DISSAPOINTED by Jung kook yeah sadly

 I dont know if anyone see the things i write jejeje but these make me calm.....Like i said before i admire Jk so much...because of what i see of him in Runs and clips of Instagram than appear...Yeah im not sure if im angry or dissapointed....maybe both....i have less than a year than knowing BTS....and i really love this guys..but maybe today i realize that not everything that i think or Army think is true....With the years i learned to value the actions more than the words.....and that cause me big deception of today....im not here to wish Jungkook a happy birthday, thats not how i do things....im here because im mad about Jungkook....jeje im mean i got up like 6 am then 8 am and then checking Vlive and checking internet and nothing....i think him will be with his friends and thats GOOD, really good is his special day and can go everywhere and everything he wants.....BUT A BIG BUT here....im feel like he is inconsiderate with ARMY....that is make me angry,not for me,i only know them less than a Year but im in group of whatssap of BTS fans and follow so many instagram account dedicate to BTS and Jungkook and each and everyone of them congratulated for his HB and so many of the girl waited hours to see a Vlive and nothing happen...thats what dissapointed for me,im not telling that is bad he go out with friends, thats good ,but i think the i think the least he could do is a vlive for 30 min, i dont know, and say hi to army and be thankfull to them....

Here in latinamerica was banner, animation towers with message,big screens,cars, water fountains and many things around the world and he cant give 30 min to Army and then go with his friends?...as the hours go by i feel more and more dissapointed....he knows that because of army he have everything he has and he even said in so many moments that ARMY is the most important (i dont know everytime he said but i know few of them) but his words lack of action so for me there are not true...sorry, is just my thinking....thru de years i learned to believe in action and not in words....this make me questioning so many things....maybe im overreacting? maybe....i hope im not....i mean if he or her family is medical contiditon well im wrong or something big happen that we dont know....i hope i make a mistake....but this are my thoughts....He has a life and it is Good to celebrate but i feel that the best choice would have be doing a Vlive at least 30 min and then go to his friends....i think Army deserved, Army do so much to celebrate and spend money on it, not me i dont spend money in that king of things....but i know many Army did it....so i am angry....i wonder why Hobi and other menbers did a Vlive in their birthdays and Jungkook didnt....i think Army deserve be the first to celebrate with Jungkook his birthday i think their deserve......but again is just my thinking....i really feel angry and sad to see so many army in whatssap and instagram, weverse and twitter asking for Jungkook and feel sad, Army dont deserve this, i hate see army sad about it. :(

Army pliss dont be sad....

Stay Happy 

Borahae forever 

나는 그들을 사랑한다

E. 

Kimi no Na wa 君の名は YOUR NAME

 I saw this japanese movie recently....i love anime since i have memory...some of my favourites are : Shingeki no kyoijin (Attack on titam), Moriarty the Patriot, Evangelion, Pokemon, Digimon, Saber marionette J, R and  J to X, Sakura Card Captor. Sailor Moon. Hamtaro, Oh my goddess, Corrector Yui....and a few more.

Oh and Movies, i dont remenber saw so much but recently(few months ago) i saw Spirited Away 千と千尋の神隠し Sen to Chihiro no Kamikakushi  and i really love it...so much learning, so much Deep thought....i think a have to see it again to make a review....but now i Will talk about Your Name.

The movies was for me like a Ode to the Destiny for Love....  like things need to happen....tho this is so romantic i think is not as possible...i mean i can hit by a car and die...i dont think thats pre meditated....i thinks many things happens just because we dont have inmortality so we can die in anytime or circunstance....but i thinks so many can believe in destiny because...although we lived so many sad things that leads tho other great things so we think that the bad things need to happen in order to the good things come in our life but for me is not that case....i think that everyone make his destiny to actions day by day..I refuse to think that God is okey with the dead of very beloved people in anytime specially in the past pandemic....but i have to admit that the movie Really like because of the force of the caracter to find each other...i definity relay on that one because i think the love that we want to have in our life needs to be found with all our forces...like i do here in this moment...

Also i liked the position of the friends of both caracters....who help him to find her and also the friends who help her to save the town..SOMETHING i really like about Asian entertaiment is that there are Clear, honest and transparent.....they show the people with good things and bad things....like we all are...so thats refreshing...Also a thing i really like is that the end is left to suspend i mean that they dont say they married and live happily ever after till grow old...they left in the part they are together...whats make again alot of reality..many people today born and die not knowing the power of real love maybe because of fear or maybe never have the change or maybe someone broke their heart so heavily that they dont have the strenght to go on..and also they are SO many people dont find real love because of the expectation that everything have to be perfect and love is not like that..not at all....but love is imperfect thats makes them human....and that makes worth fighting for....dont you thing the same?

