NO TITLE WHATSOEVER BUT HEALTH IS NOW OR NEVER

Hello Im back....Maybe you miss me or maybe not? its okey if not...we all have so much happening in our lives...Im just here to share my thoughts like i said beefore...Maybe is not new for some of you but i was/am  sick....I have problem with my liver and that is dangerous because last year they removed my gallblader so i have to take car more of myself, so this past month was full of fear,thinking and sadness to be honest and often i  think about my father's dead (covid 1° wave 2020) and how he had a bad health too and now a few days ago i was diagnosed with bronchitis....so i still in treatment in fact tomorow i will see a pulmonologist so i hope everything go well :)

The Reason i was starting this post was to talk about a presentation i saw of BTS today i think is the first one in USA over 2017...they look so different that right now, obviously they grow up....but i feel that they are now more confident than yesterday, that is good and keep their humility and that is something i admire for all of them....thats for my point of view the reason all Army loves they, makes them unique.

But while im reading im feeling than i need other thing more meanignful to say....As you know i have more than 25 years in fact i near to the 30s so my advice for all of you is take care of your health....pliss...this is so important....I inherited some ills from my father but also i make my own....I dont regret i didit because i maked sacrifice for a greater good, i help people and that makes me soo happyy....because i have a way,light,purpose.....I think my problem were more because all my life i have stomach problems i breakfast late and i only do it if was a bathroom near by...i think that my love for food, salty and fatty food taked that direction....because, lets be sincere,  who doesnt love fries or pizza or Pollo a la Brasa(best of peru) hot dog with french fries and so on.....Dont get me wrong i learnd to balance my food many years ago....but my inherited ills did not help me...but wel what i trying to say is you must take care of you....Dont skip meal, make exercise, eat healthy, have a health insurance even if is expensive,you all should have okey? We only have one life....lets live it good ;)

TAKE CARE

BORAHAE

PURPLE YOU ARMY

WITH LOVE 

E.

BTS IN BUSAN.....the best for the 7 of you

 Im so excited for what come next today...im not sure if i will see it live because im with a terrible flu and cough so i cant be awake in the early morning...im very sad because of that :(....i have also problems with my liver :( so i have to take care of my health....

But im here to wish the best for All, for the 7 of you...

Maybe im nobody but army is so excited to see BTS and speacially Latin american army will make the effort to stay awake in the worst hours but all will do it for the love for BTS

PLISS DONT FORGET TO THANK TO ARMY ON LATIN AMERICA!!  ㅋㅋㅋㅋ ♡

I really want to thanks BTS for giving this concert free and online...i think will be my 2 o 3 concert since i know BTS and in this month is one year old that i know BTS...

I hope whole army is in Good health :)

we really love you guys...♡

Hope everything will go well...thro the day i saw so many videos of RUN BTS....seems like the choreowill be interesting, i make my own choreography for Run Bts and posted on my account of Instagram...i have almost 100 likes and counting so i think the people liked... I really love to dance...since my 15s i love it...but recently i créate a account to show them, seems like im Good or at least thats what my followers say :)

The only thing i hope that this not will be the last concert, the words of Nam today make me think that maybe is the last time... i dont know if they will go to the Military or no but pliss if something happen pliss tell us whats up...we want encourage in every journey you will take.

I really love if you can say hello to the ARMY in bad health...that will make us very happy :)

¡Hey Army today is a day to remenber, pliss go to the concert with safety and wrap up well!..♡♡♡

I have to go,my head is hurting me so i cant stay front of the desk....

Army enjoy the concert for us the sick ones :)  ♡ ♡

Stay happy Stay Safe ♡

Borahae BTS Borahae Army

E.

UPDATE 20/10/22:

First of All....even i was sick i saw Yet to Come in Busan Live...and im glad i did it because with the announcement that they will go to military service i think this experience was one in a lifetime...

Thanks for all the Love guys...

I WAS SICK NOT ANGRY WITH Jung Kook

 Yeah im back...like i said in the tittle i am/was sick....i have a bad health since a few years ago...in my teenagers year i was unstoppable but well...nobody knows what future brings....

Maybe a few that read my previous post think than i dont like Jungkook anymore or that im mad with him but is not the case....i think with years comes the wisdow...i dont know...but i think than i dont need to be okey with everyone and all the decisions the people i love do....because we are all differents....by thoughts,beliefs,breeding and more....each and one of us are a whole universe and is okey and good that things are like that...Like my MBTI i think sometimes im like "the attorney of the devil" because i try to understand every position of every scenario to try to understand and empathize with people and his feelings....i think i would have been a very good lawyer....but im a very good Image Consultant and Stylist of Fashion...:).... well lets move on

