LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 90

 DATE 23/09

Recently i was thinking about all the content that you seven left for us...and i was thinking about a new album....i mean a new album of you,Jungkookah...Like JIMIN with CLOSER THAN THIS...was in 22/12/23 and the song came out in the album muse about 19/07/2024...like many months later....maybe can NEVER LET GO be in a ALBUM? JEJE im delusional maybe...that idea came to my mind recently...but you work so hard that maybe time was something that wouldnt fit?

I would really love 2 album from you, like Jimin,one with songs that you choose and other album with song that you wrote in some way...maybe in the nights of you militar service you are doing some lyrics? Im very sure you do...People say that when you disconnect, you connect...i mean with ideas or other things that not related with things you do in that moment...surely is refreshing in some way...i think Never let go is one of my favourite songs from you..Maybe some day 

I'm grateful for you, it's simple with you
I'll never leave you, I'm better with you
It's too good with you, it's my turn to give back
For all that you do (oh)

And when the days get longer (yeah)
You fill my world with wonder (wonder)
Everybody needs somebody, you've been that somebody
So stay with me and keep holding on (keep holding on)

Is not beautiful indeed? How about a Album with differents song in differents languagues? That would be amazing! I can help! 🙋 jajaj i know English,Spanish and Italian too...even if you think that you cant sing in other languagues, i know a secret to be more fluent and understandable,also sound more normal and not strange....but i will not share my secret jeje 미안합니다

Maybe some day :)

Nite nite

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 89

DATE 21/09 

I saw the last episode from Are you sure...when you two were in the Jacuzzi  (SCUZZI This is for connoisseurs only 😆). and said that was incredible to be in Japan in that place with snow and in a Jacuzzi....really make me think....it is not that common to be in different places and live differents kind of tourist atractions...for young man like you two...obviously is all thank to Army...im very sure that you two think about it everyday and of course speacially in this kind of situations.

Often when K-army and L-army or European-army have disagreements often had to be with the way we think and see things....i often stay in the position of L-ARMY but also i am in the posititon on K-Army because there somethings WE CAN NOT understand because we dont live there....I can understand most of them because im a religious person and grow up like that...if i can be honest,i would like to change  some things from de past but finally came to the conclution that thanks to that i am who i am....and i am very proud of it...i think that everything in my life lead me to this moment in my life.

But i very understand the reason what you love so much K-ARMY because she was by your side from the beginning and thats so understandable,the only thing i dont like is the kind of enternteinment culture for the idols of Korea...i think is a little bit toxic in some ways...that makes me worried about the mental health...and often make me worrid about your personal life (all 7) at some point in the future of your life.

What can we do to help Army to be more flexible in your personal life?

Can we help all ARMY(worlwide) to be healthy in all senses?

Can you someday to be free to don't hide for do the things you like ?

I hope one day,we can do something....i often think about a Mental Health program with idols to normalize the important of the mental health in all of us....i admire and like so much Marian Rojas Estape a Doctor and also a Psychologist...maybe you didnt hear about them because she speak more in spanish....that idea came to my mind so time ago..to have interview with she and someone honest with good questions....I CAN DO THAT  jejeje but obviously i am not in the list jeje but i think is a great idea...dont you think the same? this kind of program in Korea?

Well i hope that everyone is good in all senses :)

I will come back soon...:)

E.

PD: I will leave this episode of Marian Rojas, you can translate to english and also in korean  LAST EPISODE

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 88

 DATE 21/09

I saw I AM STILL...i must say that i really love it...and really want to see it again,hope soon will be on stream....i have so many questions after the movie.....good questions and bad too....so i will concentrate in the good one because the bad ones is confidential i mean your personal life so no one should be annoing you.

Like always i amaze about your modesty...rare in super stars but very common on BTS menbers..i remenber saw a clip when you said that you go to doctor a lot,and now to know that in your mini tour of presentations you was sick....if i remenber you said that in yoongi..i think? maybe i wrong? i cant remenber correctly, im sorry....I have chronic pharyngitis,Rhinitis like you and recently i discover that also have Gilbert syndome (inherited) and irritable bowel, thing that get worse when few years ago i when i had a gallblader surgery. So i understand what is to feel bad. Have differents things make me more empatic,quality i always had for other but not with ill people...everything helps to be a better person right? I try to think that way...surely you too.

The sincerity of the menbers is always enjoyable...Army is very lucky(? i dont believe in luck) that all of you are the same way...thats was the key of your success....at least for me was the trigger that really make me loving all of you.

