make a huge decition in my life...20 years of my bautism...so for me is a very special day and my love ones make me feel like that too...here is a glance 

Im really glad for my past and experiences even they all not good, they make me who i am, so for that im gratefull.

Surely bangtan feels the same even the hardships make them who they are and who we love endelessly.

Lets always be happy and gratefull for who we are, everywhere we are.

I need some sleep...today was a very busy and tired day ;)

Lets enjoy our life always Army and BTS

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 73 : A SPECIAL FOR JIN/WWH JIN AND FOR MY HEART

 Long time ago i wann to write about the  7 menbers and what i cherish  most of each and one of them....I began with Nam, of course our lider, if you didnt read it, it is HERE ,and now i wanna talk about our Worldwide Handsome Jin.

I couldnt seeing all of RUN BTS, i think i seeing 6 episodes so far....but always make me laugh Jin´s occurrences....is the oldest but it is the most funny...im like that,Jin from all the boys is the one who is nearest to my age....and i am also very witty person...

Something i cherish the most is the videos pre recorded by Jin for Army, all that videos was one thing i always hoped to see....i really spected to have videos of all the menbers but that not happend.....but i realized that everyone is differents,of course the menbers too....and i remenber that like,we are all different,the love languague are different, there is at least 5 types of LOVE:

Photo: www.mindbodygreen.com

Im more like quality time....i love spend time with my love ones....i already knew this long time ago....

Going back to the topic, i already think about a gift for Jin, of course it could be clothes from this mark, from the picture,the stripes goes to well in him.....and also i would like to gift him a unique experience in cusco,obviously for RJ too.....

Surely i will update this post if i have new ideas....

Take care and stay happy

See you

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 72

Im about to sleep in a bit, and randomly listened song, came up The Jungkook vlog of Camping...i really like your honesty to open,even say to you a liar in some moments for eating more JAJA....but something i noticed this time i seeing this vlog (is the 2 time i think i seeing) i notice that in the market or rest area and also the supermarket near the beach....Jungkook hide many time his hand...i know that you like your tattous but i can imagine that where you are resting or relax time,you dont want to be disturb,is super understandable....i think sometimes,fans dont remenber that,as humans we need time alone,i take for example, me,im not famous,at least not in the normal world...but if many people will chase me,i also want to take time to myself,everyone need that.

Something i remenber and also see this time,is the moment Jungkook said that he is not a funny person..and i said in mind : like what?...Im very sure that Jungkook is the most funny person i know...he makes us laugh and makes us fall down laughing......but again i think maybe we dont give us credit to ourself....i also think this to myself...and many times i said,im afraid to boring people with my conversation....and also friends tell me liek "what" jajaja they said i dont look like a introvert person but i am ! I am INTP and gladly and proudly  i must say :)....You understand me right Jungkook? SURELY

Well i must finish to see the vlog and go to bed, i have a very busy day tomorrow..

Hope your days will be happy and funny

Let sleep good or have a good day :)

XOXO

E.

JK VOG CAMPING

PD: i bought  the same jacket that Jk use in the beach and also this image,up here.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 71

 Hi...a few weeks ago i listened this song, Lucky from Britney S.

When i heard again this song,i first heard it many years ago....but this time,i think on the boys...is like something Nam said, like not always they can do whatever they want or like...

Thats the heavy price of Fame....the lyrics are interesting, like this lines:

Early morning, she wakes up
Knock, knock, knock on the door
It's time for make-up, perfect smile
It's you they're all waiting for
They go
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night?

This is very heavy,right? And i think very famous people know this feeling,also normal people like us....super pop stars, surely know people who only searching them for benefits or obtain things from them....also surely we know people that only want friendship with the intention to obtain things o reach another people....also this song make me thing....that a lot of famous people,dont feel happy or even they suicide because of depretion...because they cant find the way out...

the other lines of the song,continue likes this:

Lost in an image, in a dream
But there's no one there to wake her up
And the world is spinning, and she keeps on winning
But tell me what happens when it stops?
They go
Isn't she lovely, this Hollywood girl?
And they say

She's so lucky, she's a star
But she cry, cry, cries in her lonely heart, thinking
If there's nothing missing in my life
Then why do these tears come at night? (Oh)

I only hope that our boys (BTS) dont feel like that never or at least if it is for short time....but surely something breaks their hearts, pains that maybe we dont know, like health o family problems....i hope that the time or nin that moments you (BTS) remeber that Army is here for you forever and always.

With love 

E.