LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 216 JK HEART

 15/02/25

Jungkookah thank you for your kind letter,i really needed that,as i said to you, im really sad about my problem with my data info....i even cried 3 times in just one week...i really feel bad but today you wrote us a beautifull letter,i will leave here in Korean,English and Spanish if someone didnt saw it or didnt understand it.

ENGLISH:

Spanish:

Like you know these were difficult days for me...but surely you wrote it because many people celebrate Valentine...so maybe that was your gift to Army? Seems like yes.

But at least for me was a very conforting letter,also a beloved one was on surgery and i was worried so this letter remember me the time you release a song two days before i go to surgery for my gallbladder...

Jungkookah you seem to be for us everytime we need you,thats is so thoughtful.

I sometimes wondering if you are reading at least one of my letter,and if like that i realy hope, i cant bored you...i try to do my best...and also many things happend to me,sadly jeje but also i have wisdow,or at least that one thing i think i have it and i very proud of it :)

So in my next post i will talk about some things about your letter i really enjoyed it

Thanks to be for us on this long way

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 215

 14/02/2025 

Jungkookah i recently saw this movie; The Six triple Eight from Netflix.

I really liked because shows how a group of black women help the Army agaisnt the odds...not only the army leader treat them like women cant do anything..also treat them like for be black women cant think properly...

Is a movie i really recomend you, if you havent see it,is so nice to see it, how women try to be the better person even when other treat them bad, and that is a lesson or us...many people sometimes treat us bad, for believes,skin colour,country or social environment. And us better person as we are try to give the other cheek,meaning let pass pur rights for the seak of the peace....i think this is good but not in every situations, because as humans, we have our rights and them had to be respect.

Is so endering to see how these women break their souls to fullfill they dutties...is a real story that women struggle with cold in that place...but against the odds, success in their goal and bring peace to the soldiers that miss they family....the letters bring they joy,as i hope my letters can give you a little of joy and courage :) Even i very behind in dates...i almost in lettee 300 but here i am writing the 215 :(

Sorry if i cant write as many as i want,my life is very busy but i think of you,every day without hesitate 💖

Hope all the members are good,seems like yes...we really are waiting BTS comeback so soon...we miss the 7 of you...

Till then please take care Nam,Hobi,Jin,Suga,Jimin,Tae and you, JK.

We love you,army loves you even more i think

With love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 214

DATE:  14/02/25

Jungkookah some sad news.i almost broke in tears today, like i said to you in other oportunities,my problem with my personal info,goes by 2 years almost...and recently one person told me to change my DNI (personal document in Peru) and surely will end my problem...but after i did the process,a lawyer said to me that do that thing will not the changue the problem....in that moment i cry a little, of course is the impotence to not finding a solution...so even the lawyer said to me that the problem will not be resolved, i hope it is..🙏

When i concentrate a lot in my problems specially these, make me anxious a lot of the time and i think i reached my breaking point...of course thinking that others people have my same problems or other even worse,sometimes help me to try to be focus in my present and above all thank that i have health and life...

But i cant help thinking about the people who do this....are you aware of the great pain that you cost a lot of people when you use our personal information to do things illegally?...Is so selfish to hurt people and take it out their peace...of course of my point of view i think that God is seeing everything and he will give everyone what deserves....maybe the one thing good about this experience is that this experience i can help other that have this exact problem....and them dont need to suffer as much i suffer..... 

So Army please take care your info,dont send your DNI picture to anyone and if you can change your DNI to the electronic one, seems like is more secure.

And also help when you know someone who is thru this kind of problems, we have to help each other,that the onyl way, we can make it thru.

Lots of love from Peru 

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 213-HOPE FOR ME

 Jungkook recently I heard from a relative about that people without gallbladder,we can dye in 2 o 3 dias if we don't eat,if I'm sincere I'm very down about that and also with some tears to thinking that..I'm like thinking I'm need to do so much things and I don't want to be the first to die....this make questioning so many things in my life,I really want to marry and find my special one for life....I want to try my ideas of business works...so this make me thing that maybe like my dad I only will live till 60...hope no but I also heard that with a organo left we have less year of life...so that makes me worry a lot...also my relative said to me to ask my friends who are doctor...I will do it, I hope this is not true...maybe a misunderstanding...HOPE SO

But if is true i try to be more happy and do things i lile without regret....and also remember that many people suffer for diseases....so we need to be empatic with everyone :)

Lets keep doing good 

Love

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 212 BTS AND ME

 12/02 

Jungkooka today i will talk about what i resemble to the members....all 7 💖

RM:

Rm we have skill for languages,we like the rimes,we like bicycling...I like to travel to making a sketch...we like to rap or make poetry,my friends often take me as a leader to proyects things :).

