LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 21

 Hi Jk, Today Im seeing True Beauty (2 time for me) the 1 episode but with my mom...Im surprise after almost 2 year of knowing the korean culture,i was able to explain to my mother some costumbres for Korea...like the 100 dias celebrations.

Everytime im seeing this kdrama, makes me thinks about me as a person...how do i treat people?...Im never was a popular in my school, at least thats what i think....I was very strict person with myself...but i think i always tried to help other...at least that must be the reason some one of them called me "conscience" o Conciencia in spanish...Sometimes because these  kind of kdrama i think about the suicides in Korea, for bulling or for excesive pressure of the education system...is very sad that a country with a lot of inteligent people happens this kind of things....of course this happens all over the world but i hear that Korea is one of the country for more young suicide...that worries me a lot...I mean i hope if some day i  will have a son, he will not have to thru this things...obviusly is my wish for all  childrens.....i know what you think about this....that the reason of many of the song of BTS... were about speak yourself not other or the other expectations....and to be truly happy.... 

I sure one day we will live in a world in peace for south to the north...

Im writing this frase on 23.59 of 31 of december 2023...

Thats means that this post will update is 2024 and next year so 2025 BTS will becomplete...thats a happy news :)

Take care

E.

Fighting with english Jungkookssi, Im struggling with korean too :P 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 20

 One of my favorite song of Golden is Standing next to you solo and also the Usher remix, Usher is one of my favorites singer of all time,i think one of my first playlist of Spotify was usher song speacially of the disc Confession(my top)....i was listened that song when i was begin to wright, one day later, i know ....yesterday i was with a big pain in the head and mouth...so i couldnt sleep well in fact i got up at 6 to take a pill and later try to sleep more...sometimes is hard for me finding a reason to wright you i mean i dont want to bored you, i know im not a bored person but its difficult to continue a conversation without the other part...would be very different in person....also i really wanna dance with you, show you my choreos and know what you think about them...not like these DREAM jajaja.....i wanna a real feedback please!............its almost 20 days in Army...in fact today it is 20 day.....how do you feel? I heard that you dont have many friends and that many of soldiers are afraid of you but when you see Jimin or Jin you light up....maybe thats not true....i hope everyday you feel okey and happy...in fact i hope all the menbers are okey.

Sweet Dreams

E.

Im keep trying

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 19

Today im seeing your 3d  promotion sketch, i like to saw you in another facet like almost the choreographer....i notice that yo make your decitions without hesitate...i like that conviction but also i feel that maybe because of be a BTS maybe you could think something and just say it...i mean it is not bad at all, it just make me think about  how many people have the same oportunity to be hear and to be notice...obviously you know your comment will be take on count...i wonder how we can help other to have this security or self esteem....like suga said in the documental BTS MONUMENTS i really think they achieved 20 years in less than 10 years...and in a specific moment everyone around gave them a different treatment so like every word you say is take it consideration....but even probably know that,you always do it with consideration to the other person.... i wish all we czn be like that, no mater if we have big experience,money or whatever, we can treat everyone with same respect...hope that someday all we can be like that :)

Sweet dreams

E.

Lets keep trying :9

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 18

 Today i saw the 4 episode of BTS MONUMENTS...Im feeling really related to the feelings of BTS during pandemic...i so conforting that all around the world feel the support tru they actions and love....in fact i did know BTS in pandemic exactly 2021 with my universe...so they did really confort me tru his music...like they said...a lot of people suffered that time...so im very sure, all army felt confort from BTS...Thank you BTS for be with us in good and bad times :) 

Ps: Step by step...we fullfield our way.....

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 17

 Jungkookssi im right now watching the 3 episode of BTS monuments.....i really haved no idea of all the struggling  all of you 7  haved to pass...other armys told about you havent had very good time in the past and now i understand more....i cant believe i just knowed you since 2021...Rm said that you are a group lack of various things and didnt understand why you have so many fans overseas...i know why, is your sincerity,your heart when you talk to army,it is not usual find that in artist...the sincerity is not valuable these days...you are very down to eart, that makes you lovable too...and your sincere love to he fans, to army is the difference....army and fans noticed that, thats the reason they never let you go and always cheering you even now....

You received a lot of  acknowledgment in 2018! so proud... i already know about ONU speech and morning show...but the 5 order of cultural merit was something really big...of course you deserved it...i just wanna clarifique that when i said you i mean the 7 of you....I didnt know Jiminssi feel down during the tour but is understandble because you lifes where full of work and to try to reach a goal...I understand that because in my youth i also did that, i dedicated about 10 years of my life to my religion, to reach some privileges,to be a example of live, to speak the right way, to be always available to other when they need help...to not spend time with boys because other would think that i was desperate to married....and some things that in the end feel heavy to me,so i understand you very well....have full atention is not easy and even worst if we are good looking, there are always someone who speak bad about us...so many things....surely you understan that too, is just like Jin said in the 3 episode a lot of people focus in the mistake we will do...sadly that is so human...

