LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 239

 01/03 

Jungkookah i wanna talk something on the hope of BTS can change something things,i know that all 7 of you are part of a enterprise and of course every enterprise need money income so i understand some changes but they are some things i dont like.

Like 2 membership? why paid for 2 when 1 can have all services and only one paid,i dont mean less money but maybe if 20 and 20 dollares, a price like 35 or 30 for all....i dont know im just saying what i think and what i think is fair.

Other things is about subtitutles...why we need to paid for that, for me this is unusual. 

So i said to you this with the hope of something can change...like i said i know merch or services are things all you seven need but is not too much? I mean many Army is trying to save money,like me to go to a concert, many ocations is need save money even for a flight, SO really really is so necessary to have so much merch not only for hybe, BT21 or line?...i think if there is a little less would be a very good..

Like now seems like every member will have a tour,so we have to save money for album,for merch,for a future toru of BTS....that doesnt sound too much?

We love spend money in you but if things continue this way, only Army with solvency will go to tour or concert...not all Army?

Can we be a little more empatic...the whole thing is not that ARMY of all the world can meet you seven or is that privilege is just for Army with money?

I know im asking a lot here...but even a little change can help things.....

Please help us...can we be more empatic one and others

If is only a sugestion to the board who take this decitions,is a big step and we will be thankfull

APO BANGPO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 238-A SAD STORY BUT WORTH TO READ IT

 27/10

Jungkookah today i witness something very very sad, like i said to you was a bad day,because someone made me felt sad with some coments,without bad intentions but i felt sad nevertheless...well i was going back to my home and got up in a car that take to my district not so far away where i was...but just a few minutes i was on this Bus,a boy showes up, i believe must had 19 aprox...

He told his story,he was in the capital,lima because he won a scholarship to study here,but like happend to me, he lost his scholarship because he didnt get a 18 only a 17 in the grade...so that was so sad, i understand the feeling,we try so hard to be good in all the subjects but is almost imposible to do it....a 18 in all courses is SO SO difficult, because all had flaws or is tend to be good in a material,not all of them. So this boy from province lost scholarship and also the place to stay...but he decidec to stay in the capital and try to earn money and continue his studies..very laudable of him.

So he was trying to find a job but as we know is difficult to find it without experience in some fields...so he was selling candies in the bus,so for that point i was hoping he pass near to me give hi some money for him,not because he sell something because to help him...but he continues his story...more tragically

He said that he now walk everyday 5 hours because the place he found to live is so far away from de capital ....and he told that recently he said he had many pain the back so finally when he couldnt walk so well...he went to the hospital...and the doctor said to him that he need a kindey transplant...and that his conditions was critical,that he had only 2 months to find a organ donor..but he was in the list and was the number 1000 aprox and only 7 was attend in the hospital...so his story make me felt very sad...

Im was tearing a little bit...because is not only that he lost his scholarship,he is alone in the capital,he dont have a dignified dorm,he has to walk 5 hours in the morning and also 5 hours in the night to go back his house....and above that he is ill,seriously ill....😓...for me is like i was seeing a young man that for this kind of world we live,he will be no more....so i try to help them,he receive and he thanka a lot even while he was coming down to up in another bus to share his story again,im very sure,this is a situation that he need to do very times a day...

I know that in the world there is people who lie about his life only to gain money,but this was not the case, that was the reason i believe him and help in a way in that moment...i really hope someday know about him,hopefully fully recovered 💪

So this for me was also a lesson,because even i was tearing about my problems but so many people have so many troubles,like you know because i told to you in my many post thru this time...i can saw many people who has more difficult problems than me...that kind of situations give me more perspective and more compassion.

It will not be perfect to build a enterprise to help young people to have a future in good health?...is one of my dreams...i hope one day i can help other the ways i cant do it right now.

Meanwhile i try to confort people with good news when they pass thru tough moments,everyone can help while we can and how we can, the important is to help..

While i was writing this post i was listened randomly BTS music,and when i start to write then your cover of Falling comes up jeje that is so conforting,as you know because i said this to many times,you saved me with this song thru difficul moment...so i  listened right now is like a sign jaja idk maybe jeje but is always so good to hear before i go to bed.

So jungkookah lets keep helping other,like we know you do,lets continue been a good humans...

Say hi and hug for Bam

Good Bam

Surely he is so happy to finally see you again in only few days ahead 💚💜💜

We will too

Elly 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 237

 27/10 

Jungkookah i was thinking about when we hurt someone without intention,i dont mean i do it,i mean that when someone do that to us, is so hurtfull...sometimes when is something i really care about, that kind of behavior make cry.

That was i recently pass...with a older friends, they was giving me a advice and i was happy to hear them but one of them said to me something that make me feel bad, i almost cry, i know that wasnt his intention but that made me meditate about when even we dont know we can hurt someone.

How heavy are our word when they come up of our mouth ? right?

When i notice i hurt someone maybe with some words....i try to amend that,i think thats the way things should be.

I know you understand this,because you realize how important are our actions, i remember you said that when you had your eye tatto, meaning of that you try to look your actions,what you did in the past....surely to be better, right? Of course is not need a tatto for that but i understand you way of thinking and i liked, i know you, like Nam, Suga y Jimin are trying to meditate to be better...i think your personality declain to that....in fact all the members had that way of thinking, that is other reason im proud to follow BTS.