A few days ago, i finish the Live of Jungkook because there was 3 and i dont have time to see all at the same time....so when i saw that, i think i was capable to understand more of Jungkooks life....Im not changing what i said because i still think that he should have done the Live with Army first at  least 30 min and then go with family/friends....because all he has is for Army....like i said before i dont consider myself as an army....i lack of so many thing to become a army....but  well...when i saw the live i learned that Jungkook is not the person that do things because he is pushed to do it,i mean some of work yes....but like in other aspects like the personal, he do what he wants to do and thats is good!....i mean as long as he doesnt harm anyone in the process is good...so that made me realize that Jungkook loves Army so much in HIS own special way and is okey....Also i learned that if he would do the live in the beginning of his birthday he couldnt have seen all the wonderfull things Army did for Him all over the world....that would not have been posible if he didnt do the live to the end of the day...so i understand and respect his decision...

The lesson is this: We have to accept the people we love with his beliefs, his values and weaknesses...that my friends,  make us Humans....imperfect but real :P

Stay Happy and Stay Healthy Army

BORAHAE

Purple you

E.

pd:this is my mbti..curious right?

DISSAPOINTED by Jung kook yeah sadly

 I dont know if anyone see the things i write jejeje but these make me calm.....Like i said before i admire Jk so much...because of what i see of him in Runs and clips of Instagram than appear...Yeah im not sure if im angry or dissapointed....maybe both....i have less than a year than knowing BTS....and i really love this guys..but maybe today i realize that not everything that i think or Army think is true....With the years i learned to value the actions more than the words.....and that cause me big deception of today....im not here to wish Jungkook a happy birthday, thats not how i do things....im here because im mad about Jungkook....jeje im mean i got up like 6 am then 8 am and then checking Vlive and checking internet and nothing....i think him will be with his friends and thats GOOD, really good is his special day and can go everywhere and everything he wants.....BUT A BIG BUT here....im feel like he is inconsiderate with ARMY....that is make me angry,not for me,i only know them less than a Year but im in group of whatssap of BTS fans and follow so many instagram account dedicate to BTS and Jungkook and each and everyone of them congratulated for his HB and so many of the girl waited hours to see a Vlive and nothing happen...thats what dissapointed for me,im not telling that is bad he go out with friends, thats good ,but i think the i think the least he could do is a vlive for 30 min, i dont know, and say hi to army and be thankfull to them....

Here in latinamerica was banner, animation towers with message,big screens,cars, water fountains and many things around the world and he cant give 30 min to Army and then go with his friends?...as the hours go by i feel more and more dissapointed....he knows that because of army he have everything he has and he even said in so many moments that ARMY is the most important (i dont know everytime he said but i know few of them) but his words lack of action so for me there are not true...sorry, is just my thinking....thru de years i learned to believe in action and not in words....this make me questioning so many things....maybe im overreacting? maybe....i hope im not....i mean if he or her family is medical contiditon well im wrong or something big happen that we dont know....i hope i make a mistake....but this are my thoughts....He has a life and it is Good to celebrate but i feel that the best choice would have be doing a Vlive at least 30 min and then go to his friends....i think Army deserved, Army do so much to celebrate and spend money on it, not me i dont spend money in that king of things....but i know many Army did it....so i am angry....i wonder why Hobi and other menbers did a Vlive in their birthdays and Jungkook didnt....i think Army deserve be the first to celebrate with Jungkook his birthday i think their deserve......but again is just my thinking....i really feel angry and sad to see so many army in whatssap and instagram, weverse and twitter asking for Jungkook and feel sad, Army dont deserve this, i hate see army sad about it. :(

Army pliss dont be sad....

Stay Happy 

Borahae forever 

나는 그들을 사랑한다

E. 

Kimi no Na wa 君の名は YOUR NAME

 I saw this japanese movie recently....i love anime since i have memory...some of my favourites are : Shingeki no kyoijin (Attack on titam), Moriarty the Patriot, Evangelion, Pokemon, Digimon, Saber marionette J, R and  J to X, Sakura Card Captor. Sailor Moon. Hamtaro, Oh my goddess, Corrector Yui....and a few more.

Oh and Movies, i dont remenber saw so much but recently(few months ago) i saw Spirited Away 千と千尋の神隠し Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi  and i really love it...so much learning, so much Deep thought....i think a have to see it again to make a review....but now i Will talk about Your Name.

The movies was for me like a Ode to the Destiny for Love....  like things need to happen....tho this is so romantic i think is not as possible...i mean i can hit by a car and die...i dont think thats pre meditated....i thinks many things happens just because we dont have inmortality so we can die in anytime or circunstance....but i thinks so many can believe in destiny because...although we lived so many sad things that leads tho other great things so we think that the bad things need to happen in order to the good things come in our life but for me is not that case....i think that everyone make his destiny to actions day by day..I refuse to think that God is okey with the dead of very beloved people in anytime specially in the past pandemic....but i have to admit that the movie Really like because of the force of the caracter to find each other...i definity relay on that one because i think the love that we want to have in our life needs to be found with all our forces...like i do here in this moment...