Jin:

I'm very childish person,not in the wrong way,I'm a jumper in home and I like to play games o stay in house just to what movies....I don't like take me pictures without make up...even I know I don't look bad..I like clothes with straight (líneas).

When I care for someone I often treat them like little people jeje.

Suga

I am a very calm person in home,I like to watch movies or thinking in something ,i like the calm for doing my things,I prefer a friend girl partner who can let me sleep,I get very angry if someone woke up me...I suffered traumas in my childhood but I try to transform in art,yoongi is writing songs, for me art is dancing choreo, improve choreos for me.

Jhope

Hobiiiiii, I'm like him jumping around when I am happy,laugh hard,I love dancing like Hobi and sometimes I change choreos jeje...but I consider myself a very happy person,i love fashion like Hobi,I know we would be great friends,we love dancing and fashion,that a must for our life.

Jimin

I'm like Jimin because I love ballet,my dream is can make choreo beautifully, I'm cute and sexy like Jimin jeje...almost nobody knows that about me..like Jimin when I have something in my mind I must do it...I will not surrender.

Tae

I'm like tae because I love dress very elegant,that's the reason I love men in suits, like tae I like to defend all kind of people,I think I should be lawyer,tae loves fashion to like me.like tae I like to said what's on my mind.

Jk

well Im like jk when I can immerge in my thoughts,I like things right straight forward when really annoyed me,I like cooking noodles specially but I dont do it often.i believe in mbti a lot like jk,like jk I would live to dance.

We will good friends all!

Hope one day

With LOVE

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 211

 Jungkookah i found this POST about kind of people, type of girls that can relate to you.

I will explain each and everyone.-

The first is:

The girls cant live without music: Yeahhh i really im like that and surely Army too. If i need to go somewhere or just walking,i must have my earphones: wireless Headphones. I would  dance everywhere,anytime and sometimes i do i little dancing if no one is watching. Sure Army are like that too.

The second :

The girls who want to ask for help but are to shy to ask: Im like that too, not for all things but in many cases. I think society want that we believe like ask for help is a sign of weakness. Also like society tell us that is not good for a Man to cry, of course this are not true.

The third :

The girls who were judged: Of course im like that, many people assume and talk about me, and is people that is not my friend, maybe in some circle but dont know me really. Army surely know people like that, because we often are judged because we like Korean culture or korean boys like you guys. Many people said things that are not true and that is often sad for us or can really make us angry. But yes in this world, the women often is judged sometimes even harder than men.

The fourth :

The girls who cant stop overthink. Of course yes i am one of them, but is safe to said,at least for me that is a good and a bad thing. I think overthink help us to make more good decitions in life...of course sometimes is not healthy to think so many times...but we have to found the balance between the 2.

The fifth:

The girls who feel that they dont belong. Like i said in the other point, many Army are in this group, because many people make fun about like Korean things...so sometimes we dont have friends other than Armys who can we talk about our things or things we like. Obviously not only in this topic, maybe are things than other dont understand maybe because our personality,believes,religition or tastes.

The sixth

The girls that are good conforting other but not herself. I was one of thi girl when i was very young,i always can touch the heart of other and help them,even in highschool some friends called me : conscience...jajaj so i think i was good and help and confort other...i always like to help,everything i can do. But in my early years i couldnt find a solution to my own problems and that make me feel sad...surely army feels the same sometimes,specially the younger ones.But dont worry everything takes time,be patience with yourself,always.

The Seventh:

The introvert girls who have social anxiaty. Im not sure if i am like that, i think i am like rare person , i could be very introvert and also very extrovert BUT only with my friends....well for a reason i am INTP...jeje most of me is Introvert. If you are like that, dont worry it is not bad, choose your friends wisely...is better be cautious than be too believer. Lets make sure our friends are good people.

So in conclusion,all are united in this.

Lets keep shinning to all our goals are complete and after that.

Lots fo love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 210

DATE 11/02/25

Jungkookah i listen other song of Yoongi and this specially liked me. SHADOW

Suga speaks of the beginning of BTS,when he was eager to succeed,to be rich too but as the times goes by,he realizes that BTS achieve that and so much more,but like he said people talk about happy with fame and money but nobody tell him about the loneliness he felt...that was so interesting...

