I WANNA BE YOUR DECALCOMANIA....PART 1(IN SORT OF A ENGLISH,SORRY)

 Today i was cheeking internet and suddenly appear a new photo of Jungkook....like a vampire one...like i said before i dont know a lot of Jungkook life as you all know...i even not consider myself as an a Army because i dont know a lot of BTS,when something seem to be interesting i begin to search informacion and then i know more of Jungkook....i really love BTS...i like them music but specially they personalities, the ones we see in RUN BTS....I like the boys in that facet...the true ones...the one, they are themselves...

Back to the topic...when i saw the new pic of Jk...to be honest....I dint like it (IS JUST MY OPINION, IM NO ONE,SO YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME) and well i dint like the pic but i began to think about the theme of the pictures: ME, MYSELF AND JUNGKOOK.....and it that was so interesting....like 3 personalitys in one...and when i began to read the comments on twitter (some of them make me laugh...Army is so funny i really love they comments, you have a really big imagination) :)

well as i was saying....of the amount of comments, one pop up saying about a song Jk wrote who speaks about to be other person so i went to listened....that one of the title: DECALCOMANIA...

I WILL DISMEMBER THE LYRICS TO WHAT I THINK MUST REFER 

but is just my opinion....OKEY? (Jk voice :P)

THE SONG

"WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE IN THE SCREEN,YOU'RE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, YOURE JUST PERFECT, FEELS LIKE I´VE NEVER BEEN YOU"

That part seems to me, that the Jungkook (the original one, not the pop star maked for the industry) is asking to big star JK from BTS.....that how is he so perfect everytime and in everything he does?......So lets be sincere the JK of BTS is like a prodigy in music....good in dancing,good in singing and even good in sports...and like we saw in tv also a very nice sincere guy.....but surely Jungkook,in a fews times o even more, he has to do things that he dont want to do for the seak of the image the enterprise created...i dont mean that he is not sincere i mean that he has to let go some things he liked....like his tattos and piercing....it is common knowed that the Korean culture, like here in Peru is conservative.and is not well seen the tattoos and piercing....Peru is a very conservative country, you have to have a big personality to be abble to support the glimpse the other people towards to you....and is not a easy task.....i know very well that feeling.....that feeling that you be disappoint other if you show you like you true are, what they expect from you....i grew up in a very religious enviroment but that make me who i am and i very proud about it....even so, sometimes like Jk i feel like i cant be like my true self...when i turned 25 i began to accept that i not be abble to make everybody happy....i think that is what Jungkook realiced when he make his tattoos and began to show to the world....i'm sure that was not easy.....

Later in the lyrics he said: feels like i've never been you.....this shows the real feeling of Jungkook...he dont see himself as perfect...not way....in fact he is so imperfect like us...he is constanly pushing to the limit,to be the best version of himself, the best version of Jk from BTS......but what about the Jungkook who came from Busan? Jungkook even now thinks is not good enough and we can seen these often in his lyrics like "MY YOU" in that song he said that maybe all of this he have (the love of army,the bigs oportunities in musics, the values recognition maybe dissapear like he haved only a daydream....this shows us that he is not taking for granted anything hi does....that for me,is so valuable because show his humble and sincere heart...HE REALLY WANT TO STAY WITH ARMY FOREVER (APO BANGPO) thats so sweet....Army always support Jk okey? He deserves it :)

So i dont wanna to bored you with all these writing....and im a kinda tired...im sick right now, im was not abble to get off house in 5 days because of my health issues but i will come back soon to finish this thought about the lyrics of DECALCOMANIA......also is so tired to think in 2 languagues jeje but also is so excited to try to explain my thought throught these lines...

Stay safe stay happy

E.