Also i liked the position of the friends of both caracters....who help him to find her and also the friends who help her to save the town..SOMETHING i really like about Asian entertaiment is that there are Clear, honest and transparent.....they show the people with good things and bad things....like we all are...so thats refreshing...Also a thing i really like is that the end is left to suspend i mean that they dont say they married and live happily ever after till grow old...they left in the part they are together...whats make again alot of reality..many people today born and die not knowing the power of real love maybe because of fear or maybe never have the change or maybe someone broke their heart so heavily that they dont have the strenght to go on..and also they are SO many people dont find real love because of the expectation that everything have to be perfect and love is not like that..not at all....but love is imperfect thats makes them human....and that makes worth fighting for....dont you thing the same?

I think i never experience Real Love even now that i have more than 25 years....but i hope i Will meet someone that accept my real me with all my excesive thoughs and thinks about life and love and really appreciated.....i hope you can find real love too..we all deserve that....dont you think?

Stay Happy Stay Healthy

Borahae Army Purple you

E.

MULAN AND MY LOVE FOR ORIENTAL CULTURE

 I think my preference for Oriental Culture begin with Mulan....many years ago.....I always loved this animation movie...the story of Mulan trying to be what she wants, always capture my heart....i think i love that movie because i felt nobody understand me....

My favorite song is  I WILL MAKE A MAN OUT OF YOU....the song explain that any woman can do things like man...i thinks i always felt like the pressure to be like a Lady and act like a Lady, even i have more dresses than pants, an i really love them and i look great in dresses by the way :P...but the society try to bring down the posibility to show our feelings in the real way.....im not talking about the clothes i mean about whta we can do and what cant do....what is good for a girl and what is not good...i always have the need for Justice in the world....i dont remenber myself in any other way....i always, in all my life, try to fight for the Justice....maybe thats the reason i like this song so much...is my favorite disney song by far....oh pliss listen this song in spanish...Hombres de Accion is the same song but in spanish....

Other song i really love is Reflection, this song show when you want to be someone and your family or the society pull you in other direcction...i remenerd these because since childhood i love earrcuff..i thinks i really love piercing in the ear but well i remenber with the first money i have buy a earcuff and i still have it...but never was wear it....because in that time was not good seen...eben now in Peru...also in my family environment and religition is not well seen.....so for many years i was scary of use it and denied myself....since last year that i break myself to do that , i now i wear it and i am very happy with that...

If you have a hard time try to knowing yourself o trying to accept your self as you are....pliss check the movie....we can be héroes never be seen before if we step forward to do what we really love 

Stay true to yourself......always

Stay Happy and healthy

E.

QUIERO SER TU CALCOMANIA PART 1 (EN ESPAÑOL)

 Hoy día estaba chequeando internet y de repente me apareció una nueva foto de Jungkook (esa que enloqueció internet, la tipo vampiro) como dije antes no conozco mucho de JK o BTS, aun no me considero ARMY , aun no cumplo ni un año de conocerlos....pero los admiro como personas como seres humanos, tienen muy bonitas personalidades, formas de pensar, actitudes y demás; obvio también me gusta su música. Si veo algo que me interesa de ellos entro e investigo...Me gusta mucho RUN BTS porque los muestra como son, con buenas y malas cosas, pensamientos y demás...se ve sus verdaderos yo.

En fin...volviendo al tema. Vi la foto. Y la verdad no me gusto, no es de los tipos de editoriales que me gusten (ES SOLO MI OPINION,NO SOY NADIE IMPORTANTE ASI QUE NO TE ENCRESPES OKI)  pero bueno luego de ver la foto vi el tema: ME, MYSELF AND JUNGKOOK y eso me puso a reflexionar...ósea 3 personalidades en 1 o sentir que uno es 3 personas a la vez....y luego empecé a leer los comentarios y me rei mucho...ARMY es tan graciosas de verdad tiene una gran imaginación :)

Bueno como iba diciendo, siempre me voy por la tangente, disculpen bueno como decía de todos los comentarios vi uno que me llamo la atención, uno que decía que Jungkook hablaba de 2 personas y que esa canción se llamaba DECALCOMANIA o Calcomania en español...

Voy a desmembrar la letra de acuerdo a lo que creo que se refiere pero es solo mi opinión

okey???? (vos de jk)

DECALCOMANIA BY JEON JUNGKOOK

"WHEN I SEE YOUR SMILE IN THE SCREEN, YOU'RE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, YOU'RE JUST PERFECT, FEEELS LIKE I'VE NEVER BEEN YOU?

