LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 121-REASONS

DATE 30/11/24

Jungkookah im not sure if already tell you about,some of the reasons i love you,you as a human being,of course this also apply to the menbers...i compilated here some videos that show your personality and the menbers too...

I know many people think that i like you because you seem so hot in some pictures...or maybe because many people said you are the mostly knowed of BTS...i already know that some merch is more buying about cooky....i know because some time i couldnt buy because is out of stock or something like that.

But the real reason i liked you very much is because of your personality...

You are very funny...and i am clever for jokes so i really like your kind of personality

You are so respectfull,i like that because that the way i was raised and for my religition of course...

I also think is because the country, in fact have many cultural values and that way my religition is is,so i understand and like the way the 7 of you are.

Here are some videos that show your personality so others can know you better:

Your brothers are the most important to you HERE

You  7 are true to yourself HERE

I really love your brain HERE youre way of thinking often remenber mine,because maybe because we are INTP, we like to be in all sides and be empatic,that lead me to have very deap conversations with honest friends.

You didnt change and stayed respectfull HERE

You are optimist HERE , I need to be like that, i often optimist with other not with me.

I love your goofy mood not the sexy HERE

I LOVE see you in a Suit, i really do,you pull off so well HERE

I really like the fact that you dance so well HERE, I have a instagram account were i dance but i cant show you because i prefer stay private, is better that way.

I admire the 7 of you,to be calm cause as a idols it is not easy for you HERE I understand this beacuse of my religition i have privileges and responsabilities and for that reason i have to expectional or are irreproachable....so i understand the importance to guide our steps truthfully....i know many people maybe have bad opinion of religition but i sincere believe this HERE

THIS IS MY MOST FAVOURITE PHOTO ,BESIDES THE PHOTOS OF THE 7 OF YOU HERE I have this as my wallpaper jeje

You and the menbers are really and sincere love Army HERE

The modesty  HERE

I like that you need each other HERE

I like that the 7 of you are honest HERE

And well some many more reason to love you and love the menbers, you are the best people. :)

I hope you understand me better and see thru my eyes,how valuable you are,and of course the 7 of you

XOXO

E.

 RESONS I LOVE JK 30/11 CHAT

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 120

 24/11/2024

Jungkookah at this time you know that i have crazy and sweet dreams...recently i have a  dream about some event or maybe some olympics?in Spain.... jaja i cant remenber the place but it is a place when you are the host,or co host...

Well you are the host of the show,i supossed to be staff or someon who work for that event,seems im in the car with the principal camera to film the event...so we reach to the principal plataform,and the car comes nears to the stage because you will give a few words and i thinking to myself : hope the drive dont forget to go straight ahead to record your speech but the driver forget and you start to run JAJAJA very tipical from you,right? and you start to run with the microphone to speak...seems like you couldnt reach the car so the camera shift to other part of the event...i of course since i was in the car i get very excited to see you so close,chasing the car JAJA and i dont know why,my brother is sitting right next to me..and he start to laught about me...i dont know why i tough i saw Bruno Mars in that event...i think that must be ,because i like APT jejeje...  

Hope this make you laugh a little bit,of your daily same chores life :)

Hope bam is okey too,also i hope of the menbers are healthy and safe,say hi to them :) jeje hi from Army too

I need to go to sleep right now,it is almost 2am,so i need to rest,at least i was able to write a few post to keep up 

Rest well and keep the good cooking going on :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 119

DATE: NOV 2024

Recently jungkookah i watch again a clip that always make me laugh,you know what i refering, this one

HERE PERILLA LEAF JAJAJA

They are many fans and others that think you will be a possesive boyfriend....what do you think? is that true?....I kinda dont know what to say... i dont think you are possesive, i think you are VERY possessive :) jajaj im just kidding...i never considered myself jealous...i always tried to believe in my partner...is not the normal to do? It is like if you cant trust your love one ,how you can live with them for life..i think like this: i will believe you till you prove me wrong...

Obviously i also feel jealous in some ocations but i dont think im a very jealous person,i think we cant hold back someone whos want to leave...i also think that jealous in some moments will ruin a relationship.

I would love to hear you someday talking about what you think is a healthy relationship...i really think that your parents will be your example,right?  That must be very nice to see your parents be together over the years...that a privilege not many people over the planet have jungkookah,so appreciated gift.

These last post is boring you,right jk? Im sorry i try to write a letter for each day you are in military service but my daily life dont let me, sorry 죄송합니다

So i decided some time ago that i will try to write you when there is something i see i like o something i think or kinda things like that....maybe in that middle im not very talented to write....but i hope that at least,this few post can light up your heart and Seoul jeje i mean soul :) yeah i has to do with the tittle of the blog...surely you have notice that long time ago...well if you reading this someday....even if you read this like 10 years from now i hope that can give you some love from across the world.

From Peru to Korea :)

Have a good bam or good day :)

E 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 118

 Jungkookah the other day i saw your BBC RADIO INTERVIEW (HERE)

I was really impressed with your english and your use of words that expressed your feelingsa dn also so polite and respectfull..all of your golden promotions was mostly in english and you really did a good job,it is all about the persistence

 Like i told you in other post, i learned english with Friends and Gilmore Girls...i have so MUCH TROUBLE with the time and pronouns....i understand everything but when i need to talk,that scared me...also i think i must get in classe but my EGO cant let me...since my brothers speak only thanks to seeing tv programs like RM and like i kinda did...so that is bad,my ego is not helping me :(

In this video you are thnaking army for the love and support HERE 2...that is someting i admire for the 7 of you..you really thinks without army, you be nothing...and that i so true but also kinda false,because i think the big reason why Army love you,the 7 of you, is because your kind heart....im very sure that is the principal reason why army loves you...In this days,they are so many singers that they dont thank to fans,they think that his succes is for his hard work,they forget about the fans...you know,the cow forgets when was a veal,yeah....

I hope the 7 of you,never become like that,keep shining tru your beautifull souls...the one we really value

Keep smiling :)

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 117

DATE 22/11/24

Jungkookah do you wanna know about my life lately? Like already says i have months worried about my personal data and the illegal activation of number in AMERICATEL...it is almost 2 years with this problem and is so exhausting all of this....so i try to live one day at the time....and i was thinking than surely you and menbers understand what it happening to me.....Im thinking you 7 understand because many bad people try to impersonate you (7) and deceive ARMY...that is something so bad and cruel....

How many army think in some moment that maybe is you(7) are with they talking about and then maybe that person said it will gift them something but she have to paie the delivery...and that way many are cheat them like that...i remenber read in somewhere that the people do that and i was so angry because when the girl are young and innocent they can believe many things and that is so unfair...so they are many people that hurt and cheat ARMY.