Im very happy even that situation, all of you still together and keep going...:

All of you are a gift of us....keep shinning BTS

With love

E

PS: Im not that bad right?  I will keep going

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 16

The time fly? I often saw that was true...Sometimes i would really love that the time pass by to finally know the love of my life but sometimes....(comercial pause: im listen 10000 hours cover,i love your voice here and the lyrics is of course beautifull)...well like i was saying, I really miss the ones are not with us...so sometimes i want the times freeze to not losed more love ones...im sure more Army feel like me...specially the ones like me,that lose someone beloved on the pandemic..and of course the many of other that died in other sadly way around us... The lose of somebody you love is really sad Jungkook.i dont know if you know the feeling,i mean tru the years we lose friends or family but losing father or mother or brothers is something more deepfull...is like a pain in your heart that will never let it go...you just get used to it...like you lose a part of you...i know your parents and brother are alive so i hope you never experience.

Hope all you days are field with good moments, you deserver

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 15

Jungkookssi or Jungkookah?....im not very sure how to say it.....Anyone can guided me?....Jungkook yesterday I was a little late to wright this blog, i came back super late to my house...meanwhile i was in the house of my friend C. i was practicing korean in Duolingo(the screenshoot below)...Im still in rookie state...but im very proud to myself to be knowing more languagues...the korean is difficult but i like it...i understand you now more!, of course english is difficult to you,RM IS SUCH A BRAINIAC!......i really admire the inteligence of Nam....and like i said is difficult english if your languague is korean...i know because im learning from english to korean (im not native english speaking, my native languague is Spanish,so is more difficult but not imposible!)...so korean is a totally different way of wriiting the alphabet and the sentences....im very proud of you,Jungkook...keep going like thad :) 

you may not notice but you are getting better and better,im notice and army also notice...so dont give up...the english is so important for your carreer...dont give up and you will finally will se the reward...

ANNYONG ;P

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 14

Jungkook Today I saw once more your presentation of Dreamers on Qatar...I really like it because you were so humble with the people, you are very modest,know your limits..you say you though the song was to high so difficult...and then when you realize that the opening would perfoming only by you,you felt cold blood....I really like that you are so down to heart...and also very meditative person, I like because I'm the same...to make a decision I have to give it a thoughts throw various days....to finally make a decision that leave me in peace and calm...:)

Like you said in the video, army try to listen the song a lot, dreamers is one of my favourites, I like very much the lyrics...I don't know if you knew who is Fahad but I like that even in the video  you were "the super star", you are not cocky and you say that can be changes in the choreo if Fahad is okey with that...I think that in life is so important,no one of us are superior to anyone so respect is the only way, like the song says.

With the words you say in the video, you felt that was not enough practice so you feel worried...you are a perfectionist, I'm also like that, but in a different way that you, because I sometimes don't do things for the fear of lose or doing badly...so I hope watching you thru the time I can have courage like you, to do my things and my ideas...

I always try to learn throw your actions. Sometimes I think I really would like to teach/show about my field, I'm a Image Assessor and personal shopper...hope one day I can have the opportunity to show you 

Maybe someday we can learn one from each other....that would be nice? I would love this.One of the things I really like in life is to learn about different things, is so exciting and also is like you open your eyes to new things you never knew..many people don't like to learn but looks like you do like it...im glad to know that :)

Sweet dreams, hope you are resting good  these days

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 13

Today is the living proof that in good and bad times, ones have to be consequence with his words....iim very tired but here i am...trying to not sleep jejej....Today i almost spend all day out with medical exams and later with friends...i hope jungkookah you have the time,time to time,to see your friends,besides Jimin and recharge with energy to keep going...hope day by day you feel more capable to do more and be better...im not sure if because of your tattos you cant be promoted more....but i hope if that happend...remenber that for us,army,all 7 are the best,with promotions or without them....we are very proud of the kind of men all you are...

We always be by your side...

Hope today you have good dream...right now im listening You & I de Jay B and jackson wang....i really like this song...have you hear it? Like the lyrics say: i just wanna be with you,you shine for me i shine for you, U &I....very beautifull song...im going right now...

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 12

 Sometimes I think if this look like a diary or a letter post to Jungkook,I think I cant help to talk about my life...or I don't want to be repetitive about all jungkooks cualitiese...like today I saw the interview in iheart radio..And I think to my self...what a wonderful world jajaja no just kidding please tell me you know that song jejeje

Well i saw the interview and think that Jungkook is really a very honest and true boy....I mean there's somethings you can avoid saying or maybe don't say it, it's anything bad but I true admire the way he is so transparent...why you are like that jk? It is good because is a way to trust you, what you are and what you think, we thank you be that sincere...

I also try to be trustfull but in a world that almost everyone is judging is difficult..but in recent years I try to be more sincere with what I think and what I want...I discover that the years left good friends or good lessons...so I try be sincere but using my words rightfully...all things saying with respect and consideration goes a long way, I think.

In many ways BTS paved the way for showing his difficulties and struggles and show a world more honest about the kpop..I like that..let's all be more unique and respectful...we only have each other

Thats one of the many things i like of BTS MONUMENTS shows his true side of each and one of them..i wish i would have been in that time but i try to focus that now im here, thanks ARMY to take care of BTS...you are really his big voice like they say always....