TRADUCCION "CUANDO TE VEO SONREIR EN LA PANTALLA, ERES BUENO EN TODO, ERES SIMPLEMENTO PERFECTO

Esa parte me parece que Jungkook (el original, no la estrella del pop creada para la industria) le está preguntando a la gran estrella JK de BTS... ¿cómo es que es tan perfecto cada vez y en todo lo que hace?. ..... Entonces, seamos sinceros, JK de BTS es como un prodigio en la música ... bueno en el baile, bueno en cantar e incluso bueno en los deportes ... y como vimos en la televisión, también es un tipo muy agradable y sincero. .....pero seguramente Jungkook, en algunas ocasiones o incluso más, tiene que hacer cosas que no quiere hacer por el bien de la imagen que creó la empresa... no quiero decir que no sea sincero, quiero decir que tiene que dejar algunas cosas que le gusta....como sus tatuajes y piercings....es de conocimiento publico que la cultura coreana, como aquí en Perú es conservadora y no esta bien visto los tatuajes y piercings.. ..Perú es un país muy conservador, hay que tener una gran personalidad para poder soportar las miradas de reojo hacia ti....y no es tarea fácil...conozco muy bien ese sentimiento .....ese sentimiento que tu verdadero yo va a decepcionar a los demás si demuestras lo que realmente eres, lo que esperan de ti es otra cosa... crecí en un ambiente muy religioso pero no me arrepiento  porque eso me hace ser quien soy y estoy muy orgulloso de ello...aun así, a veces como JK, siento que no puedo ser mi verdadero yo... cuando cumplí 25 comencé a aceptar que no podía hacer felices a todos... creo que eso es lo que Jungkook se dio cuenta cuando hizo sus tatuajes y comenzó mostrárselo al mundo... estoy seguro de que no fue fácil...

Más adelante en la letra dijo: "se siente como si nunca hubiera sido tú"... esto muestra el verdadero sentimiento de Jungkook... él no se ve a sí mismo como perfecto... de ninguna manera... de hecho, él es tan imperfecto como nosotros... está constantemente empujando y empujándose al límite, para ser la mejor versión de sí mismo, la mejor versión de Jk de BTS... pero ¿qué pasa con el Jungkook que vino de Busan? Jungkook incluso ahora piensa que no es lo suficientemente bueno y podemos verlo a menudo en sus letras como "MY YOU" en esa canción, dijo que tal vez todo lo que tiene (el amor de ARMY, las grandes oportunidades en la música, el reconocimiento de su valor) tal vez podría desaparecer como si solo hubiera soñado despierto... esto nos muestra que él no da por sentado nada de lo que hace... eso para mí es tan valioso porque muestra su corazón humilde y sincero... REALMENTE QUIERE QUEDARSE CON ARMY PARA SIEMPRE (APO BANGPO) eso es tan dulce... ¿Army siempre apoya a JK okey? Se lo merece :)

Bueno no quiero aburrirlos con todos mas lineas... y estoy un poco cansada... estoy enferma ahora, no pude salir de casa en 5 días debido a mis problemas de salud, pero volveré pronto. para terminar esta reflexión sobre la letra de DECALCOMANIA......también estoy cansada de pensar en 2 idiomas jeje pero también tan emocionada de tratar de explicar mi pensamiento a través de estas líneas...

Gracias por darte tu tiempo de Leer

Mantente a salvo, mantente feliz

E.

I WANNA BE YOUR DECALCOMANIA....PART 1(IN SORT OF A ENGLISH,SORRY)

 Today i was cheeking internet and suddenly appear a new photo of Jungkook....like a vampire one...like i said before i dont know a lot of Jungkook life as you all know...i even not consider myself as an a Army because i dont know a lot of BTS,when something seem to be interesting i begin to search informacion and then i know more of Jungkook....i really love BTS...i like them music but specially they personalities, the ones we see in RUN BTS....I like the boys in that facet...the true ones...the one, they are themselves...

Back to the topic...when i saw the new pic of Jk...to be honest....I dint like it (IS JUST MY OPINION, IM NO ONE,SO YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME) and well i dint like the pic but i began to think about the theme of the pictures: ME, MYSELF AND JUNGKOOK.....and it that was so interesting....like 3 personalitys in one...and when i began to read the comments on twitter (some of them make me laugh...Army is so funny i really love they comments, you have a really big imagination) :)

well as i was saying....of the amount of comments, one pop up saying about a song Jk wrote who speaks about to be other person so i went to listened....that one of the title: DECALCOMANIA...