Please army dont believe anyone that says is one of the menbers o other asian people,especially when they asked you money like the way i said lines above... we have to take care each other right? I really would had be a attorney jeje always many people said to me,that i would was a great attoney....and im sure of that! jeje

Ps: Im so behind in my posts :(...december is a difficult month and i have many things would change next year so i am worried about that and other problems that always pop up in the daily life.

PS2:A few days ago you did a surprise live and i was so happy to see you,your live was THE ONLY good in that day,that day was full of bad things,some thank you so much for your comfort tru that day.

owww i have a good new...well it is not that important but i could understand the tittle of your live in weverse.

You said "bogoshipta" what means "i miss you" and "mani" is like "so much" so it means "i miss you so much"....finally i can understand some words...also from your live i can understand some word without help,that make me so happy :)

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 116

 DATE :18/11/24

Jungkookah some days ago i was thinking if i can tell you what i am doing right now,i mean in my life,whats is happening,may i? hopefully dont bored you...well you are a good listener i think...so i can tell you whats going on my life lately...

I think i already tell you that i want and need to change job...i was with another job offer...but the future boss seems like no be a very secure of hire someone...so im little overwelmed by that...i really want to have a job which i can work fron home or at least using only my phone...i really would love to go to Korea in a near future...so im trying to find a job that let me that kind of freedoem...and i only have till december to really figured out a answer to this problem...what do you think? 

Should i prioritize my confort(work from home) to have more money(stay in my current job)??

Theres also the issue that i need to do rehabilitation of my left leg...and i also want to resume my studies in Turism....when i think about this out loud,everything seems so simple...i need to change my job to have more freedom to do more for me...it is time...it is scare but i need to make the jump...exactly tomorow i have to talk to my future boss so this post is just came in time....i must said that this post is a updated because tomorow is 18/12/24...i have in  a draft  what i feel so i dont lose it andwrite whats on my mind in the moment...but this time is a mix of both...so is really good timming....when i started to write post from what i wanna said in this post from days ago,i always put some random music of you(7) so just in this moment pop up "life goes on" in the forest...the one you directed :)....always that song make me feel better...coincidences...i dont think so :)

Also other things make me worried,about a problem i already tell you,about the thing about my data information be public and used for bad things...seems like it will fix,i hope so...i try not have high hopes on his  because it is almost 2 years with this problem....and also have to go to prosecutors office is demanding time and energy,which i dont have in this moment because im so sick of this problems....i think in other post i will talk to you about this

Jungkookah i dont know if you know this, but recently korea and Peru make like a agreement  for flights in our country and also recently china and us make a new harbor to things come Asia to South America,Busan is one of the places will ship...i toke a picture of what i saw,i will leave it here...and in recently days is formal the direct flight to PERU-KOREA and vice versa....it is not great? surely...

This make me so happy...hope one day we can meet at least for a few minutes...

Till then,hope both we have good lifes...

I need go to bed,is almost 2 am here jeje...

Have a good bam

Hopefully hope that you one day could read this post,at least once

XOXO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 115

 DATE 18/11

Jungkookah some time ago i saw this VIDEO of your friend Cha eun woo talking about love and marriage...when i saw him, really surprise me,i didnt realize that idols can suffer from love...i mean obviously you are human and can feel joy and sarrow but i always thinks that there is someone than can truly love,a true love not interest in things and superfluous things...so when i saw Eun woo i thought that also the fame and money can feel very lonely...because many people is onyl interest in what we have and not what we are....in my teenagers times and some early twenties i noticed some people around me be like that...somehow they liked my group of friends or things/goals i achieved but dont really love me as my friend  or as a person...

But i definitely i understand eun woo....because it is not only to be with someone...is that he/she will be your partner and your confident...it is not only to have someone with you is someone to hold you in difficult times and also like cha said,than can love you in your worst time...some people are just near to see us fall....thats the reason i understand eun woo....time goes by and we cant find that special one....sometimes i worried about that....but then i think that is worst to hurry up in that area,is better to be alone that be in bad company...what do you think about this JK?

Im sure you,as eun woo and as i...we want real love stories...and wewill not confort with less...surely time will be give us the reason...in the middle time,lets keep our live full of joys and hapinness...

Till we meet someday

Have a good Bam

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 114

DATE 15/11/24

 Jungkookah there is a song im very in these days....HOME...besides that is catchy and fun...the fact that include a word in spanish make me very happy...specially a word is so important as is our HOME...the version recorder for Jimmy Fallon is the one im talhing about, you can see it HERE.

I really like the fact that you (7) , notice your international fans with this kind of song...like in airplane when you use the word "El Mariachi" and with this song the word Home in spanish which is

MI CASA ＜3

Im trying to remenber you every day...well is not necesary need something,you always on mind,when i feel sad with my problems or when im overwelmed or when i feel lonely...i search a video with you doing goffy things,thata always make me laugh and forget my problems, surely Army feel the same when we see videos of the 7 of you,been yourself, that always make us happy.

Recently i bought a charm for a bracelet i have,i tried to find something about Korea, i only found things from Japan and China so i choose something to help me to remenbers you,like the one time you were on camping and you film it...and i bought it...a familiar gift me this bracelet with heart's baggage,a airplane and also a earth globe....i also put it the bracalet name charm from the keyring from golden's merch...fits right,no? let me show you:

 Nice right? I try to used it everywhere i go...is also a reminder and that make me happy when something is bad in the day.

Hope when dys go bad, you, in fact the seven of you,remenber army and that make you happy.

With love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 113

DATE 10/11/24

 Jungkookah i recently pop up with videos i never seen about the 7 of you,i mean,thats a lot i even didnt watch because i only know you from final 2022. But one of favourite song is LIFE GOES ON you can see it HERE. So that was the case of this VIDEO explaining the meaning of LIFE GOES ONE...I felt sorrt that i didnt know this song back then, surely it would have consoled me,mostly from the dead of my father in the early 2020...i cant believe it is almost 5 years...this song is very beautifull,one of my favourites like i said...and in 1 video you can hear the song.

Like they said,literally the world stopped without a warning...BTS also said that they have plans to see Army,i can imagine maybe they were refering about a world tour...you and the menbers wanted to thank army for give DYNAMITE the 1 spot on Billboard and also give with a song confort to army.

Like RM said many people need confort in that days...here in Peru was a terrible situation...many deads and many people without food to eat....i hope one of the people can found confort with this song in that time.

The specialty of BTS is writing song so of course you(7) thought that write a song it will help...and surely did...this remenbers me the time i felt the confort of you JK... i write THIS post,when i face a dificult situation.

