LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 178

 Jungkookah is my first time in 1 place of the board! Im so happy, i dont understand so much of korean but i understand some entire phrases and that make me so happy..i use other name to divert the enemy jejej

Clau is a cute name right?

I understand like this sentence without help...maybe someday we could speak in korean,that would be so nice!...In fact speak with you or the members it will be such a great experience..

I often think about if someday i meet the members,the only one i could only speak is Nam because he understand english,and at least since i wrote this blog in english i know i understand almost entire english quote or phrases

So hope i can give you a little glimpse to what i do and what im trying to learn...it will wonderfull to all speak the same languague...someday we will

Till that day,i hope all yours good dreams can accomplish...Fighting!

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 177

 30/01/25

Jungkookah like i said in other oportunities i really angry about the people who talk about other badly and without evidence...is so easy to talk about others but when the damage is done is imposible to reverse it...

Thats the reason i always very carefull about what to tell or speak about others...is like once heard,when you have a pillow is easy to fill it with feathers but if you broke that same pillow ,when is broken all the feathers go to diffetente directions and is almost imposible to find it all and re made that pillow....the same goes with the reputation of someone,once you speak is not way to reverse it....so we need to be carefull....we can destroy lifes with a few words out of context...I lived that kind of situations so i understand the damage the people make in that way...it is not easy...and takes time to rebuild themself....because they are so much thoughtless people that hurt others...and thats is so unfair...i cant stand the unfair because in my childhood i have so many injustices....that shaped my desire to help others.

I sometimes amaze of myself to be so delivered to help other when they need, i sometimes thing that if i had the money i would love to study Law....

Also the other day talking about the injustices in life...i thought about the thieves....and how they help indirectly to others....i dont mean that is good to steal..i mean that maybe that thieve,he sold the phone to a ´person who sales parts and with that give food to his family...like i said i dont mean that is good,is bad of course....but sometimes all is conected....im just telling this because that was surprise to me,to know this things...or think about that...we definitely live in a world full of injustice...we hope the next world surely be better...just wait a little bit mote

Is almost 1am,and i need to sleep....tomorrow i will have leg therapy so i hope everything goes well

Take care,good bam everyone,special people here

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 176

 29/01/25

Jungkookah today scrolling in yt i get to watch this video,that capturate the most i like about you,Army you can check it out HERE

1.- You in a tuxedo....i cant explain i just love the elegant

2.. Your eyes...i really love the honest look you have :) 💘

3.- Your little hairs touching your face

4.- Your little smile when you heard your brothers sing so well

5.-Oh yeah you use my favorite color in the outfit : GREEN 

6.- Your tender look to Army,sincere,honest as all the members are,very unique kind of people

7.- Yeah that tiny little dance you do in order to be in sync with the members and also your face embarassing about that dance LOL

8.-FALSETTO nothing more to say jeje

9.- I love how happy you are with your brothers :) 

10.- Your final look to the camera and tiny dance

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 175

28/01/25

Jungkookah i was thinking about how we sometimes in life,we are the villains, i mean for a special situations like break a heart to someone....like we all do it, without intention or intentionally...i believe mostly we do in the early years..when we dont know the reality of love...what it is or what how we feel about that...

Sometimes i thought on Army with the news that one and each of you,the members will have someday a family...maybe do yo have and we dont know...what is  totally understandable because you have your own life and that is something we have to respect...when i read this is also a note for me,because i need be okey with the thought about any of you have his love one,we all deserve that,so i remenber this to my self always to could be a better person each day...

Jungkookah i dont know about you but for me,i only broke our heart once,i mean the first anyone anyone break our heart...at least i remember like that,the first time my heart broke was when i have 21 years,since then i think of course feel sad about things but never like broken like the first time....i wonder sometimes how they are many people that marry with his first love or in his twenties jjeje....now i cant imagine that,but i remember back in the days i really wanted that,but now im very glad i didnt do it, because i think marrying in my thirthies is the best decitions because we are more wise,more mature,more better person...if i could recomend something,i will recomend 100% marry in 30s....of course one of the reason is that we will be more prepared....because in any moment since we married ,we can have kids,so we need to have the maturity to raise a child and for me that is so important,because the early years of a child is the most importante,because they shape his emotions,his fears,his values,his strengths....so for me is SO SO important to be prepared.....what do you think? the members ever talked about that? what is your approach about this?