WE all stay healthy and happy 

WL

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 11

I know that today Jk and Jimin have training with guns,in fact i read  that the schedule for today was shooting preliminary training, physical strenghtering and personal fire arm CBR training...i have to be honest i dont like this....I mean i understand and respect the position of each country to have obligatory military service...BUT i never will acceot the fact to learn to shoot with the fact that maybe someday you can hurt someone someday...i firmly believe that all humans are brothers,we are all the same so i never liked the idea of war or shooting each other to save things or places...of course that is my opinion and everyone is free to think what they want...and do what they want...i alwyays try to understan people and his feelings, that makes us more humans and trusftull...

I really hope that all the BTS menbers are happy and healthy at this point..and hope this texperience make them be better people more than  the actually are....i know they all are humble but i hope each day they can meditate and grown as a person....more empatic people and less judge people will make this world better...

Jungkookah thank to let me wright to you,even than maybe you never seeing....Im very happy that i spend my time talking about you, i really think you are one of the best people in the world...with all of you...good things and bad things as a imperfect human like us...you make me think, meditate and try to be the best version of myself...hope someday i will have the oportunity to know you....till that day i hope we still see the same star in this world and keep shinning with purpose and joyment :)

with love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 10

 It is more than a 1 week since the 4 or them began his military service...of course we miss you....i hope that other menbers like Jin did  a pre recorder video and airs time to time...of course each and everyone of them are different and maybe have his unique special way of comunicate.

Today i started to see BTS MONUMENTS...i really like it, like always they are sincere and true, that make them so human and so relatable....i didnt know all the struggles they suffered, im glad that all of them have each other to grown up and help each other...I didnt know about the panic Namjoon felt and never  imagine thar...i mean he always speak so well and is so smart but i understand,for me is the same,i have panic to make mistake or im scare of critics....like today i had to do a speech in front at least 200 people and i was so worried to screw up...but finally i did it ,when i go up is like the fears go away...maybe is like that for Namjoon as well? Namjoon is always a person who i inspire to be.... our leader in good days and bad days...

BTS is always our role models....even with mistakes or failures...we all have them, the import is to be a good person in this world for the people around us and for our dear special ones...lets seeing the same star and grow each other to be the best version of us.

With love

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 9

 Jungkookah how do you feel? i hope every day past by, you could feel more adjust to your rutine...I also have a rutine....at least 3 times a week after work i take a cab to my house and always pass by to a  really pretty building i like,has flower in the balcons...i always pass by thinking if maybe one day you can see it....i always think you would like it....and one day just starring i realize the number of  building "109" and thinking...ohhh! 1 ois for day one and 9 of september....your birth date! so nicee....and just a block from there,there is little waterfall with the name "ESPERANZA"  that is the word in spanish for HOPE....all this have meaning?...i just hope one day BTS and you could come to PERU....Peruvian Army are really big you know?

I really admire army and his "incancellabile"  love, thats is the word from "imposible to forget"...thats a word i never forgot from the time i was learning Italian,is a very nice language...has so much of Spanish....they both are romance languague....did i tell i love to learning language? yes i do!

Today is the 8 day im writing you a letter, im sure many army do the same and maybe for more time than me...just hope one day we can at least have a conversation....that would be really nice...i know at this time,no one is reading my post...but i think in the end, if someday maybe many years after, you could reading this i will very happy...and if one day you feel down and blue, this could light up your day, a little bit at least....

jungkook stay healthy and stay humble,..just dont changue....is possible that we can saw the same star one day? maybe one day :)

With love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 8

 

I know that this is letter to Jungkook but i can tell you about my day? that will be okey?  I haved the kind of day that it is very tiring....family and money....I hope you dont know that kind of problems....I mean i very gratefull for the family i have, ,my nuclear family is great,my brothers and my mommy....also i have a very lovable cousins....but fight with inheritances and land with a part of the family....i always try to be nice with others but i dont like to other step on my rights....im try my best to be a justice person.....well i think this was like a diary...im sorry 미안해요 

Jungkookah today i saw your spotify video from 7 billion streams...i didnt know you love tuna! i really love too....tuna plus rice is heaven to me speacially on summer days...i hope son i have the oportunity to eat kimbap tuna...i have a korean restaurant two block ahead from home...but i dont have the guts to enter yet and really taste korean food...im very classic but i also like new things but i have to be sure that i will love it or at least how to cook some food....i like pork belly...the usual in Peru...i also like Makis, "maki acevichado" is my favorite....i really love it! but i think that kind of makis,we only have in PERU, because "ceviche"is our you know?...CENTRAL .THE BEST RESTAURANT in the world is also ours and of course we have Macchu Picchu, the land of RJ....also are really tasty :"lomo saltado,causa rellena" omg i will go on and on talking about food...a days ago i taste shrimps snack and i dont like it or maybe i not adjust to....banana milk or 우유

yeah im learning a little by little...........i hope you can rest well this days, i happen to saw a picture of you 화이팅 sorry just  pop up on instagram feed...you look so concentrated in your class...i like that, is importtant to pay attention to your class, i know you are a very smart guy so stay like that...