Like Jimin said, you(7) missed a lot Army...so surely when you come back will be very epic

The lyrics of RM always amazed me and felt proud of them...the lyrics gave us so much of feeling and to can say what we feel in that moment...like RM said, we are only humans so we are allowed to feel bad.

I remenber hear DYNAMITE about a few months later in a commercial...and i even remenber that i save the song to do choreo after...the song was poppy and fun,

Lets meet soon with a smile

good nght

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 112

 DATE 10/11/24

Jungkookah i recently watch this VIDEO of Jimmy Fallon..Really like to hear and felt proud of  the 7 of you,to the helg and donations you did to the people in need.

I liked to hear the your experiences of childhood...also is so funny that mostly the quiet ones are in adulthood a new person....im also like that, i remenber be very calm person i mean i never escaped of school or go to the disco or do others kind of things...sometimes i think maybe i losed so freedom or experiences but finally i am grateful but things go that way...i love have 30 and dont have childrens and enjoy my time....so i think maybe over the years we change so much...

Is always funny to see the 7 of you...we cant wait to see you together...day by day is less time to meet again

ARMY-BTS

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 111

DATE 02/11/24

Hello Jungkookah...Well i have all the note from each day i thought to write....i was need to talk about HYBE , the inform about idols (aka artist)...i know Jungkookah, you cant really interfer in this kind of situations,i am just talking about what i think about the way they expressed in that inform.

This document i found it very disrespectful...not only to referring about the physical of the artists, also telling that some of them  are ugly or even talk about the need of surgery.

Even i found this very bad,it was not surprise because is the same all over the world...maybe in other countries didnt know but is very usual for  the companies to talk about this way of the artist...thats the reason many of them are so invest in the physic ....what is so inconsiderate is also that, they are talking about children in some cases because they are a so young.

Liry Onni talk about that in this VIDEO

I understand the artitude of the legislator, they need answers not more questions...im a really dissapointed with Hybe...i only hope HYBE can make things right...i am sure they can fix his mistakes.

When things like this happend, i only think in you guys, the menbers of BTS, surely you have opinions, but you cant tell so much...thats understandable...i am in a similar situation but somehow i try to say something in my way...like you JK when yor write in the bam pictures.

I only hope things go better

Hope everyone can feel better besides the problems

Lets stay happy :)

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 110

DATE 02/11/24

 Jungkookah im very proud of you advance in english...recently i saw this VIDEO of you speaking english...RM did a good job and also yourself to, your improve a lot,i am so happy for you,this make you closer to Army international...you were very fluent and also,so clear,i know from songs you sang,you dont have accent,that is so hard...i have a lot of spanish accent..well that how i am but im trying be better...i hope one day i could be so fluent like RM...I always admired RM brain...explain in english is not easy task...and when he explained about success was mind blowing,i really like what he said,i also think like him,Army and fans was the principal motor of sucess...

In some other time we can talk more about this,it is almost 2 of the morning here,im trying to catch in time with my older post so i hope you can understand my disappering from time to time...i hope in other post i can talk to you about my life,and how is going to me....right now i have to sleep but i dont want you to forget that i am very proud,as Army too surely,for your advance and obviously for the kind of person you are...our precious maknae,keep your heart of gold in the same track, honesty and truefullness.

GOOD BAM

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 109

 DATE 02/11/12

Jungkook i hope one day,you and Jimin have the oportunity to singing like RM did, HERE is a video i found for that day...RM looks so happy right? Im happy to see you happy,is always wonderfull to see,any of the 7 of you,happy and singing...even RM said "소리 질러" that make me laught jeje..surely you and the menbers miss singing on the stage,we miss you too :) 

I always talk and dont let you to talk jajaja well jeje im just polite jeje i know you cant respond...maybe you even dont know this blog,obviously you are so busy...someday i really hope you can see what im talking about in here...and hope at least know you,even if is for a few minutes...

Jungkookah i now i seeing a video on YT about lessons of biology and our feelings...i will leave it HERE you can put subtitules on other languagues is so interesting...today 30/11 i saw this..its a very clever teacher...at least i see him as a teacher,and looks like he went to the same olympics like Jin, nice right?

I really cant concentrate meanwhile i hear this man jeje is so interesting....he said roght know to the important to change of thoughts in some circustances...and the important of that...i cannot be more agree with him :)

Hope today you had a good day

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 108

 DATE 24/10/24

Jungkookah some time ago i saw the movie "Your name" or "KIMI NO NA WA"....and then in agost of 2022 i saw this video on tik tok..is a mix of your song with the song of the movie..i think they match perfectly

I dont know if you saw this,so i leave your here :)

                                              (this video is not mine,i found it in youtube)

Remenbering this song also remenbers me the dream i have about a song that you sing with other artist...in the lyrics said something like this: "You were lost in me,as strange as could be"....in one part you sang a high note...i think i dream this in 11/06/2022...the time really past by

Hope all 7 have a good day :)

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 107

 DATE 24/10/24

Jungkookah i was worried about a thing i noticed, is about Yoongi hyung,i felt like unfair what he had to go through...I know that he made a mistake but i think is over proportion...i notice that some non-fans make him feel unloved,and that make me sad....i know you had a similar problem in the past, 2019 i think...i dont say this to make you feel bad,im trying to have deep thought on fans with these....why in that  time the press and other didnt try to hurt you as they did with yoongi....i dont wanted to them treated you badly,i mean why they are hard in other and with other dont....i know that you received a lot of bad feeling when you did your tattos but i dont know,is that time,nobody send you like condolences flowers...that really made me very angry...so unfair to yoongi

i sure that not only you,but menbers obvisuly get mad with this....you cant do anything to defend yoongi? like the time you use the bam pics to defend other artist...i was thinking like that but then i realize that maybe you cant do it...i know you are example and that is important in Korea but i cant help tto tell what i think,when is unfair...even takign you out of this example...Yoongi didnt deserve be treated like that,we all humans,and we make and we will make mistakes in the way of life...i sometimes think that Korea press is a bit lack of empathy....maybe i dont know enough about the topic, maybe,i just share my thoughts here,hope you understand who works my mind...the heart of the 7 of us,is the thing Army most valuable....여러분 dont forget that.