Hope one day i can have a meaninfull conversation....that would be so wonderfull...as a INTP i LOVE to talk and view other points of view in life....we grow as a person and we came better in every aspect of our life...

Lets continue grow in and be happy in the middle

Love

E. 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 174

28/01/25

 Jungkookah today i maybe surprise you what i will talking about,like i already said in others oportunities...im very angry because people assume something and not make sure of them before talking and that really make me angry...well feeling this way...i heard a song that completely understand how i feel...the song of Jennie, yes from Blackpink....if someone didnt hear it,i leave it HERE

The song really like me because of the lyrics:

I like the fact that she said that the people can have a perception and can be wrong,that only us know who really are us...and that nothing is gonna break us...that we grew in the dark meaning of we grew in the middle of problems and we succeed...

Then the fact that money can buy a lot of important things like the 6 sense or real friends....what is totally true..

And the fact that she said that anyone cant move her matter, the meaning of no one cant change who she is

And then also the expresion of thin thick about the fact that she is strong and bad things cant affect her

All the things in the Jennie song i liked very much,seems like she struggle with a lot of things but in the finale she win over her enemies

I relate a lot to her story...because i sense that things to around me and people talking about me,tell lies and other things...im mad about that thing but i think i need to be more like Jennie on the song...not let anyome to break me,brea my soul and who i am...i will try to be like that...Jungkookah have you ever feel like that?...For the enviremente you live,i mean to the industry,surely...i will love some day hear what things you endured...surely will be interesting and help me too to be resilent and surely will help Army too 💘

Have good Bam

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 173-OUR YOONGI

Jungkookah i want to talk to about one of your brothers,i think i couldnt speak about him here,our suga,Min Yoongi.

I really like his personality even you pranked that he is a  old man...i like that he is very humble...and have deep thoughts,and know that he is also like a father for you,as we can saw in ITS 2 season, he had  preparing food for you..

Also i dont like that he is receiving so much hate...even he is not the only one cant have mistakes,all humans make mistakes......so i think he is very resilient...and i admire that because is difficult

I like many song of Suga,is like he is not shuting his voice and say what needs to hear....Haegeum is like a oath...that is so many things in live that is bad....

So his sincerity is also something that i admire..

And his beautifull ability to transform thoughts in music, is so beautifull that!

Hope his arm is better,he struggle with that for years as i know...but never say no when he was need with his hyungs :)

Suga suffered of bad moments in life as i know,i didnt hear or read some about that,but i am very happy that he could find a solution,with the love of BTS and Army

The time on his tour,you sang together and i really liked...

Surely suga is a great human been,hope he is going well...because we dont heard anything about him

Suga fighting! BTS is 7 and you are a important part as always.

Let Army over the world love you more and more

We love u BTS

xoxo

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 172

 Jungkookah is easy for you to trust people? In my childhood years i was very friendly and open hearted but then as grow old we tend to be more cautious? At least for me it was...

What i will never understand is why some people are blind to the flaws of their friends, dont caring about they hurting other...for me thats not the case,i try to understand and to be neutral but sometimes this kind of people dont let alone and hurt people....and i cant tolerated that..

Im a very justice person and i am very proud of that,for me that is not a flaw...even so others think there it is.

I think if i would had the change, i would studied law.......i know that i am a attorney in relax jeje

and you jk would be a pro-gamer?....my brother is kinda like that,he is living the dream and very good in his field as i know..

Would not be perfect that everyone can have his dream come true?

Maybe we would more happy people than ever

For now my only dream is to save money and can buy a ticket for your next Tour,BTS.