I have to sleep now, here is more than 12-30 of midnight and i have  to work tomorrow, a lot of work this days...i hope the stars look beatifully at night, here in the city,we dont have always the chance to see it...enjoy the beautifull things

good night bro jeje

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 7

 Today im very tired and came to my mind not to wright and leave it for one day...but then i think that if i do that surely i will do it again, and that is not my goal.

I want to clear up one thing that i wrote yesterday, that not was a real picture and looks like my question was answered....they dont ask to Jk to cover his tattoos...at least at this point...

I was attend a convention today so today was a day to mediate and thinking...i really like to know many things and learn to many things...maybe thats the reason my mbti is INFP and my rol for diplomat...knowledge is power? Sure.....You think that too, right Jk? I really like your lives on weverse, you were pouring your heart and soul...i ask you and beg you to not change, we need more people honest and real in this world...and also people that is not afraid to tell the true even if is awfull at is will be...we need more Jungkooks in the world....we need more liders like Nam ,we need more happy people like Jin, we need more wise and patient people like Yoongi, we need more bubbly personality people like Hobi, we need more sweet people like Jimin and we need more goals oriented people like Tae...BTS PLISS DONT CHANGE...

Praying for OT7

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 6

Wait i need a few seconds BEFORE start to wright! 

Shout out to ARMY!!!!!worldwide

I know that this is a Letter to JK but i think Jk surely want to know what Army is beign doing this days besides streaming new songs....for me was very incredible to know that Army succeed to make debut song: "NO MORE DREAM" triumps at 1 on itunes charts....many Armys are re-launch the songs of BTS of the begining of his journey...I didnt know BTS till 2021 with My Universe....but i Really like most of his firts songs...i like the music they are energetic and enthusiasm.

Jk, is now the 5 day...surely you get on track by this day...you are a very capable boy :)..,right now on internet there is a "photo"that supposedly shows you covering your tattos in the military center, i dont know if is real or not...but i was wondering if maybe they ask you to cover your tattos of the hand....i think at this high you are very used to cover it for the show in your country....I really admire your capacity of respect and patience with the people that dont think like you..thats make you a very kind and flexible person....im also try to be that kind of person, because my religition is very different from most people traditions...be like that make me feel more in peace cuz i get the chance to be flexible with others......all BTS menbers are like that too...that shows his hearts...we really miss the seven of you....hope everyday each of you feel loved and happy....you are in our hearts always...

With LOVE OT7

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 5

 I read somewhere that today was a day off for JK and Jimin , im not sure but i hope you can rest and do things you like...also i saw in internet that a lot of ARMY are worried about the condition in military places...in the internet saw places in not good conditions, i mean i know they are in  training but i also worried....but also a few ARMYS say that they are grown men, and that is so true....i think maybe we overreact because they all know what are the condition, i mean they all have friend who went to the army,so they surely will tell them about and also is his obligation because they are born in Korea....i dont understand the need for soldiers...because for my is not an option to take live of other people,whoever you are...im strongly against it, we are brothers in this world so for my opinion, the military training should not exist...but i respect and understand what they doing....I also notice that NO MORE DREAM is numbr 1 on USA and some places....ARMY really want to BTS know that they are standing next to them....

Soooo Jungkook,Jimin.V,Jhope,Suga,RM and Jin pliss remenber that all the step of the way: ARMY is right beside you...we trust you and we hope all of you take care of yourself...I heard also that in the military training are class of mental health...thats really good...hope everyday you can achieve his goals...We trust you, you must trust yourself....and i hope your family, each and everyone are good and safe...I haved a very loongg day so i have to sleep....

Sweet dreams KINGS

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 4

 Today i was thinking about what to tell you because i didn´t want to bore you...

Sooo i decided to show you some of my favourite singers....some spanish of course,my language and some english,my favourite and the languague i most heard everything....

Well lets begin with DLG or Dark Latin Groove

DLG-Me va a extrañar This is the translation

DLG- No morira This is the translation

I really imagined dancing with you this song....so epic

Other of my favourites is the well know, Westlife, do you know right? Pliss is a must!

Here ones of my favourite

WESTLIFE-FLYING WITHOUT WINGS This version is with Cristian Castro a spanish singer with beautifull voice...i always imagine BTS signing with them...The boys of Westlife has so meaningfull songs and beautifull voices...here one of my favourites verses of that song:

"Everybody's looking for that something

One thing that makes it all complete

You'll find it in the strangest places

Places you never knew it could be

Some find it in the face of their children 

Some find it in their lover's eyes

Who can deny the joy it brings

When you've found that special thing

You're flying without wings

....Well, for me it's waking up beside you

To watch the sunrise on your face

To know that I can say, "I love you"

In any given time or place

And you're the place my life begins

And you'll be where it ends

I'm flying without wings

And that's the joy you bring

I'm flying without wings"

WOOOWWWW WOOOWW WAIT! A FEW MINUTOS PAST AND IS 15 OF DECEMBER AND THE VIDEO OF JK AND USHER STANDING NEXT TO YOU JUST IN.....I REALLY LOVE IT JUNGKOOK!