We love the 7 of you

XOXO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 106

DATE 23/10/24 

Jungkookah i know you value so much all the menbers...i wanna talk to you about RM, our leader XD....Leader of BTS...there is interview in a program i really like...i will leave HERE

I am also like RM, im scared about marriage, i mean when i was young i thought by my 25 i will married, i was so sure.....but time teached me that is better to be alone than in bad company....and i really enjoy my freedom,by traveling around my country and enjoy my family and also enjoy my time alone...i really glad  i didnt married because i really enjoy myself and to the point to know myself very well now,to know what like and what i dont like and to know really the people,i have more carefull with the people i know...and also i am a very private person..i dont have a partner since 2017...yes jajaja.... i long time,i mean i did knew a very few people for days and talk about a future relationship but in the end  i didnt begin a relationship....but i dont felt bad...i really like the time i dedicated to my hobbies,like dancing,be with my friends,shopping jeje....yeah im a image consultant...first in my class sooo jeje im very proud of myself,and i use my time to help other,and also many time in my religition,who made me who i am,and im very proud of my mind...

So now i little scare to settled down i mean married....if i get wrong....marriage is not a game,also im very concert about kids,i want kids but if i choose wrongly, my kids could suffer and i dont want that, because i think that the only way to have kids is already marriege,that is a very non-negotiable....surely your parents taught that too.....im so happy that your parents are together,that is peace in heart.

But i think with the right person all with fall in place.....dont you think? 

Let be happy till that happend

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 105

Date 20/10

Jungkooah i was so busy..but well also you surely...i will write what i thought the 20/10/24

I remenber the other day about a dream i have,so long ago...did i tell you? I dream about my future soul mate but didint know this face,it was no one i already know...i only remenber was taller than me, with dark hair maybe smiling...i dont remenber...i remenber that that dream was the day i prayed to at least see the face of my future partner...because time pass and im still without find my love....of course...could be only a dream? i dont know,hope no....he was taller than me,my height is 1.63cm and normally i weight is 55 kl but lately is 59 :( i love pizza and "pollo a la brasa" what can i do jejeje

These days i saw a notice about your future concerts,like new politics ,like hybe will give priority to the real fans who show them,like the most listenres in spotify  of yours songs....than was really nice...i will leave here:

Is so nice right? The true fans will be taking in consideration....hope hope really hope you,means BTS will come to Peru...right? Pleaseee or at least Chile,i have friends in Chile and is near by...Jungkooah, many peruvians love BTS...dont forget pliss...Stray kids(recently information) and others k actors will come to Peru.....we wait for all of you

GOOD BAM everyone

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 104

 DATE 19/10

Jungkookah i was thinking about RUN BTS, the program not the song jeje....i was thinking it will be so fun that,when BTS is complete can make some tv programs like singing songs from other artist...i think they are programs like that in Korea....

The other day i heard this song of BSB and really like it, it is not very know the song...but it is very beautifull...the song is : WHAT MAKES YOU DIFFERENT, MAKES YOU BEAUTIFULL

I dont know if you heard this song but is from the movie Princess Diary..and when i heard that song,i was thinking that will be so beautifull to BTS sing this song....with the differents voices of the menbers,it will be a blast!

I also think that i would love to my special one dedicated to me this song, surely all Army thinks the same.

The lyrics of the song are very beautifull because ,all of us are precious even is we are different from others,physically maybe religition or other thing, all of us are special,

Dont forget that Army,all of us are special,now and always :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 103

 DATE 18/10

Jungkookah i really like youf videos,i think i like the people that are honest and true,even is that is not the most popular...and i saw your video of recording seven,is one of my favourites....HERE it is if someone didnt see it.

I really like that you try so hard to let Kpop in the top, a place that people must be respect Korea.

You tried so hard to pronounce right the english....and is so notable that....when i heard other kpop artist speak english, even if laudable the effort, you really work hard to be good and to be understandable....and you did it! Im so happy and proud of you

I really like what the producer Andrew Watt said about you....he said something i already know, something that also applied the other menbers, the effort to be better...when Andrew said that other singers just do the minimun or dont take the constructive opinions....and you were different from other, i think he mean about other nortamerican singers....you were differente,that is notable in your album,and that make me feel proud as a fan :)

I even think that if someday, Andrew and Cirkut know your partnert in life,they will be very kind,because they seems to be so kind people...

BTS is keeping high fence. always make us pride

There is always be things to be better, lets try to be better day by day

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 102

DATE 10/10

Jungkookah I watch again your interview with Zane Lowe,for the ones didnt see it,HERE it is

I really like your interview,you were very honest,kind and respectfull...Also you remarks that thankfully you got to know the menbers and learnd from them, also that make me very good person you are.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 101

 Date 09/10

The other day i was listening a old song,and make me cry a little bit...was a song form the 2000.

HERE it is...

Because of You form Kelly Clarkson, that song make me think and inmerge deep in my thoughts...at first sight we can think is a story of a young couple who fights....but when we really pay atention or maybe like me,that i saw this first time in my 13 years, i didnt understand it....later on i got to understand that it was a story from a gilr,whos parents fight and his father go away and later in years the girl is trying to not make the same mistakes that his parents....the lyrics are very deep...if you never heard it...it is a must....

The song is very deep,like you can see, with the thought of a child that saw everything happend with her parents...that make me think that how difficult is to breakthrough of this kind of problems.

Our mental health is so precious and often so overrated by the people or even by our family...while i see this video make me thinks...How can we help other to feel better....it will be so great a honest program to addresses this kind of problem...

The childs of a divorce/separate parents, we really try to better day by day...but it is more difficult that  others

 that have a very strong family(i mean the core problem) 

But in the end of the video is so confortanting because she is capable to change the dinamics and not to make the same mistakes....

Hope every human and Army can find a relief in this kind of situations...

If we are alone,we are together in the feeling

Lets always be happy no matter the circunstances :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 100

 DATE 08/10

Jungkookah i recently hear a song that really like in my childhood,was a song of a movie called : A walk to remenber:

This movie really like because was different...some people maybe will find it boring but i really like,have you seen it? If not,you have to, i am sure you will love it

This movie has a song that the protagonist sing, is this CRY-MANDY MOORE

This movie is one of my favourites,is a love that didnt last forever but was worth living,i always think that i will have that kind of love...

Also think that many things happend and will happend to someday find my seoulmate....what do you think? I dont worry about my age, i know i will be with my special one and i know that everything will worth the wait.

Dont everyone deserve that?

Surely us too :)

I hope one day you will find your seoulmate and be happy...in fact all 7 must find their truly love,all mankind deserve that and someday we will had too.