It is more than 1am here i should need to sleep right now

Surely many army will love you 7 here in Peru

We are glad to have you here...

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 171

 Jungkookah Im not sure if is okey to call you like that...is Jungkookssi o Jungkookah? or you prefer just Jungkook? I tried my best to find the right termination...so i hope call you Jungkookah dont offend you

Jungkookah you ever felt alone even around people?...i dont mean totally alone,im sure BTS menbers were always by your side,i mean that you felt alone besides had family and BTS.

That the way i feel right now,im not sure who is my friend and who is not....since my father died i closed myself more than ever....in the beginning like i said before because empathy to the sorrow of other....but then for my own sorrow of dont trust people....where i go there is always jelaous women that speak bad about me and i am so sick of that....why cant be woman stay together and dont hurt themself?

Im know that im good looking but i dont think to the point of trigger this kind of reaction in others. i cant understand women, really, and this goes by years and years...thats the reason i have more male friends than womens...the mens are more pacific, more gentle,more practical and more INTP jeje like me

INTP personality types enjoy analyzing patterns, brainstorming sessions, and rooms full of unconventional thoughts and ‘what-ifs’. They are overflowing with ideas and this may sometimes cause them to change their mind from the idea they had already made up their mind about. Their uncanny ability to solve a tricky, multi-layered problem is found only in a few personality types. One of the most fascinating things that INTP personality types enjoy are mysteries of the universe.

Strengths: Analytical, Original, Open-Minded, Curious, Objective

 Hope you and members never felt that way...Is a very bad feeling and i dont wanna any of you felt it never...

Love you guys

Hope one day,you can be my friend,we have some many to talk about!

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 170-ARMY TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF

 Hi Jungkook and menbers,if some of you are seeing, thank you and of course thanks to all people that read this post,thank you for your time.

Well this time im not talking about something happy,more sad in someway...the thursday that i received my lighstick,was a bad day i mean because of the doubts about i talk in past post but also MORE because other thing that almost happend to me, i was waiting a bus to visit my aunt and my cousin,who live near by,like 15 min of distance,but the bus never came i waited like 20 min....and suddenly a motorized who call me: "miss, the car is talking to you" and i saw the car, was a 4x4 black with tinted windows....at the begin i didnt recognize even i have friends with cars, i didnt remember who can be and also the person inside never down the windows in that moment looks suspicious...all this pass faster,traffic lights change and that car park near so for a moment think to go to them but then i thought that if was a friend would call me...so i try to hide behind newstand...dont know which time that car was gone...but later in the bus i was so worried,because i think,that people tried to kidnapped me....thats the only possibilty because i didnt recognize and also the person never didnt down his windows and also the motorized go at that moment...everything so strange right? So im little in shock even now,so i try to not go alone anywhere since then...

So Army i specially write this for you, TAKE SO MUCH CARE! about this,my brother tell my mother that is one way to try to kidnapped girls...and so true,never up a car you dont really clearly now who is...dont follow stranger or talk to them...even is a car looks like you know it,is better call for phone if the person inside is your friend...but have so much care about this things, there is so much bad people in the world who try to hurt people specially girls,so always eyes wide open...and never trust stranger or believe it..

And Army if you saw other girl that is happend this,scream or do something to help her,we need for each other always...one scream could save one sister in need.

Please try to help one and another,lets stay together always

Hope i can help with this information....

Please stay safe and happy all

Lots of love

E. 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 169

23/01/25

Jungkookah im so excited! I was able to buy my First lighstick, is the Map of the Soul Special Edition...i was so eager to finally have it!..Arrived on  thursday but my happiness was overwelmed by the fact i didnt get the card with the QR so i thought i was scammed,so i was sad about that and so confused but other Army friends said to me that happend to other like me,i supossed that feel a little good but why this things happend? Is sad hope this dont happend so much to other too....finally i understand that it was legit so now i am happy to finaly have it,i know that now is out of stock,so i hope i will have a ticket for the tour of BTS soon...