I really admire Usher since my teenagers years dancing many oif his songs like Yeah, Confession part 1 and 2, throwback,burn,caught up,superstar,burn....ufff so many...you look so happy dancing and i like than usher copy the coreography that shows so much about him...i really like you work with humble people it just light the room...the 2 of you..it is de 10 time i see it and i still loving it...i hope one day you sing Yes or No with ed Sheeran that will be so awesome...Well is very late i have to sleep...hope one of the songs liked it you...there are some many more...but i really need sleep...Hope jiminshi and also all BTS haved a good day...

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 3

Hello Jungkookahh maybe day 2 was better than day 1? Did you sleep well?...I'm worried about that,I saw bangtan bomb and the day Nam and V left, you said you didnt sleep well....I will pray for you can sleep well tonight and the rest of the nights...sometimes I think that you maybe can't sleep well because of one of your tattoos...maybe many people thinks that has nothing to do, but I believe can, specially for the eye tattoo...I know the meaning very meaningful about it (to be awareness about our actions in the world) but well it's just my thinking, I can be wrong....

Can I talk to you about my day? Today I saw a friend that I couldn't saw so many years ago, my rhinitis and pharyngitis make me wake up feeling little angry because of the pain in my head,also because I have like a tumour in the neck so is pushing me a little in the neck so that is very annoying...all my exams goes well seems like is not malignant but I have a few more exams to do....I really thank you Jungkook, every time I see a reels of BTS and you goffing and laughing make feel better...thank you, it's like the time I got surgery and you did the cover of the song:falling, just one day before my surgery I really felt your support since my father was no more with me (died during first wave of pandemic) here is the post...well but enough about me...

I really really hope you are soo inmerge in your new activities with jiminshi....hope all the members are okey...surely you now understand somethings they spoke about in the group chat that you didn't understand about the military life...surely your goffing around when  no one is seeing you, that's my happy boy...I see you right now in YouTube,I'm seeing the behind the scenes of Vogue Korea of this year, I really love suits...really suits you too jijiji...I really like man in a suit...well is 11.41 here so I have to sleep now, tomorrow I have to go to work...happy day JK if you reading this someday...;)

ARMY stay healthy and happy....Jungkook will need you in 2025 ;)

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 2

Hello Jungkookahh, how do you feel? Is tough wake up on 6.30? I know you're a night owl 🦉 You make new friends today? Surely you do with your bright personality or at least I'm sure you make someone laugh with your contagious smile...how Is jiminshii? Surely he woke up you today....or maybe not? 🤭 

I hope you can concentrate in the beautiful stars you can see in the night...somewhere in other continent they are people thinking on you,like I do....

Right now I'm listening to you in live on weverse of a few days ago...did I tell you? My  favorite song is Yes or No and Too sad to dance....right now you're singing Too sad to dance... obviously my favorite is Stand next to you because of the coreography...did I tell you I dance too? Im dancing since 12 years old, right now I have 3X but everyone told me I look like 27...I thank granny genes ;)....I have to say goodbye for now, I have pills to take and go to sleep....

BUT I have a question JK, do you forgot you say you would sing "Still with you" in your last live?....Army really wanted to  hear you sing that song...maybe you can wright it down in a weverse post? It's just a suggestion....Don't get mad jeje we love you anyway!...Have a good meal I think it's is 1pm...take care of your heart don't over do...you have plenty of time...we want you back safe and sound ;) 

Bye w LOVE

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 1

Through the day, I was thinking what to wright....today it is the first day of JK in the Army....I think V,RM and Jimin will be sad lo leave ARMY for some time and happy or excitement for the goals they will can achieve in the Army....Im really glad that Jimin and JK go together....i know that jk is a strong man in mind and force but i think that he will not happy for the boundaries he has because of the tattos...i think in some moment maybe he was angry..i mean is human is normal to feel like that....i think he said he would like to be in the same division like V...I think JK it is a man of goals in life, he loves to go further, that it is one of the many things i love of JK...so i think this time will help to JK to be more patience and to be stoic, for some things...

so that been said...i have something to say to Jungkook:

Jungkook pliss concentrate in the friends you will have and to fullfill your responsability as a Kor-Ian (jiji sorry) ...Laugh a little, love...ARMY will still love you today and always...what will happen in the military will not change our love for you,dont forget that, pliss dont change Jungkook, we love you just the way you are...BTS are the kings of our hearts...forever and always...be happy and be healthy

I am on my way to find you :)

SONG: TO FIND YOU BY SING STREET

WITH LOVE

E

PS. CAN YOU HELP TO CHOOSE A PHOTO,IN THIS MOMENT IS THE ONE WITH PURPLE HAIR...BUT I LOVE MAN IN SUIT...SO I DONT KNOW IF I WILL CHANGE...WHAT DO YOU THINK?

A)

                 B)

YES! Im learning korean, im trying, hope goes well :) nite nite

IT IS THE RIGHT TIME FOR BTS

 I know many of you are very sad and I understand that, I am also sad...we all knowed that this will come, like I said in older post HERE I was thinking than jk will go to military service on November...now we know that will be on December....I think will be 11,12 or maybe  8 december....is just my thought...i think they will come back jun 2025 for army special day....