Meanwhile lets live a life that make us better day by day

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 99

DATE 08/10

Is almost the day a few years ago that had a surgery and also the day you confort my seoul jeje...i remenber that is like was yesterday...i was son nervous about the surgery i know that was not a very risky but eitherway i also felt very sad about the fact something can go wrong....and just one day before the surgery you launch this song FALLING COVER

This song really confort me i listened many hours on repeat till i fall sleep, i dont know what was the reason you lauched but i was so happy that you did and also that the melody and music make me to inmerge in my emotions and try to calm down

Some time ago i also talk about this,in this post

I still have my scar from the surgery,is a reminded to take care my body....im sure that many armys in the world had this similar situations and also felt confort in your songs...i think also your song is one of the most way to make us close to you(7)...almost all your song is about love,be happy,be enough,be brave,be good person,...and that is something that i always be proud....you are different people and that make us love you....BTS is unique not for their dance or music, what makes you beautifull is your 7 hearts...

Lets be one always

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 98

08/10

Today i was thinking about how about the time flies...you are now in more that half of your service...that make me feel happy.that you are a very liable person...and also you are now a Corporal...surely one that help other, just like RM and your others brothers...

I think about how you feel right now....relief? You think you will miss your chores or your friends? surely...seams like you found real friends,for the point of view of the pics that randomly are in internet, show jimin and you,very happy...i am really happy that you work in kitchen...because tht means that you dont have to use to many firearms or things like that...i really hate the fact that,7 of you have to learn to kill people....for that is never good, like the bible says.

In the Bible, Jesus says, "Put your sword in its place, for all who take the sword will perish by the sword" in Matthew 26:52. This quote is often used in discussions about gun violence and gun safety legislation. 

Well i  think that is so true...thats the reason i am very worried that,the 7 of you are learning that kind of stuff....but well i also now that is obligatory for mans...i am only waiting the day,all world dont learn more about war and violence...i know that the day will come...

In the middle time, can we help others to learn about that all,we are brothers in this world, and that we need to protect others and give our hand to protect and care our souls....

Surely we can :)

XOXO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 97

 DATE 07/10

Recently we heard a lot about P. diddy and some friends of him....and also about usher be in the middle....really make me relief about that you Jungkookah didnt joined in the SB this year...im was very worried about the friends you can have in the enterteinment world...even i know that at this stage you already know that theres so many bad people in this world...i also know that Army always protect you but i hope you can really notice when bad people is in your way...i dont think Usher is a bad person, i am very fan for so many years, i am still now but i also want that you always think about when you meet people...i also have to apologie about be hurry about the thing i said about usher in the music of standing next to you to promote his SB part...seems like Usher in did invited jungkook to be with him in SB but you couldnt because your militar service is not done...so i think i overreact about that...even so i think that was no necessary to have the part of jungkook if he didnt go....but maybe that video was made many time ago when maybe he think he think you will come...but well that is not mine problem,only the think i know is the thing i can talk about...i only hope that the people whos stay near you,i mean 7, be truly and sincere....and i am only hope that you 7,have only true friends....maybe very difficult but surely always we can spect that :) 

ARMY AND BTS 

APOBANGPO

Sweet Dreams

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 96

 30/09

Recently i was think about one thing,in many countrys showed I am still,your documental...and also launched I am still party edition...when i hear thet the only difference was about 20 min of song, even i wanted to go but in peru didnt released.... but thought about i didnt like the idea for the fact, that i was considering like was a cruel way of "HYBE" or the enterprice to take money from army....i mean we love to see you,all 7 of you, but this new project,for me in a way was dissapointing....i mean only for song and no content about you or maybe i dont know a little interview....and that make me thing about who many things about the enterprise is in your hand...you approval this other project "i am still party"....??? Maybe yes or maybe no...but like i said that make me think about who many things can you tell or do...or you are obligated to do because you are part of the enterprise....i hope that always you can say the last word and always think about Army and also army economy,that is not the same in all part of the world...even is exciting see of you,sometimes think that are things that are not necessary and dont make Army save money to the future concert you will held in 2025/2026...and only hope that you never settle for less if your company dont respect Army or dont respect the 7 of you...never think that Army will leave, een if you go somewhere,Army we ve by your side always, dont forget that our precious boys...

Lets always be happy and true to ourselves

:)

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 95

DATE 08/10 

Jungkookah i recently hear a song, that relesed many year ago,was a song that was deep for me,for the things happend in my family when i was very young...the divorce of my parents and all the injustice we had to live for so many years and the fact i dont want to make the same mistakes....and this song is about that

HERE Kelly Clarkson-Because of You

This song made me cry today that i heard ones again this song...And i also saw this quote that make me meditate and think about life,about how many things happend and we have to live with that...only learning the good stuff about live....this is the quote:

"Broken home isn't choice,, but people's that lives with this kind of pain is stronger than anything".

I know that in Corea, very few people divorce...and i also know that almost all your parents,i mean the seven of you,are together,that make me feel very happy for you guys....the family is so important in our life that we need to be stronger every day of our live....but for the people that didnt have that...are we doomed to have the same mistakes or have to be sad? Surely no...i think that make us very stronger people and also make us grow up more fast for the things we had to live.

I hope that all the people that feel bad for this kind of things dont forget never that they are valuable and unique...the world not be same if we were never born..and so the millions before us that lived in this world

We can be the best version of us and we can have a impact in our world

Lets all help each other to be emotional healthy, i really think a way of help other in Corea specially to feel more well in that line...i hope sometime i have the oportunity to help....surely that oportunity will come eventually

In the mid time, lets all help each other while we can :)

Sweet dreams

E.

XOXO

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 94

DATE 29/09

Jungkookah, surely you know about the events Army do for you, since this month was your birthday so here in Peru, specially in Lima,so the event was this NAMKOOKFEST. I didnt go,i was not planting to go also,i am very worried and pay attention to all of you,BTS, but i dont know if i can consider myself as a Army but i love the seven of you, obviously you know by now

I never went to a event about BTS, often i dont like a very crowded places...but i hope one day i will go :)

I was thinking about this kind of events, often in that place are cardboard doll of BTS...and many Army take pictures with them like if was they wedding day jejej....surely that is sweet and also funny....i think i cant never do that,i will be all red for embarrasment jeje....but then i saw pictures and seems like they are very happy in this events, hopefully one day i will go....

When i was thinking about this...i think about you...i mean when one day you will marry someone...can you imagine to ask your future wife to marry you and she say NO?....because you are married to a lot of Armys and there are pictures of the event JAJA....i am definitely like that....i mean i like to joke around, jungkookah dont get mad....hopefully your future wife will not say that to you JEJE....

Besides the joke side, i often think about when you will get marry and how will Army take that...im sure that obviously will be sad...i mean we are humans and this kind of life, we tend to idealize you and others menbers too....the only thing i hope for all 7 of you, is that your future wife loves army i mean LOVES ARMY deeply and honestly so that she can understand Army and her feellings.

Thats all it matter...