 So here you can see my first lightstick:

So this is my treasure now :)

Army start to save money now...Tour is coming...i really hope i can go here in Peru or at least in Chile :)

Army have good dreams,BTS too 💖

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 168-GROIN

 Jungkookah i wanna talked about some other song i really like of your brother,this time is GROIN of RM. Im not sure if i already talk about this,but that is my favorite song of the Album of NAM. Well all his songs are very good, like Tae said Nam made a very great type of music...

But the reason i love this song is that is like a anthem for all the people that sometimes because we have privileges or responsabilities we cant show others the real me,i dont mean anything bad, i mean that we have sort of a mask to other people because we dont want to dissapoint,because sometimes talk about our rights is seen as not humble or not pacifist....

When the part : What do I represent, I only represent myself is so true, because sometimes we all need is to speak about ourselves not representing something else other than ourself...

Hate is harmful but I suck it up also this is so true...they are SO many bad people in the world like Nam said in this song...people who hurt you or talk liars about you....i fight against this all my life....people hurting me,like the bastards that use my personal data to activate illicit phone lines....and also people,specially womens that talk shit literally shit about myself because THEY are jealous,say thing stupid things because are so low self.steem and try to me look bad, saying LIES, stupid lies!.....And sometimes the only thing we do is silence but no more,i decided this year i will put everyone in their place to stop talking about me,i dont mind destroying my friendship to them,because the moment women talk about me lies, that moment that are not my friends anymore....i can have doubts but if someone is telling lies without evidence i cant forget and forgive....because is hurting on purpose and that is bad, in every part of the world,in every religition in every country,is bad...that is the reason is called Slander.

So Army and the one is need to read this,dont let other to talk bad about you,there something you can forget and forgive but YOU have to know the difference....when people is trying to hurt you in purpose...dont anyone hurt your precious heart,your heart of Gold.

Hope sleep well all

XOXO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 167-LOVE LANGUAGUE

 Hello Jungkookah and others special person who are so gentle to read this lines....thank you

Sometimes i would like to write in Korean, i think i know some of the hangul...and there are some phrases i can understand when i see K-dramas BUT i cant speak fluently....im trying to be better but it is not easy....i think that maybe with english took to many years...i mean i was really very sad in mys 25 because i thought i didnt have the capacity of my brothers to learn english just by watching videos o reading or some other things,i really wanted to do the same,but the years passed by and i didnt understand like them....or at least i thought that...but i didnt want to study english in a place because of my own pride to be like my brothers....and almost when i give up...i started to understand without subtitles and i WAS so happy!.....finally i could understand without help!....

Thats the reason i always said that i learned english like Nam :) watched Friends and in my case, Friends and Gilmore Girls....Jungkookah and Army pliss if you didnt saw Friends o Gilmore Girls...is a MUST watch! I really like it and is so fun....

Well what i trying to said with this lines is that never give up...when we think that we cant do things or that we never could...maybe time surprise and brings us that special moment when we realize we did it....sometimes when we not fixate to things and let thins to happend, it will lead us to the moment we can feel happy and good...

So dont give up on your dreams Army and dear special ones who read this....lets make our dreams alive and grow...and be happy while we trying...

This is me trying to speak korean....and how about you? Or you speak another languague?

I know basic italian.."caro amica/a, ricordi insieme poteramo tutto,non dimenticare mai"

Spanish: "Nunca olvides que podemos todo lo que nos propongamos,rendirse no es una opción,tu corazón y tu pueden llegar a donde se proponen,no esperes estoicamente un cambio,tu eres el cambio,sigamos adelante siendo felices"

My quechua is rusty, sadly...but i will learnd again,that is a promise i want to find my : "sonqo suwa,mi urpillay sonqollay"...i said here that i want to find "my heart thief,my dear pigeon or my dear sweet heart"

Yeah that also,i will learn more! I love languagues and you?