I think i never experience Real Love even now that i have more than 25 years....but i hope i Will meet someone that accept my real me with all my excesive thoughs and thinks about life and love and really appreciated.....i hope you can find real love too..we all deserve that....dont you think?

Stay Happy Stay Healthy

Borahae Army Purple you

E.

MULAN AND MY LOVE FOR ORIENTAL CULTURE

 I think my preference for Oriental Culture begin with Mulan....many years ago.....I always loved this animation movie...the story of Mulan trying to be what she wants, always capture my heart....i think i love that movie because i felt nobody understand me....

My favorite song is  I WILL MAKE A MAN OUT OF YOU....the song explain that any woman can do things like man...i thinks i always felt like the pressure to be like a Lady and act like a Lady, even i have more dresses than pants, an i really love them and i look great in dresses by the way :P...but the society try to bring down the posibility to show our feelings in the real way.....im not talking about the clothes i mean about whta we can do and what cant do....what is good for a girl and what is not good...i always have the need for Justice in the world....i dont remenber myself in any other way....i always, in all my life, try to fight for the Justice....maybe thats the reason i like this song so much...is my favorite disney song by far....oh pliss listen this song in spanish...Hombres de Accion is the same song but in spanish....

Other song i really love is Reflection, this song show when you want to be someone and your family or the society pull you in other direcction...i remenerd these because since childhood i love earrcuff..i thinks i really love piercing in the ear but well i remenber with the first money i have buy a earcuff and i still have it...but never was wear it....because in that time was not good seen...eben now in Peru...also in my family environment and religition is not well seen.....so for many years i was scary of use it and denied myself....since last year that i break myself to do that , i now i wear it and i am very happy with that...

If you have a hard time try to knowing yourself o trying to accept your self as you are....pliss check the movie....we can be héroes never be seen before if we step forward to do what we really love 

Stay true to yourself......always

Stay Happy and healthy

E.

QUIERO SER TU CALCOMANIA PART 1 (EN ESPAÑOL)

 Hoy día estaba chequeando internet y de repente me apareció una nueva foto de Jungkook (esa que enloqueció internet, la tipo vampiro) como dije antes no conozco mucho de JK o BTS, aun no me considero ARMY , aun no cumplo ni un año de conocerlos....pero los admiro como personas como seres humanos, tienen muy bonitas personalidades, formas de pensar, actitudes y demás; obvio también me gusta su música. Si veo algo que me interesa de ellos entro e investigo...Me gusta mucho RUN BTS porque los muestra como son, con buenas y malas cosas, pensamientos y demás...se ve sus verdaderos yo.

En fin...volviendo al tema. Vi la foto. Y la verdad no me gusto, no es de los tipos de editoriales que me gusten (ES SOLO MI OPINION,NO SOY NADIE IMPORTANTE ASI QUE NO TE ENCRESPES OKI)  pero bueno luego de ver la foto vi el tema: ME, MYSELF AND JUNGKOOK y eso me puso a reflexionar...ósea 3 personalidades en 1 o sentir que uno es 3 personas a la vez....y luego empecé a leer los comentarios y me rei mucho...ARMY es tan graciosas de verdad tiene una gran imaginación :)

Bueno como iba diciendo, siempre me voy por la tangente, disculpen bueno como decía de todos los comentarios vi uno que me llamo la atención, uno que decía que Jungkook hablaba de 2 personas y que esa canción se llamaba DECALCOMANIA o Calcomania en español...

Voy a desmembrar la letra de acuerdo a lo que creo que se refiere pero es solo mi opinión

okey???? (vos de jk)

DECALCOMANIA BY JEON JUNGKOOK

"WHEN I SEE YOUR SMILE IN THE SCREEN, YOU'RE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, YOU'RE JUST PERFECT, FEEELS LIKE I'VE NEVER BEEN YOU?