I dont know if jk, or suga,hobi,rm,jimin,jin,v see this but, i wanna to tell you, that thanks so much for thinking on army,every step of the way...the fact that you choose your dates to come back to see ARMY is such a proof the real love you feel....love that at the beginnig of knowing you all, i cuestioned.....but is truly amazing see the autentic human bean you all are.

Guys you are different of other artist, maybe you dont know but it is true,not all the artist are so empatic with the fans or care about them like you do...or in a night of premiations,the go and be with friends to celebrate....but you all turn on weverse and take time to be with ARMY, that it is not normal, you all are special humans....thank you for be who you are all the time....we will waiting for all of you, just please take care of your mental and physical health....and.....BTS PLEASE DONT CHANGE  :)

With LOVE

E.

WHAT BTS MEAN TO ME AND JUNKOOK´S SMILE

This few days am very nostalgic about the future...because recently discovered a tumor around my back neck and begin some medical exams to find outif the tumor is benign or malignat...so thats the reason im very thoughtful about me and my  future....so when since i met BTS, they make me to feel better, everytime i am sad or angry for things in life...i see a a reel in instagram of they playing,making jokes or just be themselves makes me very happy and make me laugh....as you know the Jungkook laugh is special to me...i hope one day i could have the chance of meet him...even a short period of time,it will be very nice.

So this few lines is to remenber yourself to find peace in trouble time,even if is something other people will not understand, if my friends know that BTS or jungkook smile make me feel better, maybe they laugh about me but i dont care about that! and you also have to dont care what people think....the most important is what you think about yourself.grown your self love, learn to love yourself, like BTS they taught us....i hope your days are fill with laughs and happy moments....we all deserve be happy, dont forget that and take care of your health, is the more important....our health will make for us to be there for are love ones most of the time of our life....i will come back even if noone read my post jeje i think maybe some day will help someone to know that more people think like they...

BORAHAE ARMY

STAY STRONG

엘리타

PD: ohhh yesss i love golden preview... my favorite songs so far are YES OR NO and TOO SAD TO DANCE...lets get ittt!!! ONE 1 day left...tic tac tic tac

A DREAM WITH JK

 In these few years since i know BTS, i already have many dreams with all, all are good dreams by the way...just to be clear jeje...the last one was a few days ago

I think im in jk house...but not seems like the actual but bigger than that...well the situation is this

Im in a living room o an practice room,like a medium room....Im practicing a 3D choreography...(by the way im not sure if i told you this, i really love loveee dancing,im amateur,i aslo have account when i dance,i appreciated my 80 followers...i think im trying hard to get better,so thanks you) well in this dream im practicing 3D choreos...but when i show jungkook the choreos...he says nothing..just staring at me...the 3 times,the 3 choreos...i think maybe he dont like it...so after showing him the 3 choreos and no response i give up...he is staring at me in the umbral/threshold of the door...so i see my mother(yeah totally odd) in the other room,like a living room o dinner room....so i see her and im going to her...but when i pass right beside jk, he leans on my and give me a kiss in the forehead and he start to laugh...thats it jajaja i really liked this dream and the i get up and went to my work :)

obviusly i was mad because he was speechless about my choreo!...i mean man pliss say something,even if im bad i really need to knowing jajaja....jaja not me judging my imaginary jungkook jaja XD

I know sometimes i dont talk about jungkook, like in my 2 few post,sorry about that,sometimes i just need to tell whats going in my life....and obviously i dont know jungkook in person, so i only have ideas about him or im guided about i see and saw in tv or internet...if im truly sincere, i really like the child jungkook and i think he still remains in him, but the more i love about jk is his mind...i think like him in some many ways...like he said, we have to respect and be empatic with everyone,for me that is a base in my life,happy that jk thinks the same :p

See ya

E

TAKE CARE OF YOUR PERSONAL INFORMATION

I'm sad and angry at the same time...let me tell you...maybe you dont interest, i dont know but i need to let it out....in my country i have sa biggggg problem with a telephone line...in this last 4 months...i dont know who, someone is creating lines in my name,4 in 4 months...can you believe it?....im so tired and angry....and even a few motnths ago i crieed because of this....The guilty ones of this are the owners of the telephone brand....in this case CLARO MOVILE....pliss take care, dont take lines with this company....im so angry and full of  fear....i dont know what maybe there are doing with my name...it is so frustating or TRUSFRATED like jk said....jejej :/ you know it? right jiji...

Maybe this is a reminder of you to check out the telephone lines in your name...pliss check it out...🧎

I also very worry about my health...seems like i have irritable bowel :8 that explain a lot all over the years...i try to improve my health with my insurange so i hope for the best....take care of your health is the most important....your time in this planet will give you precious moment with your family....

so ARMY take care okey???

SINCERELY

ELY

PD; I LOVED 3D...I REALLY LIKE IT

IM HAPPY FOR EVERYTHING JUNGKOOK DOES! 

BUT I LOVE MORE HIS PRECIOUS SOUL AND HEART....