When i was watching the movie, i couldnt help to thing,if you have a girlfriend and you know that she will be on a theather seeing your movie,surely you would ask army if they will tke care of she....i was questioning myself if i would be happy or jealous....side apart i can imagine you as like that,as a lovely and protective boyfriend, i only hope that you find the one understand you and understand army(i mean they are feelings as fans and persons that loved you,thru your life)

Make sure that the one you love,loves and understand army,right?

Even if you dont realize now,that will help in time and years...

The movie theater was a little empty....i intencionally buy like that, because i really wanna to hear your voice clearly and undestand everything, and not hear only screams...jaja im not complaining Army jeje :(..i understand thats is your way of loving him but i need  quiet to understand :)

I taked pictures,you can seeing to,sorry my memory was full so the pics was bad..

I think we were less than 20..

HEHE empty seats up front

...

And this was me with Golden bracelet, i take the plate with your name from the keyring and put it in my bracelet,that is the rectangle you see near the letters LL from still

Here you can see it better, my wrist is tiny...it fits me loose jeje

 

SUPRISE OF THE WEEK,FROM QR

Thank you for your hard work jungkookah

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 87

 Right now im watching a K-drama i like so much is call: Something in the rain. 

Resume:
Situated in 2015 Seoul, a 35 year old submissive woman meets younger guy, is wooed and falls in love. The relationship between Jin-A and Jun-Hui, 10 years her junior, is both touching and annoying. The miscommunication, indirectness, missed opportunities, etc., make for some interesting plot arcs. 

I really like that they break barriers about age....many often rare and often bad seen. I like because many women with some years we have knowledge,we dont have to be old to be a person who like to know things....im like that,maybe because my personality, i dont know...but is very refreshing to seen a girl who shines tru the love she deserves.

Also seen this, makes me remenber the reason why i write these letter,for you hapiness....recently i wrote the things in my phone and then i can write my thoughts...i hope you like my mind jeje

In some point i was wishing to this blog let me know you...but i know better that it will be very difficult maybe imposible because your work,your plans,your language and many other things....but i have so much to say so i hope one day,maybe in the future you can read these letter and find some hapiness in your soul maybe when is dark outside or maybe i can comfort you now....i hope it helps...

You deserve a good love so i hope one day you can find it,we all deserve great loves....i hope i can find one someday...someone to give love and to hold....if at this point, you dont know this k-drama i hope you can watched,surely you will love it :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 86

 DATE 19/09

Jungkookah Jiminah, i really like ARE YOU SURE, i like that we can see you as you are,your human side not the superstar side that maybe some feel intimidated with your not fauls in the screen...but that is not real...i think this kinda show is very loved for that...the last episode i saw was the one,you ate a tongue cow....i was amazed that in Asia ate that...here in Peru is know as well....i remenber many years ago my grandmother prepared cow tongue....i must said that was good, i mean the taste was good but the texture...i dont like the texture...I didnt knew what i was eating was tongue....my grandmother didnt tell me, she only laughts about it when she served the table...but i must said that really really understand you because it was good...when i think about this , you also would love Peruvian food, hope one day i have the oportunity to know BTS and show you our delicious food...you will very pleased....im sure... 

                                        LOMO SALTADO ONE OF MY FAVORITE

AND MANY MORE

YOU ARE HUNGRY RIGHT? ME TOO :)

LET BE HAPPY WITH FOOD ALWAYS

CIAO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 85-

 DATE:15/09

Jungkookah i really admire the position to defenders others....speacially the ones can impact werever be for age,prominence or power(in some way)...we can use our power for good, exactly like you did...i know is part of your personality to defender other,i know well when i see it because im like that, i really like that,i can even defend the ones who treating me bad, for example if someone is treated unfairly i will defend even if is not my family or acquaintence...even she or he in the past did something bad to me....because we all humans...even anything you can do it,nobody cant take away your dignity and your rights....thats we way i think...¿maybe you dont?...but is really good to see a man stand up for other,specially girls.

I began to think about whta bring you to that position....why?...Maybe one of them came close to talk to you for help...or maybe some friend told you about the situaction with more details(i know you know about the theme because is your enterprise too) i mean more details that maybe you didnt know.....maybe something bang pd did?....I dont know,im just thinking out loud....nobody is saint or divine...we all make mistakes..and well to be partneship with Scoooter Braun is something for me very dark...he can be very talented,everything you want to think but we can be assure that the people near us is trustfull and Scooter IS NOT!.... just seeing th thing he did to Taylor really make me so mad....as a women....but well i keep going to the tangent....