TRADUCCION "CUANDO TE VEO SONREIR EN LA PANTALLA, ERES BUENO EN TODO, ERES SIMPLEMENTO PERFECTO

Esa parte me parece que Jungkook (el original, no la estrella del pop creada para la industria) le está preguntando a la gran estrella JK de BTS... ¿cómo es que es tan perfecto cada vez y en todo lo que hace?. ..... Entonces, seamos sinceros, JK de BTS es como un prodigio en la música ... bueno en el baile, bueno en cantar e incluso bueno en los deportes ... y como vimos en la televisión, también es un tipo muy agradable y sincero. .....pero seguramente Jungkook, en algunas ocasiones o incluso más, tiene que hacer cosas que no quiere hacer por el bien de la imagen que creó la empresa... no quiero decir que no sea sincero, quiero decir que tiene que dejar algunas cosas que le gusta....como sus tatuajes y piercings....es de conocimiento publico que la cultura coreana, como aquí en Perú es conservadora y no esta bien visto los tatuajes y piercings.. ..Perú es un país muy conservador, hay que tener una gran personalidad para poder soportar las miradas de reojo hacia ti....y no es tarea fácil...conozco muy bien ese sentimiento .....ese sentimiento que tu verdadero yo va a decepcionar a los demás si demuestras lo que realmente eres, lo que esperan de ti es otra cosa... crecí en un ambiente muy religioso pero no me arrepiento  porque eso me hace ser quien soy y estoy muy orgulloso de ello...aun así, a veces como JK, siento que no puedo ser mi verdadero yo... cuando cumplí 25 comencé a aceptar que no podía hacer felices a todos... creo que eso es lo que Jungkook se dio cuenta cuando hizo sus tatuajes y comenzó mostrárselo al mundo... estoy seguro de que no fue fácil...

Más adelante en la letra dijo: "se siente como si nunca hubiera sido tú"... esto muestra el verdadero sentimiento de Jungkook... él no se ve a sí mismo como perfecto... de ninguna manera... de hecho, él es tan imperfecto como nosotros... está constantemente empujando y empujándose al límite, para ser la mejor versión de sí mismo, la mejor versión de Jk de BTS... pero ¿qué pasa con el Jungkook que vino de Busan? Jungkook incluso ahora piensa que no es lo suficientemente bueno y podemos verlo a menudo en sus letras como "MY YOU" en esa canción, dijo que tal vez todo lo que tiene (el amor de ARMY, las grandes oportunidades en la música, el reconocimiento de su valor) tal vez podría desaparecer como si solo hubiera soñado despierto... esto nos muestra que él no da por sentado nada de lo que hace... eso para mí es tan valioso porque muestra su corazón humilde y sincero... REALMENTE QUIERE QUEDARSE CON ARMY PARA SIEMPRE (APO BANGPO) eso es tan dulce... ¿Army siempre apoya a JK okey? Se lo merece :)

Bueno no quiero aburrirlos con todos mas lineas... y estoy un poco cansada... estoy enferma ahora, no pude salir de casa en 5 días debido a mis problemas de salud, pero volveré pronto. para terminar esta reflexión sobre la letra de DECALCOMANIA......también estoy cansada de pensar en 2 idiomas jeje pero también tan emocionada de tratar de explicar mi pensamiento a través de estas líneas...

Gracias por darte tu tiempo de Leer

Mantente a salvo, mantente feliz

E.

I WANNA BE YOUR DECALCOMANIA....PART 1(IN SORT OF A ENGLISH,SORRY)

 Today i was cheeking internet and suddenly appear a new photo of Jungkook....like a vampire one...like i said before i dont know a lot of Jungkook life as you all know...i even not consider myself as an a Army because i dont know a lot of BTS,when something seem to be interesting i begin to search informacion and then i know more of Jungkook....i really love BTS...i like them music but specially they personalities, the ones we see in RUN BTS....I like the boys in that facet...the true ones...the one, they are themselves...

Back to the topic...when i saw the new pic of Jk...to be honest....I dint like it (IS JUST MY OPINION, IM NO ONE,SO YOU DONT HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME) and well i dint like the pic but i began to think about the theme of the pictures: ME, MYSELF AND JUNGKOOK.....and it that was so interesting....like 3 personalitys in one...and when i began to read the comments on twitter (some of them make me laugh...Army is so funny i really love they comments, you have a really big imagination) :)

well as i was saying....of the amount of comments, one pop up saying about a song Jk wrote who speaks about to be other person so i went to listened....that one of the title: DECALCOMANIA...