I have headache so i will go to sleepy

Have a good Bam

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 93

DATE 27/09

 Jungkookah i was watching episode 8 of Something in the Rain and when this scene happend here ....make me think that if you kinda live something like that you will be upset?....and i will say the thing you said in this video here....you will laugh? or more mad? if i make jokes in a moment when you are mad?....i will say "JUNGKOOKAH IM SORRY FOR MY FAULT, JK COME BACK" 😅😂😁

You seems to be a person chill and cool and i think you would laugh about it but maybe im wrong and maybe you will mad like this JAJAJAJA... im not judging i am the same, i mean im INTP also jejej

Thats all folks...that make me laugh and think about you so i cme to write this :)

not always have to be something deep jeje maybe deep laugh jejeje

GOOD BAMS

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 92

DATE :27/09

 Jungkook like i tell in other post,im watching Something in the Rain...and in the episode 7 was a explication about was love it is...i really like it...i think i never experience this kind of love...i hope if you dont have it,someday you will....i think everyone deserves this,Namjoon,Jimin,Tae, Hobi, Jin and Yooongi....all mankind deserve...seems so hard to find....but feel so deeply and i will try to explain here

VIDEO AUDIO OF JIN-AH

 ☝☝☝손예진 사랑 고백에 눈물 맺힌 정해인 "사랑해.. 오래오래" 밥 잘 사주는 예쁜 누나 7회

She says that was very thankfull with him, because she never thought than someone can love she the way he do...she also said that she is learning so much just watching him...also said that she learned that love someone is give all for that person the best way possible...and she says he love so much and that she hopes she can love him long time...i really like this description of love...i also like when the first time she didnt said i love you to him even he did...Im kind of like that, i never said i love you to anyone in my entire life...never the love explode in my heart as much to tell.......also...i  have a promise to say i love to only my special one, one day in the future....i must clarify that i love you is different in spanish,let me explain

SPANISH--------------------------------ENGLISH

TE QUIERO                                        I LOVE YOU

TE AMO                                             I LOVE YOU

TE AMO means more than TE QUIERO...often te amo is used for your partner or your parents but never to friends or other....you understand what i mean....I never said TE AMO to anyone and im very proud of that...i think is a word so special so cant waste in someone not worthy for our love enderlessy or unconditionally.

What do you think?

Hope one day i have some answer

GOOD BAM

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 91

 DATE 26/09

Jungkookah i was wondering about friendship...how long should a friendship last? Is enough know them for more than 7 years to feel that is worthy...i very uneasy about a friend i cared about much in the past....seems like when i moved on from other distric,the things goes different.....but i am truly honest...i think that this come for long ago....i only feel that, she looking for me, when she needs me, but she dont hesitate to tell well i am wrong about something,but when she is the one in fault, she only says: "my head is all over the place" or a sticker....BUT when is my fault,she write to me,like how you could make this mistake,better be the last time....soo i was like WHAT(Im just saying this to myself)...and she said that many times....so i was really so sick of that....even so when she need back up or a help, thats the moment she write to me....i know when this happend....when she is asking about my health...and  i start to make feel bad to think about she only care when she need a favor...then about the minutes....she ask her favor...and i always try to say yes,but recently i was so sick of that...

So im ask you....is only worth the friendship for the years? the good times if they are no more?

i need to endure for better times?...I really dont know what to do...so i started to looking for a way to geet away...and dont need to see it in this kind of situation...maybe if we are distance, things will go better?....is heavy for me because is a friendship for more than 10 years almost 15 years i think.....sometimes i think she has to many problems,i know she do but i have many too....she remenbers me a person from the past,that tended to point my mistakes but never recognized their mistakes, only the person was making excuses....i really dont like that kind of people....

Since you cant replied to this letter...i think i must care about my health and to find a way to not seiing her more than necesary, i will take steps to finally be more in calm.....I only hope that you dont be to this kind of situations, im only wish your friends will stay as your friends always,obviously good
people....never think that is better have a lot of friends if they dont deserve you,these things is for all, ARMY too, ARMY if someone is treating you badly, walk away from there, you deserve someone who treat you right...no matter how long time you meet...only let good people stay in your life.

Let all be happy always, right?

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 90

 DATE 23/09

Recently i was thinking about all the content that you seven left for us...and i was thinking about a new album....i mean a new album of you,Jungkookah...Like JIMIN with CLOSER THAN THIS...was in 22/12/23 and the song came out in the album muse about 19/07/2024...like many months later....maybe can NEVER LET GO be in a ALBUM? JEJE im delusional maybe...that idea came to my mind recently...but you work so hard that maybe time was something that wouldnt fit?

I would really love 2 album from you, like Jimin,one with songs that you choose and other album with song that you wrote in some way...maybe in the nights of you militar service you are doing some lyrics? Im very sure you do...People say that when you disconnect, you connect...i mean with ideas or other things that not related with things you do in that moment...surely is refreshing in some way...i think Never let go is one of my favourite songs from you..Maybe some day 

I'm grateful for you, it's simple with you
I'll never leave you, I'm better with you
It's too good with you, it's my turn to give back
For all that you do (oh)

And when the days get longer (yeah)
You fill my world with wonder (wonder)
Everybody needs somebody, you've been that somebody
So stay with me and keep holding on (keep holding on)

Is not beautiful indeed? How about a Album with differents song in differents languagues? That would be amazing! I can help! 🙋 jajaj i know English,Spanish and Italian too...even if you think that you cant sing in other languagues, i know a secret to be more fluent and understandable,also sound more normal and not strange....but i will not share my secret jeje 미안합니다

Maybe some day :)

Nite nite

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 89

DATE 21/09 

I saw the last episode from Are you sure...when you two were in the Jacuzzi  (SCUZZI This is for connoisseurs only 😆). and said that was incredible to be in Japan in that place with snow and in a Jacuzzi....really make me think....it is not that common to be in different places and live differents kind of tourist atractions...for young man like you two...obviously is all thank to Army...im very sure that you two think about it everyday and of course speacially in this kind of situations.

Often when K-army and L-army or European-army have disagreements often had to be with the way we think and see things....i often stay in the position of L-ARMY but also i am in the posititon on K-Army because there somethings WE CAN NOT understand because we dont live there....I can understand most of them because im a religious person and grow up like that...if i can be honest,i would like to change  some things from de past but finally came to the conclution that thanks to that i am who i am....and i am very proud of it...i think that everything in my life lead me to this moment in my life.

But i very understand the reason what you love so much K-ARMY because she was by your side from the beginning and thats so understandable,the only thing i dont like is the kind of enternteinment culture for the idols of Korea...i think is a little bit toxic in some ways...that makes me worried about the mental health...and often make me worrid about your personal life (all 7) at some point in the future of your life.

