LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 94

DATE 29/09

Jungkookah, surely you know about the events Army do for you, since this month was your birthday so here in Peru, specially in Lima,so the event was this NAMKOOKFEST. I didnt go,i was not planting to go also,i am very worried and pay attention to all of you,BTS, but i dont know if i can consider myself as a Army but i love the seven of you, obviously you know by now

I never went to a event about BTS, often i dont like a very crowded places...but i hope one day i will go :)

I was thinking about this kind of events, often in that place are cardboard doll of BTS...and many Army take pictures with them like if was they wedding day jejej....surely that is sweet and also funny....i think i cant never do that,i will be all red for embarrasment jeje....but then i saw pictures and seems like they are very happy in this events, hopefully one day i will go....

When i was thinking about this...i think about you...i mean when one day you will marry someone...can you imagine to ask your future wife to marry you and she say NO?....because you are married to a lot of Armys and there are pictures of the event JAJA....i am definitely like that....i mean i like to joke around, jungkookah dont get mad....hopefully your future wife will not say that to you JEJE....

Besides the joke side, i often think about when you will get marry and how will Army take that...im sure that obviously will be sad...i mean we are humans and this kind of life, we tend to idealize you and others menbers too....the only thing i hope for all 7 of you, is that your future wife loves army i mean LOVES ARMY deeply and honestly so that she can understand Army and her feellings.

Thats all it matter...

I have headache so i will go to sleepy

Have a good Bam

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 93

DATE 27/09

 Jungkookah i was watching episode 8 of Something in the Rain and when this scene happend here ....make me think that if you kinda live something like that you will be upset?....and i will say the thing you said in this video here....you will laugh? or more mad? if i make jokes in a moment when you are mad?....i will say "JUNGKOOKAH IM SORRY FOR MY FAULT, JK COME BACK" 😅😂😁

You seems to be a person chill and cool and i think you would laugh about it but maybe im wrong and maybe you will mad like this JAJAJAJA... im not judging i am the same, i mean im INTP also jejej

Thats all folks...that make me laugh and think about you so i cme to write this :)

not always have to be something deep jeje maybe deep laugh jejeje

GOOD BAMS

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 92

DATE :27/09

 Jungkook like i tell in other post,im watching Something in the Rain...and in the episode 7 was a explication about was love it is...i really like it...i think i never experience this kind of love...i hope if you dont have it,someday you will....i think everyone deserves this,Namjoon,Jimin,Tae, Hobi, Jin and Yooongi....all mankind deserve...seems so hard to find....but feel so deeply and i will try to explain here

VIDEO AUDIO OF JIN-AH

 ☝☝☝손예진 사랑 고백에 눈물 맺힌 정해인 "사랑해.. 오래오래" 밥 잘 사주는 예쁜 누나 7회

She says that was very thankfull with him, because she never thought than someone can love she the way he do...she also said that she is learning so much just watching him...also said that she learned that love someone is give all for that person the best way possible...and she says he love so much and that she hopes she can love him long time...i really like this description of love...i also like when the first time she didnt said i love you to him even he did...Im kind of like that, i never said i love you to anyone in my entire life...never the love explode in my heart as much to tell.......also...i  have a promise to say i love to only my special one, one day in the future....i must clarify that i love you is different in spanish,let me explain

SPANISH--------------------------------ENGLISH

TE QUIERO                                        I LOVE YOU

TE AMO                                             I LOVE YOU

TE AMO means more than TE QUIERO...often te amo is used for your partner or your parents but never to friends or other....you understand what i mean....I never said TE AMO to anyone and im very proud of that...i think is a word so special so cant waste in someone not worthy for our love enderlessy or unconditionally.

What do you think?

Hope one day i have some answer

GOOD BAM

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 91

 DATE 26/09

Jungkookah i was wondering about friendship...how long should a friendship last? Is enough know them for more than 7 years to feel that is worthy...i very uneasy about a friend i cared about much in the past....seems like when i moved on from other distric,the things goes different.....but i am truly honest...i think that this come for long ago....i only feel that, she looking for me, when she needs me, but she dont hesitate to tell well i am wrong about something,but when she is the one in fault, she only says: "my head is all over the place" or a sticker....BUT when is my fault,she write to me,like how you could make this mistake,better be the last time....soo i was like WHAT(Im just saying this to myself)...and she said that many times....so i was really so sick of that....even so when she need back up or a help, thats the moment she write to me....i know when this happend....when she is asking about my health...and  i start to make feel bad to think about she only care when she need a favor...then about the minutes....she ask her favor...and i always try to say yes,but recently i was so sick of that...

So im ask you....is only worth the friendship for the years? the good times if they are no more?

i need to endure for better times?...I really dont know what to do...so i started to looking for a way to geet away...and dont need to see it in this kind of situation...maybe if we are distance, things will go better?....is heavy for me because is a friendship for more than 10 years almost 15 years i think.....sometimes i think she has to many problems,i know she do but i have many too....she remenbers me a person from the past,that tended to point my mistakes but never recognized their mistakes, only the person was making excuses....i really dont like that kind of people....

Since you cant replied to this letter...i think i must care about my health and to find a way to not seiing her more than necesary, i will take steps to finally be more in calm.....I only hope that you dont be to this kind of situations, im only wish your friends will stay as your friends always,obviously good
people....never think that is better have a lot of friends if they dont deserve you,these things is for all, ARMY too, ARMY if someone is treating you badly, walk away from there, you deserve someone who treat you right...no matter how long time you meet...only let good people stay in your life.

Let all be happy always, right?

XOXO

E.