I WILL DISMEMBER THE LYRICS TO WHAT I THINK MUST REFER 

but is just my opinion....OKEY? (Jk voice :P)

THE SONG

"WHEN I SEE YOU SMILE IN THE SCREEN,YOU'RE GOOD AT EVERYTHING, YOURE JUST PERFECT, FEELS LIKE I´VE NEVER BEEN YOU"

That part seems to me, that the Jungkook (the original one, not the pop star maked for the industry) is asking to big star JK from BTS.....that how is he so perfect everytime and in everything he does?......So lets be sincere the JK of BTS is like a prodigy in music....good in dancing,good in singing and even good in sports...and like we saw in tv also a very nice sincere guy.....but surely Jungkook,in a fews times o even more, he has to do things that he dont want to do for the seak of the image the enterprise created...i dont mean that he is not sincere i mean that he has to let go some things he liked....like his tattos and piercing....it is common knowed that the Korean culture, like here in Peru is conservative.and is not well seen the tattoos and piercing....Peru is a very conservative country, you have to have a big personality to be abble to support the glimpse the other people towards to you....and is not a easy task.....i know very well that feeling.....that feeling that you be disappoint other if you show you like you true are, what they expect from you....i grew up in a very religious enviroment but that make me who i am and i very proud about it....even so, sometimes like Jk i feel like i cant be like my true self...when i turned 25 i began to accept that i not be abble to make everybody happy....i think that is what Jungkook realiced when he make his tattoos and began to show to the world....i'm sure that was not easy.....

Later in the lyrics he said: feels like i've never been you.....this shows the real feeling of Jungkook...he dont see himself as perfect...not way....in fact he is so imperfect like us...he is constanly pushing to the limit,to be the best version of himself, the best version of Jk from BTS......but what about the Jungkook who came from Busan? Jungkook even now thinks is not good enough and we can seen these often in his lyrics like "MY YOU" in that song he said that maybe all of this he have (the love of army,the bigs oportunities in musics, the values recognition maybe dissapear like he haved only a daydream....this shows us that he is not taking for granted anything hi does....that for me,is so valuable because show his humble and sincere heart...HE REALLY WANT TO STAY WITH ARMY FOREVER (APO BANGPO) thats so sweet....Army always support Jk okey? He deserves it :)

So i dont wanna to bored you with all these writing....and im a kinda tired...im sick right now, im was not abble to get off house in 5 days because of my health issues but i will come back soon to finish this thought about the lyrics of DECALCOMANIA......also is so tired to think in 2 languagues jeje but also is so excited to try to explain my thought throught these lines...

Stay safe stay happy

E.

PERU & 17 JULY & BTS BAD DECISIONS VIDEO LYRICS

 HI

I recently re watched the new song: Bad Decisions and the new lyric video posted by Bangtantv 

Recientemente volví a ver el video de la nueva canción: Bad Decisions y el nuevo video de la letra en Bangtantv

And i was so excited because appear a glimpse of Perú/Estaba muy emocionada porque salió un vistazo de Perú.

I will show you.....I sorrounded with a purple circle down below ;)

Les mostrare redondee la palabra en un circulo morado aquí abajo.

And also i saw my birth day....so excited :P

Y también vi mi fecha de nacimiento....jiji estaba tan feliz :)

My Birth Date was July 17 /Nací un 17 de Julio :)

Soo i was really happy....Someday will BTS come to Perú?....idk but i hope it will

Así que estaba muy feliz....algún día vendrá BTS a Perú? No lo se pero espero que si.

Today was the release of JK Vlog i really love how genuine and sincere he is,i still dont understand why he said that he is not funny....thats not true...he is hilarious...that man really make me laugh....but maybe is his insecure i dont know....or maybe is his humbleness.....i only want to encourage Jk....I was recently re listened a song and i want dedicate to him...maybe he never see it but if one day he see it i hope he understand and be sure that all Army and I love him so much for who hi is off the screens....So Jungkook this is for you...is a song i really like, i will post the lyrics in Korean because the song is Korean....

Hoy se lanzo el blog de Camping de Jk y realmente amo lo genuino y sincero que es....aun no entiendo como el puede decir que no es gracioso....eso no es cierto....es graciosísimo...el realmente me hace reír....pero quizás sea su inseguridad...no creo...no lo se....o quizás sea su humildad...Todo lo que quiero es animarlo...estaba hoy escuchando una cancion que queria dedicarsela....quizas el nunca la vea o si algun dia la ve, ojala comprenda que Army y yo lo queremos muchisimo por lo que es fuera de las pantallas....Asi que Jk esto es para ti....es una cancion que realmente me gusta...voy a poner las letras en coreano porque la cancion es coreana :)

See you next time Army 

Borahae 💜

Deok Hwan - I'm Going to Meet You Right Now

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