I WILL DISMEMBER THE LYRICS TO WHAT I THINK MUST REFER 

but is just my opinion....OKEY? (Jk voice :P)

THE SONG

"WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE IN THE SCREEN,YOU'RE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, YOURE JUST PERFECT, FEELS LIKE I´VE NEVER BEEN YOU"

That part seems to me, that the Jungkook (the original one, not the pop star maked for the industry) is asking to big star JK from BTS.....that how is he so perfect everytime and in everything he does?......So lets be sincere the JK of BTS is like a prodigy in music....good in dancing,good in singing and even good in sports...and like we saw in tv also a very nice sincere guy.....but surely Jungkook,in a fews times o even more, he has to do things that he dont want to do for the seak of the image the enterprise created...i dont mean that he is not sincere i mean that he has to let go some things he liked....like his tattos and piercing....it is common knowed that the Korean culture, like here in Peru is conservative.and is not well seen the tattoos and piercing....Peru is a very conservative country, you have to have a big personality to be abble to support the glimpse the other people towards to you....and is not a easy task.....i know very well that feeling.....that feeling that you be disappoint other if you show you like you true are, what they expect from you....i grew up in a very religious enviroment but that make me who i am and i very proud about it....even so, sometimes like Jk i feel like i cant be like my true self...when i turned 25 i began to accept that i not be abble to make everybody happy....i think that is what Jungkook realiced when he make his tattoos and began to show to the world....i'm sure that was not easy.....

Later in the lyrics he said: feels like i've never been you.....this shows the real feeling of Jungkook...he dont see himself as perfect...not way....in fact he is so imperfect like us...he is constanly pushing to the limit,to be the best version of himself, the best version of Jk from BTS......but what about the Jungkook who came from Busan? Jungkook even now thinks is not good enough and we can seen these often in his lyrics like "MY YOU" in that song he said that maybe all of this he have (the love of army,the bigs oportunities in musics, the values recognition maybe dissapear like he haved only a daydream....this shows us that he is not taking for granted anything hi does....that for me,is so valuable because show his humble and sincere heart...HE REALLY WANT TO STAY WITH ARMY FOREVER (APO BANGPO) thats so sweet....Army always support Jk okey? He deserves it :)

So i dont wanna to bored you with all these writing....and im a kinda tired...im sick right now, im was not abble to get off house in 5 days because of my health issues but i will come back soon to finish this thought about the lyrics of DECALCOMANIA......also is so tired to think in 2 languagues jeje but also is so excited to try to explain my thought throught these lines...

Stay safe stay happy

E.

PERU & 17 JULY & BTS BAD DECISIONS VIDEO LYRICS

 HI

I recently re watched the new song: Bad Decisions and the new lyric video posted by Bangtantv 

Recientemente volví a ver el video de la nueva canción: Bad Decisions y el nuevo video de la letra en Bangtantv

And i was so excited because appear a glimpse of Perú/Estaba muy emocionada porque salió un vistazo de Perú.

I will show you.....I sorrounded with a purple circle down below ;)

Les mostrare redondee la palabra en un circulo morado aquí abajo.

And also i saw my birth day....so excited :P

Y también vi mi fecha de nacimiento....jiji estaba tan feliz :)

My Birth Date was July 17 /Nací un 17 de Julio :)

Soo i was really happy....Someday will BTS come to Perú?....idk but i hope it will

Así que estaba muy feliz....algún día vendrá BTS a Perú? No lo se pero espero que si.

Today was the release of JK Vlog i really love how genuine and sincere he is,i still dont understand why he said that he is not funny....thats not true...he is hilarious...that man really make me laugh....but maybe is his insecure i dont know....or maybe is his humbleness.....i only want to encourage Jk....I was recently re listened a song and i want dedicate to him...maybe he never see it but if one day he see it i hope he understand and be sure that all Army and I love him so much for who hi is off the screens....So Jungkook this is for you...is a song i really like, i will post the lyrics in Korean because the song is Korean....

Hoy se lanzo el blog de Camping de Jk y realmente amo lo genuino y sincero que es....aun no entiendo como el puede decir que no es gracioso....eso no es cierto....es graciosísimo...el realmente me hace reír....pero quizás sea su inseguridad...no creo...no lo se....o quizás sea su humildad...Todo lo que quiero es animarlo...estaba hoy escuchando una cancion que queria dedicarsela....quizas el nunca la vea o si algun dia la ve, ojala comprenda que Army y yo lo queremos muchisimo por lo que es fuera de las pantallas....Asi que Jk esto es para ti....es una cancion que realmente me gusta...voy a poner las letras en coreano porque la cancion es coreana :)

See you next time Army 

Borahae 💜

Deok Hwan - I'm Going to Meet You Right Now

 지금 만나러 갑니다

널 상상했던, 널 그려왔던 내 꿈속에 너를

혼자 간직했던 비밀스럽던 너를

내 작은 별에, 내 작은 맘에 네가 들어와서

떨리는 난 정말 네 앞에서 있었어

내 상상 속에 그려뒀던

내 꿈속에만 담아뒀던

널 이렇게, 이렇게 만나게 됐어

왜 가슴을 가슴을 떨리게 해서?

