LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 91

 DATE 26/09

Jungkookah i was wondering about friendship...how long should a friendship last? Is enough know them for more than 7 years to feel that is worthy...i very uneasy about a friend i cared about much in the past....seems like when i moved on from other distric,the things goes different.....but i am truly honest...i think that this come for long ago....i only feel that, she looking for me, when she needs me, but she dont hesitate to tell well i am wrong about something,but when she is the one in fault, she only says: "my head is all over the place" or a sticker....BUT when is my fault,she write to me,like how you could make this mistake,better be the last time....soo i was like WHAT(Im just saying this to myself)...and she said that many times....so i was really so sick of that....even so when she need back up or a help, thats the moment she write to me....i know when this happend....when she is asking about my health...and  i start to make feel bad to think about she only care when she need a favor...then about the minutes....she ask her favor...and i always try to say yes,but recently i was so sick of that...

So im ask you....is only worth the friendship for the years? the good times if they are no more?

i need to endure for better times?...I really dont know what to do...so i started to looking for a way to geet away...and dont need to see it in this kind of situation...maybe if we are distance, things will go better?....is heavy for me because is a friendship for more than 10 years almost 15 years i think.....sometimes i think she has to many problems,i know she do but i have many too....she remenbers me a person from the past,that tended to point my mistakes but never recognized their mistakes, only the person was making excuses....i really dont like that kind of people....

Since you cant replied to this letter...i think i must care about my health and to find a way to not seiing her more than necesary, i will take steps to finally be more in calm.....I only hope that you dont be to this kind of situations, im only wish your friends will stay as your friends always,obviously good
people....never think that is better have a lot of friends if they dont deserve you,these things is for all, ARMY too, ARMY if someone is treating you badly, walk away from there, you deserve someone who treat you right...no matter how long time you meet...only let good people stay in your life.

Let all be happy always, right?

XOXO

E.