We need more artist to be like the seven are, gold heart

Let keep shinning in a dark world with kindness

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 236

 26/02 

Jungkookah the other day i hear for first time Cypher 4, i really like cypher 3 is very poping and fun...but when i hear cypher 3, one line that make me think a lot was the Nam part :"I like hate comments more than no comments,I don't know you but you know my name"

I was always the type of girl that didnt like when other talk about me,i think mostly because i build my reputation so many years that i wouldnt let anyone ruin something that cost me so much...so i made paid me(suffer in a way for that person it mean) anyone who speak bad about me,speak lies about me more specifically.

But well when i hear that line, i was thinking: the real people dont have time to think or speak of other...like me i dont have time to speak of other...i have a very busy life...so i was thinking about that all my life i experience people talk about bad about me, mostly was envy.....Even i never get it why, because im good looking but i dont considere myself to be gorgeous, you know? i dont think that....Im also inteligent but i dont think that im like Nam, you understand? is like levels....so i never understand why people talk about me...but lately i was thinking like the line..."i dont know you but you know my name" so that in some point im so important in her life that she need to be so attentive to me...

So that made me realize that the people who speak about me has so sad and empty life that dont have nothing more to do....that is very sad!

Im sure the 7 of you knows what i telling here,because like this cypher and other,many people talk about you,like you 7 seven never would success, so you understand my feeling when sometime i couldnt do it nothing.

I oly hope ARMY as BTS and i, dont let anyone let you down...with effort and diligence we can achieve everything 💚

Good bam

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 235

 Jungkook today i wanna talk to you about the kids and parents...something i tend to think and absolulely sure that is important to give the same treatment to all the kids...i dont mean in the way that girls are different to boys...in the meaning of be fair with all of them or establish rules for all and not only one.

Maybe my last years since my 20 made me think about this,i really get very sad when i see a different treatment...i was never a spoiled daughter...but because i was the one speaking the true as it is and no sugar coating things...i got in trouble many times, specially with my father,who refused to pay my studies when i finish highschool because i was sincere about his fling that cost the break of our family...i know that that made me less a favorite daughter...but is in my soul i cant shup up when is something bad going on...i cant...that made me a very fair person and also very empatic and justice warrior of other....I dont regret be like that because others value my honesty and fairness....that show how i am in my heart in soul.

So like i was saying i think that parents need to be the same with all the kids because that changes us , molds us...we feel in our heart the pain when treat us the different way and i never want to be like that with my kids.

So i ask you what do you thing of this matter? Sometimes i think that maybe because you are the last son, you maybe never felt this im telling you....normally the last son is the spoiled of the mother jeje im just saying! Dont take it to personal if is not your case 😄

These is a topic ever talk them as members?...maybe was one day when all you seven lived together in one house.

What do you think? I sounds very unpractical or rigid? I hope you or members dont think like that when read this blog....I can only be better person if i can meditate in the things...how do you be better? thinking? meditanding?

I hope all of us can be a better version of ourself improving day by day

In the meanwhile is important to still love ourself,thru the journey 💘

LOVE YOURSELF, SPEAK YOURSELF

APO BANGPO

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 234

25/02

Jungkookah i was thinking in one of your friends...CHa Eun Woo want to married or at least thas what i understand in this  REEL.

I think many of you can ask why he dont married, is handsome and not a kid so he can make his own decitions...but i think is not that easy.

To begin i think that need to choose VERY wisely,because that would be the person you will be vulnerable, the person that not be with you because of your fame or you money...must need to be a loyal person and a person of principles...because if she is not like that,she will bored or looking for fame...so will not be true love...

As cha eun woo says is so important the comunication....for me because is at least half of the relationship...i always said the beauty will go with years and when you have problems, you will not see her cute eyes or cute face....that doesnt matter when your in a problem or angry....in that moment you face her true self...her personality,her traumas,hers fears,her heart...

I understand the difficult of find a partner even because im not famous,im kinda know in my religiton so i know that people in my circles are seeing what would be my decitions in that field...but i sometimes worried that my future husband only see my beauty and then will years will go because of a fling ....or that he doesnt stay in the difficult moments when we need to endure in love and patience...

I only can imagine that my fears are a lot worse when is someone famous who need to find the right partner in life.

Im also afraid to married and choose badly so that thought made me sometines run away of oportunities or that someone play with my feelings....thats are things that make me sad to think...because i want and i deserve like all mankind a good partner that love me with my faults and my virtues...because we are more that our bad things...we are unique and our partner need to see and believe that.

When he said that he expect to find that in marriege made me thing that,he values that,he is very like me,he expect that marriage bring joy...because i grew up in a conservative family....but i believe was the best :)

Here are some comments of Army  about the topic

So i hope our path can brings us joy and patience.

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 233

25/02

Jungkookah i got amaze that the kind of love that all members have for each other, i was thinking that while i was watching this Reel.

I think for what i know, maybe im wrong, that in some asian countries is not well see give in public signs of affection. I think has to be more about the culture than the fact that maybe they dont like too much...I know many american, sout and north american dont understand it because we are more "open mind" about that stuff but i think is not everyone, depends of the environment...for example i like sign fo affection, of course, but i dont like when in is in public.

But i think sometimes is good to be not much affectional with the partner...is important to me measure for that things....to avoid make a mistake that later will cost...i know many people who thinks that maybe im very "old school" and for me that is not bad jejej....i like the way of old things, i think that after years im very sure is good to be cautious.

Always think is part of my personality...is just who i am...INTP to the vein jejej but im happy!

That is not all it matters?

Happy day 

E.