차가웠던 바람마저

날 따뜻하게 만들어서

이렇게 너와 단둘이 (둘이)

내 사랑을, 너와 나 둘이 forever

시간이 가고, 시간이 가도 내 사랑은 오직

너만 바라보며 커져만 가는 내 모습들이

꿈에서라도 널 만날 수 있게

너보다 먼저 내 마음이 네 앞에 서 있어

이렇게 너와 단둘이

전정국 건강해요

The Day Jung Kook Confort Me with His Song

Last year i had gallblader surgery, the day was 29 october, i remenber well because i was so nervous and sad... i was thinking if  something go wrong i could die...or maybe something will happen during the intervention...so many things in my head...also i was  missing my dad, who died the year before for covid....i was really feeling so sad and melancholic....i remenber that day because....out of the blue....Jungkook was released a song...Falling from Harry Styles...so i listened and really enjoy it and literally i heard it for hours and hours till i get sleep....that help me to sleep because i was so nervous.....that is the way he confort me.....in fact i knew BTS few months ago...so i was surprised for that release....i think things happen for a reason...and that day that song confort me, jk was confort me :)

I know Jungkook didnt wright the song but the feeeling he shows was so overwhelming....The song was so ideal for me in that moment....was calm me and relax me....

I was remenber this episode these days because a few days ago, my grandmother died, the mother of my father, so i was very sad and listened again Falling for Jk and cry....i thing help to externalize my feelings....The music helps all....so hope if you having a hard time....the music of BTS helps you like it was for me.

El año pasado me operaron de la vesícula biliar, el día fue 29 de octubre, lo recuerdo bien porque estaba muy nerviosa y triste... pensaba que si algo salía mal podría morir... o tal vez algo pasaría durante la intervención... tantas cosas en mi cabeza... también extrañaba a mi papá, quien murió el año anterior por covid... realmente me sentía tan triste y melancólica... tambien recuerdo ese día porque... de la nada... Jungkook lanzó una canción... Falling from Harry Styles... así que la escuché y realmente la disfruté y literalmente Lo escuché durante horas y horas hasta que me dormí... eso me ayudó a dormir porque estaba muy nerviosa... así es como me consoló...de hecho, conocí a BTS hace unos meses. ..así que me sorprendió ese lanzamiento....creo que las cosas suceden por una razón...y ese día esa canción me consoló, jk me consoló :)

Sé que Jungkook no compuso la canción, pero el sentimiento que muestra fue tan sobrecogedor... La canción era tan ideal para mí en ese momento... Me calmó y me relajó...

Estuve recordando este episodio en estos días porque hace unos días murió mi abuela, la madre de mi padre, así que estaba muy triste y escuché de nuevo Falling for Jk y lloré....creo que me ayuda a exteriorizar mis sentimientos... .La música ayuda a todos... espero que si la están pasando mal... la música de BTS los ayude como lo fue para mi.

"FREE THE IDOL"...BY THE WAY I DONT SPEAK KOREAN....I´M LEARNING ;P....ALSO I DONT SPEAK ENGLISH FLUENTY :) BE PATIENCE BE HAPPY

In the last few days i was thinking a lot about this blog....how can i approach it the right way....Like i said before...i dont speak english,i learned by myself as i did with the dance..But why im talking about this?....because this blog, my intention was for this blog to be in 3 languague:English (universal languague) Spanish (my born languague) and Korean ( learning since february).....But in the intent for translate i think lost the core reason for what i'm doing this....share my thougths and helping to change some things i think need to change about live and how we live and let live others.

So this is my intention for be honest and clear....hope you enjoy it :)

TODAY I WANNA TALK ABOUT WHAT I CALL "FREE THE IDOL"

As you can imagine, i talking about the rules in kpop industries....when i meet BTS (last year with hit My universe) and learn more about the country....because the only thing i knew about Korea was Girl Generations...many years ago i listened and like it.....so viewing about BTS (i'm dont know much i must say) realised that the industry dont allow for they to have a girlfriend o ar relationship...then i noticed that some of the enterprises allow it but in secret....and keep me thinking how hard must be this be...

Just imagine can´t talk with the one you love because sasaengs or other intercepted the calls and so the same for go out in a date...so frustrating right? They sacrifice so much for some of Armys....i said some because i one of the persons who thinking than it must be painfull but  they deserve to be with who they want....freely,openly and sincerily...all 7 not just Jungkook.

Im put myself in your place too....just imaging Jungkook or maybe other of the menbers have a girlfriend....obviosly is painfull...all these feelings come across also the idea of they are perfect (thing thats is not true, every human has flaws..is normal) but we idealism them keep in our thoughts and that leads to be sad...But thats what i try to explain here...They deserve true love AS YOU DESERVE someone who will love you openly, sincerily and freely...you know what i mean right?