Also he said that for him was hard to realize that the success had come in his life...and also was afraid for that too. The Lyrics  was so good because explain the feeling of wanting something and then realize what actually means....often we want maybe a better job thinking in the benefits but not the weakness...like if we have a "better" job means more money but also means less time for ourselves or our loved ones.

I think also when Yoongi said in the song that the moment he reaches higher is the moment he felt worst, i understand that,sometimes to achieve something we forget us or things we like...and in the moment we achieve we want, we realize what we lost or that maybe we are not the same...so sometimes is frustating to realize that...or other felt depressed, so is understand what yoongi said in this song, very relatable.

This make think that to be discret is a privilege we often dont value...surely all 7 of you want more privacy, sadly thats the price of fame...but of course is need to be balance...Jungkookah yo are sometimes the one person of BTS talking about this and i think is so important because you make precedent,is important like Jin said in a interview someday you 7 will have family is that is so fair,we all deserve that.

I hope in time things get better and better, we all need freedom, like Yoongi said freedom is not to be self indulgent...

Have a good bam and lets this in mind Army

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 209

 12/02 

Jungkookah at this point i think you know some of my personality,i really hate injustice,i think some of my years i dedicated to avoid or to fight for the justice on many areas of my life.

Something i tried to amend is in the family...im clear about that the love between dad and daughter or that mom and son are love some special...i think i lived that kind of love at least on 11 or 12 years old.

When my father failed to my mother and make us to accept many things that didnt show the kind of love parents should have. Im never hesitated to tell my father cristal clear about the wrong about the things....i lie, at the begining i had fear about him,and i accepted and keep my closed mouth for a while.

But the only time he hit me with a strap because i let my mother come to our house and cooking for us and not eating what he make his mistress for us....that moment change all my world forever...the fact to accept a punishment i didnt deserve make me no alow anothe injustice in my life....that was the beginning of my tense relationship with my dad,i never forgave him for that and others bad things he did just because he want to keep the house that was build with my mon, not only he,both of them built them.

So i must said that,yes i know injustice from a very early age in my life. As you know my father died in the first wave of covid in the wuhan of Peru,Iquitos. In his few last week and months he seems to been change,i hope it was...but very deep in my heart i still dont believe it,maybe with more time i will finally accept.

If i can thank something is that because of this experience is that i mature very fast...im more analytical person than other...maybe that protect thru the years to never take a decition big in my life that could be regret it.

Im very happy with my life...i dont work for money, i work to have time for me,for my internal peace.

Thats the reason im very "justice for all" kind of person....i know,many told me,i should be lawer, maybe someday....i love learning new things everyday...is a way of living i think.

I really hope,none of the 7 of you had to live this kind of things,the thing i tell here is only few, there is more but no one need to know the pain in our heart right? Just a few and im still in the path on knowing who really are my friends...is sad many people specially women had betray me...often for how i look,envy.or just to be single....a very few for my way of thinking, but mostly envy, sadly but with the years i got used to it...so i am more unobtrusive person.  

This is the reason i am so worried about the health of the children and often why i always recomend have childrens at older age to raised well, to be emotional ready and to be imparcial, and treat all children the same way. Our childrens are our future and we are in charge of his mental health in their early years...what we will do for them?

Lets keep improving to be better humans to be better parents.

Lets keep smilling thru the bad times, bad times are not forever Army, dont forget that.

Loves

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 208

 10/02

Jungkookah you know i know many BTS song at this point BUT they are many i dont know what they mean or the lyrics, i also like to saw the lyrics in english because many times they are not translate to spanish well for my point of view,i dont speak english very well but i think i understand very well.

So this time i pay attention to the song of Chakho: Stay Alive..i try to understand the meaning but i think is about the webtoon,which is very interesting,if you Army didint saw it. Here is the song video

.The lyrics is like someone asking for help from a bad situation...and feel lonely,like the dark is his only friend.

The chorus is so moving:

"You are my fate

No words can express it enough

Salvation that saved a wearied me

Is that easier to grasp?

Those few words that saved me

I will be by your side after manu nights

I will stay by your side even if my feet bleed

Please, you stay alive".

As we know Suga write this song,if im not wrong so i think that maybe Yoongi speak about the love of Army who help him to survive difficult moment when he cant find a exit...and that love free him to do more. When the lyrics said: "my feet bleed" for me is showing that also BTS is trying to stay for Army,dancing when often our feets are more tired and even can bleed some times.

So for me this song shows the love of BTS for Army, because Army stay by your side always.