Back to i was saying,doesnt care the way you found out,the thing is when you find out,you cant help to speak...the thing important for me is that you surely thought about it deeply BEFORE do it something like you said in a interview (i cant find it when i find it i will posted) but im like you...i have to overthink something before doing it and think the repercussions too only then i can make a choice....so i think you would think about how will ARMY take this....army will be mad? jealous? or maybe Army will think you are with one of them.....i mean anything can be think but nevertheless you stand up for the true, for help other and to point the bad thing....with your two posts with BAM pic...you make it clear that anyone cant use other to their benefit and thats SOOO TRUE. Its like the time you ate the spicy icecream for JIN (JUNGKOOK SAVES JIN).

So that is good...also this make me thing about the other menbers, at first hand maybe seems like they dont want to talk....but maybe because they are representative that big Names like Gucci,Balenciaga,Bottega and others....maybe they cant participe in somethings....maybe you chose Calvin Klein to freely spoke anytime you want? I dont know maybe not....or maybe the menbers dont want to talk about it because they know that nothing will change because or world is what it is....maybe jungkookah you are a dreamer....in this cold world....1 year later that my issues with CLARO/AMERICATEL DEL PERU about the illegal lines i came with the conclution that many SISTEMS OF JUSTICE in country, really dont do anything for the people,like me....so maybe im lest couraegeos than before....is not that im not trying to fight for true is that, theres is no weapons to do it...

Thats the reason im proud of you as a men as a human....you use your power for good...and that is one of the things that make me fall in love with you :)

We need more humans like you in this world....

Hope you are good and healthy

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 84

DATE : 14/09 

Jungkookah can i talk about my life a little bit? Im sure that as a kind man you are...you will let me.....or no? jeje XD.....Well A beloved one have a dog and the dog give birth 4 puppies this year...sadly the only girl died soon...and remain 3 puppies boys...first look, i dont like the dog breed, i would prefer other like the one i just to have, Fox Terrier, a very energetic and happy dog...but this dog breed is french bull dog....i couldnt help to falling in love for the 3 of them....they are so funny to see,they are energetic and also very loving..they love to give kisses and cuddle in the sofa...but one of them is sick for a weeks ago...but even his pain is with the stomach...thing that understand because i suffer with stomach problems too...i kind love him more because i understand him...

I would love to have Elijah (aka is not his real name,i hide the name for his protection jajaj) but is expensive..i mean the kind of life the dog of my beloved one(family) have...seems like this dog breed have to be a lot of care...even i would like that this to be real but it is....and soon will have another job and hope goes well...and also want to go back to studying...so many plans no? jeje but i really would love to have Elijah,he brings joy to my life,when i mad because claro issues,if you read my other post,i suffer a cause of that...or when i feel bad for my health...he and when,3 of them brings joy even so bites in my hand but even so im happy with them...i will tell you more in other moment...i hope soon he get better, that would make me happy....i saw the photo of Bam,seems to me is a little thin...maybe he is missing you? Surely.....i know you love him so much,that became clear with in the soop episode....your are a good dad Jungkookssi

Hope you and Bam sleep good even far apart

XOXO to both of you

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 83

 DATE:13/09

I really want to talk about the photo RM posted with a baby and also Jhope posted a photo with a child..I really think that specially RM wants to tell us or to shows us, show to Army to get used to see you,the seven of you,with a child also with a partner in life in future time....I was a little embarrassing that many Army find to death who the baby was and soon they realise that was a baby of a friend of RM....But lets deep in this....how was the reason to look further? why dont we let live our boys? they dont deserve a true love? Can we let them to have a private life?....so many questions unanswer...i really think RM try to Army focus o deep in their feelings....i hope many army reflect in themselves what kind of love have from BTS

a love pure and free? or a love trap in our believes or our desires?

Many many Army have a boyfriend...so why dont they can have? Some of us dont have but is our choice or maybe like me,we dont find the right person...maybe we are the right person in the wrong place jeje.....but is important to deep in our feelings and be true and also give them the kind of love,the 7 deserve...a love as a fan,support in everything they do,obviously right things.

I also wondering if you think like RM?, i mean to find in sometime a partner in life...seems like no, because you said to Jimin that be a uncle sounds wrong jeje that make me laugh....but i also respect why you things....i also dont think that i ready for kids,but a diference from mens,when the women have some age we have to choose to have kids or no....but every choice is respectable and praiseworthy.