I just thinking about Justin Bieber....she was with Selena and then with Hailey.....Never a fan thought that because he has a girlfriend i with no be your fan anymore...NEVER !.....Sooo BTS dont deserve the same amount of love and respect as a human been?....My sincere desire is that the 7 of them can be happy in a relationship because his love for ARMY never will change...and if a girlfriend of them does dont like ARMY im sure they will notice and that relationshipp will not developed...so pliss girls..like BTS say in Yet to come : "We are his best friend for the rest of they life"....Lets enjoy this marvelous time and wishing the boys the best for the life to come....Lets be all happy......

OKEY???(Jungkook's voice) ;)

See you soon 안녕

Ely 엘리

Estaba meditando hace unos días acerca del Blog, como mi idea inicial era escribirlo en varios idiomas: español, ingles, coreano e incluso italiano....idiomas que hablo aunque no con fluidez...me di cuenta que tratar de abarcar tanto solo los dejaría quizás cansados de tanto leer y perdiendo el objetivo...así que decidí que solo escribiré en ingles y en español, que es mi lengua materna, espero que mis pensamientos se puedan entender bien y sean apreciados.

Como dice el titulo quería hablar de "Liberar al Idol"

Como bien suponen hablo de las reglas del entretenimiento Kpop, me sorprendió mucho cuando conocí a BTS (el año pasado con el hit my universe) que ellos no podian tener pareja y si alguna agencia lo dejaba tenia que ser en secreto....que frustrante verdad!

Yo me ponía en su lugar, no poder estar o llamar a la persona que quiero por el miedo que una sasaeng o un "fan" intercepte la llamada y lo filtre a medios o amenacen a la persona que quiero....que triste debe ser eso....no me malinterpreten, que ellos tengan novias, me entristece como a toda Army pero una cosa es entristecer porque no somos nosotros pero otra cosa es no dejarlo....Se que las industrias lo imponen pero es porque el publico pide eso, sea directa o indirectamente con sus acciones...

Pienso que ellos deben ser libres de estar con quien quieran, libremente, abiertamente y sinceramente; y ustedes MERECEN LO MISMO...estar con quien deseen abiertamente, libremente y sinceramente.

Pensaba en el caso de Justin Bieber, el estuvo con Selena y luego con Hailey y nunca una fan pensó : "como esta con novia ya no seré su fan!"...No, nunca se vio algo así...es mas lo apoyaban en su relación....entonces acaso BTS no merece el mismo amor y cantidad de respeto al ser los grandes seres humanos que sabemos que son....Un pequeño cambio en la mentalidad puede hacer que todo una industria cambie y espero que sus sentimientos sean como los míos....que les deseen a los chicos esa libertad emocional y romántica...y no se preocupen porque el amor que sienten por ARMY jamás cambiara...y si alguna novia de ellos no le agrada ARMY, estoy segura que ellos no dejaran que la relación prospere....ellos son humildes y saben que ARMY estuvo siempre para ellos....como dice la canción Yet To Come :"Somos sus mejores amigos por el resto de la vida" Disfrutemos este maravilloso momento, apoyándolos en sus nuevos rumbos al solitario y como grupo. Y seamos felices.

Yo quiero que todos seamos felices :P

Cuídense mucho

Nos vemos :P

Borahae 💜💜

Ely 

THIS IS NEVER GONNA BE THE LAST TIME

"THIS MOMENT RIGHT NOW IS JUST SO PRECIOUS FOR ME

AND IM LOVING IT

I¨D LOVE SEE YOU GUYS LIKE THIS

AND THIS IS NOT GONNA BE THE LAST TIME

THIS IS NEVER GONNA BE

YOU ARE THE REASON THAT I SMILE EVERYDAY 

SO I HOPE I AM YOUR REASON TO SMILE AS WELL

STAY SAFE STAY HEALTHY

WHEREVER YOU ARE

THANK YOU"  Jungkook, Las Vegas 2022.

I just stopped today on instagram with this words of Jungkook...and i keep me thinking about them....be the reason to somebody to smile it is a huge thing....and that the way jungkook feels about ARMY and that´s so endearing....Im not consider myself as an Army, im mean i wish i could be like that but its not even a Year that i Know BTS...i know about them since "My Universe" song with Coldplay, one of my favorites groups of all time i must say...i think i hear Dynamite a few months after in a Samsung commercial but i didnt know them....but i liked that song very catchy...so catchy that my brother say to me :"im sick of that song because all day passed in the commercial"....and i was true, i mean that the song listened ALL TIME on the TV, Samsung sure did a great job. i think many people meet BTS for that song and that comercial ....but like i say im not a Army maybe in more time i hope!....i need more time to know more about them but i dont need time to admire every and each of them...and thats the reason i started to wright this Blog, i think BTS guys are one in a millions guys...of korean culture is big part of that acomplisment...i really admire Korean Culture...i often say i born in a wrong country because i have many ways im living my life in the Korean way....it that make sense to you? hope so

I dont want to boring you maybe you dont like to read...i will wright more about my thought, deep ones in other day....thank you for use your precious time reading this and sorry for my english, is rusty...i learned by myself :).....yeah like RM i learned english watching Friends and Gilmore Girls....and even im not that good im very proud of that...hope you have things in your like your are feel proud...a good proud i mean of course...