OHH THATS RIGHT!...I ORDER MY FULL SET OF HIS NEW ALBUM...SADLY  IN THIS COUNTRY IS MORE DIFFICULT ORDER RIGHT FROM WEVERSE CUZ THE PRICE OF THE SHIPMENT...SO I ORDERED IN OTHER WAY...SO I CANT HAVE THE CHANCE FOR THE VIDEO CALL....WELL IF YOU,DEAR READER,HAVE THE CHANCE, THATS GOOD, ENJOY IT...:)

Weight of the world on your shoulders

"Weight of the world on your shoulders" i really felt that....in these past days i was with many things, a isue with a relative, cry in the night,a very love one married and i was full of things to do....and my bunny got sick...very sick to the point we think he would die :( now is better but not as before...i cry over that too...

I give a little look to my older post, i was waiting to the jk song comes up....for me was a great song, not my favorite but very catchy....i love the choreography!....i have my own choreography for seven...did i tell you i like to dance?...i mean really dance like impro choreography and some friend who saw me said that im god...that makes me happy...i wish i could dance for life and for living,you know? as a job i mean....that would be great..

I really like the performance of jk in BBC1 with de song of Oasis..and obviously with Seven....i cant wait for the whole album..i hope can be entirely in english....some people said it will be like that....jk is such a pop star...but also very down to earth....thats the most important to me....remeber where we came from and where we going....a few year ago, i moving in to another distric...here is so much pretty but a lot of people is like smug...and i try so much to not become like them....it is not easy but im trying so vigorouysly...

I thinks jk is recording his album right now and all the promotions for the album and also for campains like CK....And i also think he with enter the SM military service on November....i mean i dont know anything is just thinking out loud...

i missing him like you do but surely is busy, i hear recently that tomorow he will be live on station radio, i think i will be sleeping in that moment because i have a flu and i very tired and i have to work tomorow...i feel very tired this past few weeks, thats the other reason i didnt post...and also according to the metrics only one person sees my blog so sometimes i feel it is not urgent to wright something....its okey...thank you, whoever you are, thank you for you time, please take care your health, its the most important also your family...

Its almost midnight, i cant believe its more than a hour here jeje thinking in two languages it is not easy but i love Languagues soooo lets keep chasing dreams...

This is a letter for jk soul so i hope youl soulved ;P

Have a very great night,morning or afternoon....

BORAHAE ARMY

BORAHAE JUNGKOOK YOU ARE ONE IN A MILLION 

E

SEVEN AND JULY

 Hi guys

I'm a little sad because yesterday i was writing this post you are reading right now.i make a draft on my phone, and my phone died so i lost it :( and now i dont remenber everything wuaaa so sad :(

Well i remenber than i was telling you that these few days i was a little sick, my rhinitis and pharyngitis, so i was a little sad about that and i was hoping than soon be good because July is a special month for me, always is and always be, not only for the coming JK single Seven, because 10 July is the date i baptized in my religion (19 years ago) and the 17 of July is the day i born.....so July was always special for me :)

and like i tell you in the beginning i forgot the rest of my post....im so mad for that is like this is not enough... :(

but im very happy to listen jk song  i hope the album come soon

Hope you too

I think my gift will be the teaser in 10 of july...so excited and happy :)

You now i will tell you something...right now I´m listening this song....

really like (2. 지금 만나러 갑니다 part 1) do you like it?

ohh did i tell you im learning korean? :)

Stay healthy and happy

When we dont have good health , that make us more concern for others,so take care okey?

안녕

Borahae army

PUT THE THINGS ON MOTION TO BE BETTER

 Lately I feel very blue, like I don't belong anywhere... there's only few things make me light up... recently  my father in May turned 3 years since deceased(past away)....and of course I miss him..i thinks many things make me feeel sad...also i am so tired of seeing people with his partner...is like I feel I always will be alone....nobody hug in 7 years and I miss that to, it's not that there none one with interest in me, is that I don't find anyone that make feel spark again....I have 30 so, many people say to me, that I will be alone if I don't down my spectations....I only want someone I like physically and someone make me laugh....that we can laugh together...someone I can admire for his qualities and personality...

I have so much love to give but I don't know what I doing wrong, maybe I scare people? My friends tell Im beautiful so I think maybe someone liked me at the beginning but later they put many expectations on me and finally they feel deception...I'm not perfect and I don't want to appear to be that way....I don't wanna appear to be someone else that Im not just to catch a boy, it's not fair for anybody, he and me....somedays I just want to be alone and watch TV and eat candies....it's that so wrong?....I like the time to be with myself but I miss having someone to love.

Sometimes I wonder if any of the guys (the members) feels the same way? They sacrifice everything for his dreams....in part I understand the way of the feeling because, I feel the same, since my 14 to my 30 I dedicated my life to my religion, I'm not regret but I think there are so much things I didn't live because I was so inmerge in giving my best and concentrate that I forgot my age and I don't lived my age properly....I don't know when people are not talking me with sincerity, I'm very naive and my friends tell me this too....and the members too give the best por his band mate and in that time lost(a way of seeing  it is not lost, you get that point right?) his years of youth....they lost experiences, privacy, special ocassions etc.