So army lets continue to stay for BTS till they comeback and always

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 207

 10/02 

Jungkookah a few days ago just seeing YT i found a 3 boys that react for the first time to your music,BTS music,and after this video HERE i saw so many more...i really likte the fact that in time these boys are now knowing your names, and i notice his sincerity about love your music.

That was really refreshing because the are very few guys that like BTS,in fact  at this moment i think there is not boy i knew that like BTS, mostly is girls,so i interesting the way they talk about, in this first video they saw Butter,BWL and Mic Drop....i think my favourite is Mic Drop,the rhythm and the lyrics are something special.

Sometimes i wonder maybe a very few boys like BTS, sometimes i think they like yours songs just dont said to other, because maybe like us,people could make fun  of us.

The only thing i dont understand is that they review mostly only BTS song,of course i love BTS but i hope that his feelings are genuine and really love BTS and dont try to just have more viewrs. I saw videos when they have Patreon,a app that has a cost, so when i saw that in a video didnt like it. But maybe i am overthinking and as i think they really love BTS, i guess like most things,we will know in time,all is clarified.

So i hope as these boys, more men can show his support to the 7 of you.

Lets be bigger and bigger

XO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 206

 10/02 

Jungkookah surely you dont know but i was not fan of Yoongi songs...i mean i even not tried to listen,just when all 7 split momentarily is the moment i heard some of his song, i must said that Haegeum is my favorite from far...not for the video if i must have honest but was so important many things he said.

Haegeum SONG has very good point, i really like the fact that dont let of the sunamhi of information blinds us to the things that happend...how important is to have our own opinion and try to live accordinly..is like i dont think smoking is good,is so unhealthy BUT i cant ban people who use it...but is important to have clarity about what we believe.

Also like when he said that is so important "to difference liberty of self-indulgence", for me THIS! is so important...because i have a religition and i represent that, many people think that im a boring person or that i never do things i like or the i am not happy....and that cant be possible,because i want the best to myself....but i know the difference...like i said in other post, im virgin and i never had sexual intercourse...and im not feel bad or feel that is something i missed....for me is more important to take that step when im with a person who i really love and also love me in a good environment BECAUSE if i will have kids, we need to be prepared and have a strong base to raise they....i believe that and im very happy with my decitions, because i saw many young girls and boys struggle with his decitions of life....of course i dont judge the personal life of other,you had your right to do what you want,you have freewill...but everyone needs to understand the consequences of your decitions....if years go by you still defend that decition or you will regret of it?....like the song says : I HOPE you know the difference between liberty and self-indulgence.

Also said " free interpretation could be the reason of someone dead" so true because sometimes just way of thinking leads us, as countries to fight each other....or in small groups whats the trigger to a big rebellion...

As you can see i can talk about this topic many hours jeje i like deep conversations, with great brain...surely i would have great conversations with the 7 of you.

It will so interesting, dont you think?

This is another video about Haegeum

Surely

But for now lets go to sleep

Good Bam World,good bam Army

LOVE

E.

PS. Congrats Yoongi

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 205

 DATE 09/02/25 

Jungkookah at this moment you know that i dream a lot...sometimes with you other with all the members but this time was just with Jin, our world wide handsome...i dreamed that Jin had a show about travel or tours,and hosted with a little boy. In my dream Jin was married long time ago, and thats the reason why Nam said in festa that are things BTS cant tell to Army,that they want to be honest with Army and cant tell yet, things like they are already married (of course this is just in my dream jeje)

So in my dream this little boy was his son but nobody knew that...well i thought about because what boy can travel without his parents....but of course there are many posibilities.

But this make me think, about your liberty,i mean about the seven of you, i tend to think and i sure that your future partner in life,i mean for the 7 of you, must be a person that understand Army with her heart,thats so important,understand and love Army, i think takes time but when the good heart of Army i believe is so achieveable, but obviously a inmature girl will be jealous and impetuous...maybe thats the reason i recomend for BTS to marry older girls than them,of course maybe are girls mature that are more younger than you, but i dont think that is easy to find....mature personality and emotional mature is so rare to find...even in older ones.

The only thing that worried me is that some girls only love the 7 of you for the fame or the money...you dont deserve that,you 7 seven are such a good boys...so that make me very worried...i hope your kind heart,7 hearts, could choose wisely....that is my hope

Lets keep our heart open but lets keep listen our brain too

They need to be one

Love love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 204

DATE 08/02/25

Jungkookah i recently I found  This video scrolling on internet ,of our leader Nam,playing piano,I never knew that Nam play a piano..Jungkookah I never was very good at instruments,well I didn't learned a lot jeje I remember I learned flute in highschool....I wasn't good, but I really want to learn violin, I love the sound...there's a instrument do you like? I think you learned guitar? I'm not sure..