I know you want to have kids,like you said, it will be: Jeon Yul or Jeon Seol....you know Seol sound like Sol in spanish whats means Sun jeje 

I wanna be like the right person for you,and support all of you guys :)

Lets always be free and true 

XOXO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 82

 DATE 12/09

Jungkookssi you have 27 now!..How does it feel? You look like a child jaja...is what i see in TV and your vlive for past time...im note judging or something....im like that too,sometimes we are missunderstood with childish or something,in the past i was worried about that...For my point of view is not bad to be happy for food like you or jumping around...im a very jumping person,my mom said to me is because im not married and i dont have kids so i have a calm live...i supossed that is in part true but i also thing that is also the type of personality we have...i have some diseases that make me sad or worried time to time...i remenber one episode when you said that when your not on tour or working ,you go to the doctor for your health....i very understand that.....i also have rhinitis allergic :(

Since i have 30, i more care about health in our self....and i understand the reason why you, i mean all of you,the seven of youu said to ARMY to always take care of their healt....our health is everything to live a good life and to be happy

Take care of your health while your are in Training...dont overdo is always good to give our best in our conditions...(Ecclesiastes 4:6) 6 Better is a handful of rest than two handfuls of hard work and chasing after the wind....what do you think? this will be true?

Thank you BTS for your hard work,we are waiting for you :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 81

 DATE 10/09/24

I was well aware that you will complete half of the service done soon...so i began to wait that that day and seems like the app too....i dont know what say this pic.......UPDATE: i know now beacuse i used the google translate photos...

and the day has come! :) So happy 

I was so happy,the time fly....even with the happiness i felt little regret for not completing my goal, for this day, i should wrote to you 275 letter but im only in the 80....very sorry...i feel bad for that....:(

Even now is a happy remenber that soon you will come back, i am also thinking that for you, surely it is bittersweet....i mean even you are very happy to see Army and the menbers...and also go tour like jimin and you said in the episode of AYS....i also think that you are a little sad because surely you will miss the friends you have in the military service,time to time, instagram show me photos of both of you in their squad....also when Jin was dischargue, Army and also I notice that you have a scar in your arm,surely from your job in military service, but i try to see above that,you are very happy with job, cooking for other....we all know that you are a GREAT cook, Jungcook jajajaj....

Well for me see that scar is also the reason to know that you make your job with passion and dedication...know that make me very happy....im happy is you are happy :)

Keep doing well, keep smiling, keep inspire us (this is for all 7 of BTS)

We miss the 7 of you

Nite nite jungkookssi

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 80

DATE: 30/08

HELLO :)

Yesterday i saw the episode 5 and i thought that you will love cook with my grandma...she is a expert! My grandma is not from the city capital,Lima is from Ancash, province of Peru....she cook something amazing: Picante de cuy,sancochado,mazamorra de calabaza uff....(Spicy guinea pig,pumpkin porridge )

"PICANTE DE CUY" -SPICY GUINEA PIG

The guinea pig is very tasty,often missinterpreted with rat BUT are very different animals...is a really nice pet...when i was young like 8, i have guinea pig,very nice pet but usually cant be tamed...but is very cute and curious.

PD: I never ate guinea pig when he/she was my pet....only i ate a unknown guinea pig,obviusly i have a heart.

Well is a very taste dish...it has a slightly tougher but tasty skin.

This is a Spicy guinea pig i made in 2020 with my grandmother´s guidance:

Closer and clearer:

"SANCOCHADO"

It is very know dish in PERU, is healthy and tasty, is like a soup and also a meal....i think some korean dishes are like that too

This is a picture of a Sanchochado my grandmother made in 2021...

Well in Peru, we have very good meals and dishes....we have 3 of the best restaurant in south america, i mean 3 of the top 10...sooo....you should know Peru if you love food Jeikey

3 BEST RESTAURANTS IN THE WORLD ARE IN PERU 2024

THIS YEAR MAIDO FROM PERU IS THE 1 IN THE WORLD LIST

AND CENTRAL FROM PERU ALSO WIN IN 2023 1 IN THE WORD,YOU CAN SEE THIS HERE

We will wait for you :)...my grandmother always is a inspiration in this special aspect,he is 90 right now...i sometimes think if you could have the chance to know her,i know that this is difficult,you even dont know me,my name is Elly jeje....but im sure that you will cherish that experience and also be so polite and humble like in the 5 episode...you are a good boy like yours brothers,all of you are our example,thank you for be like that.

Peru is waiting for you(all 7 of course too)

Have a nice bam :)

Elly