Yeah im also Learning Korean right now but i know a very few things but i already know the alfabet...step by step i will be better..im learning Korean based on English...English is not my maternal language so is difficult but not imposible i can do it 

네, 지금은 한국어를 배우고 있습니다만, 아는 것이 거의 없지만 알파벳은 이미 알고 있습니다... 더 잘할 것입니다... 영어를 바탕으로 한국어를 배우고 있습니다... 영어는 모국어가 아니기 때문에 어렵습니다. 하지만 내가 할 수 있는 것은 불가능하지 않다

FIGHTING! 감사합니다

시간 내 주셔서 

감사합니다

Stay happy stay healthy pliss

Ely

Me encontré hoy en Instagram con estas palabras de Jungkook... y no dejo de pensar en ellas... ser la razón para que alguien sonría es algo enorme... y la forma en que jungkook se siente acerca de ARMY y es tan entrañable... No me considero una Army, quiero decir que desearía poder ser así, pero ni siquiera es un año que conozco a BTS... sé sobre ellos desde la canción "My Universe" con Coldplay, uno de mis grupos favoritos de todos los tiempos, debo decir... creo que escuché Dynamite unos meses antes en un comercial de Samsung pero no los conocía... pero me gustaba esa canción muy pegadiza... tan pegadiza que mi hermano me dijo :"estoy harto de esa canción porque paso todo el día en el comercial"...y era verdad, quiero decir que la canción se escuchaba TODO EL TIEMPO en la TV, Samsung seguro hizo un gran trabajo. Creo que muchas personas conocen a BTS por esa canción y ese comercial... pero como digo, no soy una Army, ¡tal vez con más tiempo, eso espero!... Necesito más tiempo para saber más sobre ellos, pero no necesito tiempo para admirarlos a todos y cada uno de ellos... y esa es la razón por la que comencé a escribir este blog, creo que los chicos de BTS son uno entre un millón de chicos... la cultura coreana es una gran parte de ese logro... realmente admiro la cultura coreana ...a menudo digo que nací en un país equivocado porque tengo muchas formas de vivir al estilo coreano... ¿tiene sentido para ti? eso espero

No quiero aburrirlos, tal vez no les guste leer... hablaré más sobre mis pensamientos, más profundos en otro día... gracias por usar tu precioso tiempo leyendo esto y lo siento por mi inglés, está oxidado. ..aprendí sola :).....sí, como RM, aprendí inglés viendo Friends y Gilmore Girls....y aunque no soy tan buena, estoy muy orgullosa de eso...espero que tengas cosas que te sientas orgulloso/a... un buen orgullo quiero decir, por supuesto :P

오늘 인스타그램에서 정국이의 이 말과 함께 멈췄습니다...그리고 계속 생각납니다....누군가에게 미소를 짓는 이유가 되는 것은 엄청난 일입니다....그리고 정국이 ARMY에 대해 느끼는 방식과 그 너무 사랑스럽습니다....나 자신을 군대라고 생각하지 않습니다. 내가 그렇게 될 수 있으면 좋겠지만 BTS를 아는 해는 아닙니다...Coldplay와 함께한 "My Universe" 노래 이후로 그들에 대해 알고 있습니다. , 내가 가장 좋아하는 그룹 중 하나라고 말해야 할 것 같습니다... 몇 달 후에 삼성 광고에서 Dynamite를 들은 것 같습니다. 내 동생은 나에게 "광고에서 하루 종일 지나갔기 때문에 그 노래가 지겹다"고 말합니다. 그리고 나는 사실입니다. 내 말은 그 노래를 항상 들었다는 것을 의미합니다. 삼성은 확실히 훌륭한 일을 했습니다. 나는 많은 사람들이 그 노래와 그 광고를 위해 BTS를 만난다고 생각합니다 ....하지만 내가 말했듯이 나는 군대가 아니라 아마도 더 많은 시간이 있기를 바랍니다! 하나하나 감탄하다

제가 이 블로그를 시작한 이유는 방탄소년단의 모든 멤버들을 존경하기 때문입니다.

나는 종종 내가 잘못된 나라에서 태어났다고 말합니다. 내 삶을 한국식으로 살기 때문이다.

내가 말하는 것이 당신에게 의미가 있습니까? 나는 희망한다

감사합니다

시간 내 주셔서 

감사합니다

Welcome to my thoughts

 This is just me..checking if everything is good :) 

안녕하세요

Gracias por estar aqui. ;p

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