I think like dancing,learn play a instrument it will be very reassuring...make us feel better.

Learn a instrument for a special ocation is so memorabel as well...like the time Nam learn for Jin...well as i know he is the Military band right? That a great use of his time and experience...

It will be so great in the future tour of BTS would all the members play a different instrument, that would be very surprising and fun,,im saving money for that....hope i can go some country in south america....i really hope :)

Never lose hope girls, Army is all we got thru time...

We need to keep dreaming to keep harvesting our dreams :)

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 203

DATE  08/02/25

Jungkookah i really like that you make funny about yourself.....i sometimes do it but others time not so much....i even get angry if somene is making funny about me too much...in your video blog from camping was very hilarious to watch...Here.you can see it....you are very real in fact,surely for your self-esteem...that is so important.

Something I really like from you is your capacity of laugh of your self...I'm not like that,I mean a very few times...but I think I need to be more relax and don't take things personally....the video of jk camping was one of my favorite,we have the chance to see you as you are...in the video I post is funny how often you trolling yourself...maybe that's the key of the life,just not take things to seriously.

Often as the years goes by,I tend to think like you on this video....like what I said something so logic like you saying : that's the sea jaj of course it is....that kind of things.

Jk you were really funny the whole episode,I know many people don't like the fact that we/many people act like a child,I think that is more like a type of thinking or personality...I love to jumping around when Im about to eat something delicious...my mom just to laught about me,also my brother...but I liked it and for that jump seems I'm happy so even u have 30 I will still do it because is my body expression...and that's who I am :)

I just realize that the video says "jei key vlog" in korean letters....thats so clever

Lets keep doing whats makes us feel happy in this world :)

Nite nite

PS: i have letter 261...but still have no time to post it , sorry :(

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 202

 Jungkookah you know that i love many song of the members specially the one with deep feeling like the songs of jhope nam and yoongi,i will talk about these songs in a few posts. In this one i like to talk about Closer of Nam...here is a short VIDEO

I like this song because is so relatable to every human,like sometimes in life we love a person that is far away or near but far for our heart....both of the situations makes us feel sad...and in the first moments, we try to stick to them even if that is hurting us,our heart,our believes,our personality...is so hard too let it go...if there is a good finale...you meet with your special one or if it is a sad finale,you get to saw it at distance....for me both are good scenaries because if you are with your special one is good and if you dont,you will have the oportunity to know someone....you are one step close to meet your special one,so i think is good news,what do you think?

FULL VIDEO RM Live in Seoul @ Rolling Hall FULL VIDEO

I didnt know it this fact :

💜 This video is from a small yet intimate concert at Rolling Hall on December 5, 2022. RM returned to his roots, in the heart of Hongdae, where the rapper made a name for himself in the underground hip-hop scene when he was a teenager. It was his long-time dream to perform at Rolling Hall and 200 lucky fans were able to attend the concert.

This is one my favorites song, i will continue to share some others...

Let stay happy and healthy

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 201 RM´S LOVE

PS.In the present i am in letter 242,is so much difference i know :( im sorry i have no time,but i will try my best to write them soon as i can. Please im trying to keep my promise,i know i will do my best.

Jungkookah today i wanna talk to you about something you know well, the love of RM for the members...i found this Video that show exactly the reason what even RM is younger than other members, he is the one who acts like a  father, like this video shows how really caring about you seven.

RM caring for his hyungs is something than in the past made me think that RM was the older,also because the fact that he was always the speaker and even sometimes seems like he was like a conciliator.

I like the personality of RM, i think he is one of a kind person, well in fact the seven of you are...but he really like to read, i think that makes him different,at least i noticed that in Soop 2, also i think that one of the reason he can write so many songs is his great capacity of transform what he reads or thinks in stories...that is so impressive right? Yeah

I just to write poetry when i was in school, is difficult but beautifull,tried to find the right words and made them sounds nice..rhyme was a challengue but i really like so i tried to used as much as i can...i think thats the reason i like Cockfights is so exciting to see...Jaze is one of my favorite, im not sure if he is still doing Cockfights but he was amazing,i found one VIDEO.

The position of a leader in a group,dont seems easy so i really admire that for Namjoon, and even try to give love to Army...that the kind of love RM have. Love that also see in every members,you all are special to us.

BONUS RM LOVES ARMY

So lets keep trying to be better day by day

With love

E.