What can we do to help Army to be more flexible in your personal life?

Can we help all ARMY(worlwide) to be healthy in all senses?

Can you someday to be free to don't hide for do the things you like ?

I hope one day,we can do something....i often think about a Mental Health program with idols to normalize the important of the mental health in all of us....i admire and like so much Marian Rojas Estape a Doctor and also a Psychologist...maybe you didnt hear about them because she speak more in spanish....that idea came to my mind so time ago..to have interview with she and someone honest with good questions....I CAN DO THAT  jejeje but obviously i am not in the list jeje but i think is a great idea...dont you think the same? this kind of program in Korea?

Well i hope that everyone is good in all senses :)

I will come back soon...:)

E.

PD: I will leave this episode of Marian Rojas, you can translate to english and also in korean  LAST EPISODE

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 88

 DATE 21/09

I saw I AM STILL...i must say that i really love it...and really want to see it again,hope soon will be on stream....i have so many questions after the movie.....good questions and bad too....so i will concentrate in the good one because the bad ones is confidential i mean your personal life so no one should be annoing you.

Like always i amaze about your modesty...rare in super stars but very common on BTS menbers..i remenber saw a clip when you said that you go to doctor a lot,and now to know that in your mini tour of presentations you was sick....if i remenber you said that in yoongi..i think? maybe i wrong? i cant remenber correctly, im sorry....I have chronic pharyngitis,Rhinitis like you and recently i discover that also have Gilbert syndome (inherited) and irritable bowel, thing that get worse when few years ago i when i had a gallblader surgery. So i understand what is to feel bad. Have differents things make me more empatic,quality i always had for other but not with ill people...everything helps to be a better person right? I try to think that way...surely you too.

The sincerity of the menbers is always enjoyable...Army is very lucky(? i dont believe in luck) that all of you are the same way...thats was the key of your success....at least for me was the trigger that really make me loving all of you.

When i was watching the movie, i couldnt help to thing,if you have a girlfriend and you know that she will be on a theather seeing your movie,surely you would ask army if they will tke care of she....i was questioning myself if i would be happy or jealous....side apart i can imagine you as like that,as a lovely and protective boyfriend, i only hope that you find the one understand you and understand army(i mean they are feelings as fans and persons that loved you,thru your life)

Make sure that the one you love,loves and understand army,right?

Even if you dont realize now,that will help in time and years...

The movie theater was a little empty....i intencionally buy like that, because i really wanna to hear your voice clearly and undestand everything, and not hear only screams...jaja im not complaining Army jeje :(..i understand thats is your way of loving him but i need  quiet to understand :)

I taked pictures,you can seeing to,sorry my memory was full so the pics was bad..

I think we were less than 20..

HEHE empty seats up front

...

And this was me with Golden bracelet, i take the plate with your name from the keyring and put it in my bracelet,that is the rectangle you see near the letters LL from still

Here you can see it better, my wrist is tiny...it fits me loose jeje

 

SUPRISE OF THE WEEK,FROM QR

Thank you for your hard work jungkookah

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 87

 Right now im watching a K-drama i like so much is call: Something in the rain. 

Resume:
Situated in 2015 Seoul, a 35 year old submissive woman meets younger guy, is wooed and falls in love. The relationship between Jin-A and Jun-Hui, 10 years her junior, is both touching and annoying. The miscommunication, indirectness, missed opportunities, etc., make for some interesting plot arcs. 

I really like that they break barriers about age....many often rare and often bad seen. I like because many women with some years we have knowledge,we dont have to be old to be a person who like to know things....im like that,maybe because my personality, i dont know...but is very refreshing to seen a girl who shines tru the love she deserves.

Also seen this, makes me remenber the reason why i write these letter,for you hapiness....recently i wrote the things in my phone and then i can write my thoughts...i hope you like my mind jeje

In some point i was wishing to this blog let me know you...but i know better that it will be very difficult maybe imposible because your work,your plans,your language and many other things....but i have so much to say so i hope one day,maybe in the future you can read these letter and find some hapiness in your soul maybe when is dark outside or maybe i can comfort you now....i hope it helps...

You deserve a good love so i hope one day you can find it,we all deserve great loves....i hope i can find one someday...someone to give love and to hold....if at this point, you dont know this k-drama i hope you can watched,surely you will love it :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 86

 DATE 19/09

Jungkookah Jiminah, i really like ARE YOU SURE, i like that we can see you as you are,your human side not the superstar side that maybe some feel intimidated with your not fauls in the screen...but that is not real...i think this kinda show is very loved for that...the last episode i saw was the one,you ate a tongue cow....i was amazed that in Asia ate that...here in Peru is know as well....i remenber many years ago my grandmother prepared cow tongue....i must said that was good, i mean the taste was good but the texture...i dont like the texture...I didnt knew what i was eating was tongue....my grandmother didnt tell me, she only laughts about it when she served the table...but i must said that really really understand you because it was good...when i think about this , you also would love Peruvian food, hope one day i have the oportunity to know BTS and show you our delicious food...you will very pleased....im sure... 

                                        LOMO SALTADO ONE OF MY FAVORITE

AND MANY MORE

YOU ARE HUNGRY RIGHT? ME TOO :)

LET BE HAPPY WITH FOOD ALWAYS

CIAO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 85-

 DATE:15/09

Jungkookah i really admire the position to defenders others....speacially the ones can impact werever be for age,prominence or power(in some way)...we can use our power for good, exactly like you did...i know is part of your personality to defender other,i know well when i see it because im like that, i really like that,i can even defend the ones who treating me bad, for example if someone is treated unfairly i will defend even if is not my family or acquaintence...even she or he in the past did something bad to me....because we all humans...even anything you can do it,nobody cant take away your dignity and your rights....thats we way i think...¿maybe you dont?...but is really good to see a man stand up for other,specially girls.

I began to think about whta bring you to that position....why?...Maybe one of them came close to talk to you for help...or maybe some friend told you about the situaction with more details(i know you know about the theme because is your enterprise too) i mean more details that maybe you didnt know.....maybe something bang pd did?....I dont know,im just thinking out loud....nobody is saint or divine...we all make mistakes..and well to be partneship with Scoooter Braun is something for me very dark...he can be very talented,everything you want to think but we can be assure that the people near us is trustfull and Scooter IS NOT!.... just seeing th thing he did to Taylor really make me so mad....as a women....but well i keep going to the tangent....