There's is someone in the world who will appreciate my heart?...a heart more fix and broken that happy in this past years....and my health is not good as in past years, that make me sad too....I wish soon this feeling go away for good...as that time comes, pliss ARMY keep giving love to the guys, surely they need it in a world when a lot of people only seeing them as trophys and not as persons...they need us to be more happy day to day...and also give them privacy, they are humans too, they need it,we have to remenber that oki ? :)

IT IS GOOD NOT EVERYDAY IT IS A GOOD DAY....WE ARE HUMANS...LOVE YOURSELF EVEN THAT DAYS

SENDING LOVE

E

HELLO IT´S ME, I´M THE PROBLEM IT´S ME

 Hello everyobody...boys and grills...i mean girls :)

 I hope you are ok and healthy 

Is fair to said even my health its not the best...im having a good time with my friends...I have a new friend,Camila we are very much alike..even we have the same illness so it is confortanting to meeting a friend than can understand you...

I watch almost all the lives on Weverse that Jungkook did...he such a very sincere person, i love that from he..he knows how to cook i hope one day taste his food...i really like saw he in all the live and my favourite part is when he opens about his problems like his skin and Bam and when he is sincere about what is he is thinking like the time some fans go to saw him in the gym...come on girls! he needs his space, like he said, he is also a human,so he need time to doing what he wants...im really glad that he opens about this...Yes i saw the campain, JK x CK, is really nice, but i think, personally that with a short hair cut he would be looking better but it is not important my opinion, Jk have to do what he wants, thats the important...You know that in one live, Jk listen the song of a girl with my second name jaja i was so happy that he knows my name....maybe he didnt notice but that i really like that...is the song: Your gentleman by Claudia. Here the song

and video with jungkook vibing with song HERE

So at least Jk knows one of my names jjiji SUPER HAPPY, I think things happens for a reason so maybe one day we could taking about this  with Jk.

Even i think one day i will meet Jungkook, the main reason i create this blog is not that, maybe one day i will share with you the reason....but i think the time for this blog fullfill in her mission is very near, so that is one reason im Happy :)

The other reason is that i think than JK has started his Album, his solo Album....it´s just a feeling...and also i think he will enter the military service next year...i think he maybe colaborate with Justin Bieber or Charlie Puth....that is again just a feeling....

One think i want to believe will happens is something i saw in one dream i had...in my dream is like a circle of greats artist and a song in the back,various crystals clear circles with levels.....the song was singing by Taylor Swift and Jungkook and a part of the song said: "Forever and ever" but not like the song of Taylor Swift, it was a song more calming and sweet with the falsetto of JK....i dont know why but i also see the face of Nick Jonas....i dont think that the 3 of them will have a song, i think maybe one and one like TS & JK and JK & NJ....something like that...again is just a feeling, a dream i  had....Taylor Swift is one of my favourite artist and IU remenbers me to Taylor Swift...both Queens :)

Thats all i can share...just feelings....i hope that Jk comeback soon with a Live in Weverse is always nice to saw he, speacially when he smiles, is my favourite part :) yours too right?

Please take care of yourself and take care of your health

E.

FREE TIME FOR JUNGKOOK

 A few week ago i was like mad because i saw all over internet ARMY saying : where is jungkook where is jk, we miss you..where is my cookie?, where is my googie?....and many more,memes and others....So i was mad at Jungkook....i was thinking how he is hurting army,that missed him, Thanks to Army he has all he have....like i said before i am the attorney of ARMY jjeje....so that was my way of thinking before....I was saying later on a few days i will wright this post to talk about the topic....And then i was inmersed in my thoughts...And i realized that Jungkook spend all his youth working....He needs the space to grow up, to live his age, we all saw he in "in the soop", when he is getting fun he looks like a child right? He of course is not a child, he is a man, he have duties and responsibilities and he does do it...he haved to grow fast and never blame someone , always at the top of his posibilities for you, for ARMY....but he needs space for be his self and enjoy his youth....I realized that and stop waiting Jungkook to appear, i was living my life, It´s summer in Peru so is a better climate for me, so im enjoying my time with my family and my friends and take care of my health. Suddenly the time past and only 1 day left (for me because i will see it tomorow) to the concert in busan in cinemas, Jungkook appear in Weverse and Instagram Live and took 4 hours of his time, to enjoy time with ARMY, but because my Korean it is very basic, i only understood part of the live...but actions speak louder than words, Jungkook said that do a Weverse live was so difficult because all the protocols to follow but no matter what happened, he would do the live, because he missed ARMY and even said that the company surely will make him a call to tall about that Weverse live.... 

So girls, fans and ARMY pliss understand Jungkook, i know it is not easy but he need the time to enjoy yourself and his friends and grow up, take rest, this is also a reminder for me...the same is for the other menbers, if they want to enjoy his time, let them do it....If we were in his position surely we want to others let us live our life...So we have to loving them the way they need it,not the way we need it

ENJOY YOUR LIFE ARMY, LOVE YOURSELF AND FOR THAT PLACE IN YOUR HEART COME BACK TO US, TO  LOVE AND SUPPORT THE GUYS, THEY DESERVE IT

PLISS TAKE CARE ARMY AND TAKE CARE OF YOUR HEALTH

BORAHAE

E.