Back to i was saying,doesnt care the way you found out,the thing is when you find out,you cant help to speak...the thing important for me is that you surely thought about it deeply BEFORE do it something like you said in a interview (i cant find it when i find it i will posted) but im like you...i have to overthink something before doing it and think the repercussions too only then i can make a choice....so i think you would think about how will ARMY take this....army will be mad? jealous? or maybe Army will think you are with one of them.....i mean anything can be think but nevertheless you stand up for the true, for help other and to point the bad thing....with your two posts with BAM pic...you make it clear that anyone cant use other to their benefit and thats SOOO TRUE. Its like the time you ate the spicy icecream for JIN (JUNGKOOK SAVES JIN).

So that is good...also this make me thing about the other menbers, at first hand maybe seems like they dont want to talk....but maybe because they are representative that big Names like Gucci,Balenciaga,Bottega and others....maybe they cant participe in somethings....maybe you chose Calvin Klein to freely spoke anytime you want? I dont know maybe not....or maybe the menbers dont want to talk about it because they know that nothing will change because or world is what it is....maybe jungkookah you are a dreamer....in this cold world....1 year later that my issues with CLARO/AMERICATEL DEL PERU about the illegal lines i came with the conclution that many SISTEMS OF JUSTICE in country, really dont do anything for the people,like me....so maybe im lest couraegeos than before....is not that im not trying to fight for true is that, theres is no weapons to do it...

Thats the reason im proud of you as a men as a human....you use your power for good...and that is one of the things that make me fall in love with you :)

We need more humans like you in this world....

Hope you are good and healthy

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 84

DATE : 14/09 

Jungkookah can i talk about my life a little bit? Im sure that as a kind man you are...you will let me.....or no? jeje XD.....Well A beloved one have a dog and the dog give birth 4 puppies this year...sadly the only girl died soon...and remain 3 puppies boys...first look, i dont like the dog breed, i would prefer other like the one i just to have, Fox Terrier, a very energetic and happy dog...but this dog breed is french bull dog....i couldnt help to falling in love for the 3 of them....they are so funny to see,they are energetic and also very loving..they love to give kisses and cuddle in the sofa...but one of them is sick for a weeks ago...but even his pain is with the stomach...thing that understand because i suffer with stomach problems too...i kind love him more because i understand him...

I would love to have Elijah (aka is not his real name,i hide the name for his protection jajaj) but is expensive..i mean the kind of life the dog of my beloved one(family) have...seems like this dog breed have to be a lot of care...even i would like that this to be real but it is....and soon will have another job and hope goes well...and also want to go back to studying...so many plans no? jeje but i really would love to have Elijah,he brings joy to my life,when i mad because claro issues,if you read my other post,i suffer a cause of that...or when i feel bad for my health...he and when,3 of them brings joy even so bites in my hand but even so im happy with them...i will tell you more in other moment...i hope soon he get better, that would make me happy....i saw the photo of Bam,seems to me is a little thin...maybe he is missing you? Surely.....i know you love him so much,that became clear with in the soop episode....your are a good dad Jungkookssi

Hope you and Bam sleep good even far apart

XOXO to both of you

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 83

 DATE:13/09

I really want to talk about the photo RM posted with a baby and also Jhope posted a photo with a child..I really think that specially RM wants to tell us or to shows us, show to Army to get used to see you,the seven of you,with a child also with a partner in life in future time....I was a little embarrassing that many Army find to death who the baby was and soon they realise that was a baby of a friend of RM....But lets deep in this....how was the reason to look further? why dont we let live our boys? they dont deserve a true love? Can we let them to have a private life?....so many questions unanswer...i really think RM try to Army focus o deep in their feelings....i hope many army reflect in themselves what kind of love have from BTS

a love pure and free? or a love trap in our believes or our desires?

Many many Army have a boyfriend...so why dont they can have? Some of us dont have but is our choice or maybe like me,we dont find the right person...maybe we are the right person in the wrong place jeje.....but is important to deep in our feelings and be true and also give them the kind of love,the 7 deserve...a love as a fan,support in everything they do,obviously right things.

I also wondering if you think like RM?, i mean to find in sometime a partner in life...seems like no, because you said to Jimin that be a uncle sounds wrong jeje that make me laugh....but i also respect why you things....i also dont think that i ready for kids,but a diference from mens,when the women have some age we have to choose to have kids or no....but every choice is respectable and praiseworthy.

I know you want to have kids,like you said, it will be: Jeon Yul or Jeon Seol....you know Seol sound like Sol in spanish whats means Sun jeje 

I wanna be like the right person for you,and support all of you guys :)

Lets always be free and true 

XOXO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 82

 DATE 12/09

Jungkookssi you have 27 now!..How does it feel? You look like a child jaja...is what i see in TV and your vlive for past time...im note judging or something....im like that too,sometimes we are missunderstood with childish or something,in the past i was worried about that...For my point of view is not bad to be happy for food like you or jumping around...im a very jumping person,my mom said to me is because im not married and i dont have kids so i have a calm live...i supossed that is in part true but i also thing that is also the type of personality we have...i have some diseases that make me sad or worried time to time...i remenber one episode when you said that when your not on tour or working ,you go to the doctor for your health....i very understand that.....i also have rhinitis allergic :(

Since i have 30, i more care about health in our self....and i understand the reason why you, i mean all of you,the seven of youu said to ARMY to always take care of their healt....our health is everything to live a good life and to be happy

Take care of your health while your are in Training...dont overdo is always good to give our best in our conditions...(Ecclesiastes 4:6) 6 Better is a handful of rest than two handfuls of hard work and chasing after the wind....what do you think? this will be true?

Thank you BTS for your hard work,we are waiting for you :)

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 81

 DATE 10/09/24

I was well aware that you will complete half of the service done soon...so i began to wait that that day and seems like the app too....i dont know what say this pic.......UPDATE: i know now beacuse i used the google translate photos...

and the day has come! :) So happy 

I was so happy,the time fly....even with the happiness i felt little regret for not completing my goal, for this day, i should wrote to you 275 letter but im only in the 80....very sorry...i feel bad for that....:(

Even now is a happy remenber that soon you will come back, i am also thinking that for you, surely it is bittersweet....i mean even you are very happy to see Army and the menbers...and also go tour like jimin and you said in the episode of AYS....i also think that you are a little sad because surely you will miss the friends you have in the military service,time to time, instagram show me photos of both of you in their squad....also when Jin was dischargue, Army and also I notice that you have a scar in your arm,surely from your job in military service, but i try to see above that,you are very happy with job, cooking for other....we all know that you are a GREAT cook, Jungcook jajajaj....

Well for me see that scar is also the reason to know that you make your job with passion and dedication...know that make me very happy....im happy is you are happy :)

Keep doing well, keep smiling, keep inspire us (this is for all 7 of BTS)

We miss the 7 of you

Nite nite jungkookssi

XOXO

E.