Love

 

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 166

 Jungkookah today i wanna talk about something you said some time ago, i didnt hear in a video from you saying but if Army said too many times i believe is very true,talking about this topic specially....so maybe the person i would talk today is Army instead..

VIDEO

This advice is also for me,of course,i think as imperfect human been we tend to idealize our artist or at least at some age, i dont do that anymore but many young Army surely do,it is part of the youth. I think what Jungkook said about treat him like a k-idol and not as our husband/boyfriend....is so true...i think some girls could think that way and that could be so bad...because we focus in something so hard,something that we dont know could happend....for differentes reason: long distance,interest or cultural....these are real things that can change the dinamics even in a couple...so for 2 strangers much more....Even if someday we know any of the members,because this apply to the 7 members of BTS, we dont know if we meet someday,we can really conect...so if we are stuck in love with one of them....we can lost the real thing in front of us,maybe a good future partner for life.

Army please dont get me wrong,if one day,someone that is reading this post can marry with anyone from BTS,will be a girl with a lot of love,all BTS members are good and unique,no one is better that other,so if someday you could marry one fo them....YEAH good for you....i only hope you can really love the one beside you because,we must love in good and bad times...and we must love from the heart,the person who is in front of us,not the image we have....not all that we see is BTS,i mean there is also flaws and that make him human....so we need to love truly....that would the best,love them from what they are from the heart..."the beauty is lose someday but good conversations and a kind heart, has not expiration date" me saying jeje....so yeah Army be honest and be empatic if you were one of the boy,you would like to find one to love.

So Army we need to be more empathetic and be on the side of BTS ,not as them belong us,no,not never like that. They are also humans,lets let them live it at the fullest.

BTS will always love Army, and hopefully the sons and daughter of Armys could love BTS too.

Let keep chering up one from another 

Lots of love for all

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 165

 Jungkookah, you ever saw the movie "the brutalist" or "the pianist"?...Is a beautifull movie,with a lot of  teachings about life...the actor Adrian Brody win a Golden Globe at best actor and i like what he said, here is a picture in spanish i will leave the link of the interview in english HERE

Here´s another interview

I like what Adrien Brody said because it is true, sucess can come from diferents places,BTS is living proof of that....all the 7 of you came from differente places and backgrounds and with your unity of heart,you 7 achieve the sky...

And the fact that he pointed that besides education, the education from home can let to believe in us and succeed in our goals in life,is so true and encourage,

I like when someone "succesfull" is modest and keep his good heart...like also you 7 are...because our achieves or goals dont make us arrogant....should make us more gratefull and help us to be more humans.

I ask you BTS and Army to read the full interview is longer but worty....is the link in the begining of this post...surely we can fin more things to learn about this great human that as a foreigner saw things for what it is.

It will be so good that all actors or people with influency can be like Adam....surely will be very good because with his example more people can be more empatic and true.

Meanwhile we can try to be the best version of ourselves

Surely we can, right Army?

Lots of love

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 164

 Jungkookah there was something RM share a few days ago that i liked too...i supossed to talk about alot days ago but it seems i forgot but i toke a screenshot, exactly because almost everything RMs do i like :)

Like i already said in other post, RM is so great writer and also in this time he share with us,like many times,a extract of a book that he likes...and this was a post about the new year...and i really like some things he share...like the fact to leave behind some things than is dragging on....on the wish to iniciate a good year is necesary to leave behind us...and that we need wisdom to let go the past that hurt us to be able to see the future with bright eyes....but also i like that this post is not definitive because said that we need to meditate and think about what are the things we really need to leave behind and what need to conserve with us... im very much like RM, i constantly wondering about what is good or bad to do,i dont mean to the basic things that is clear what is good and what is bad...i mean the things between....the things that are not strictly bad or good,the things that are more just a decition to make.

This sometimes are the decitions that change our live,like chasing a dream,or amend a friendship or make a move about something we think a lot ago...or something that is important to us and in our life.

If we are thinkers like, INTP girl over here jeje, we like to make the best decitions and we think a lot and then make the decition...like also you said in a interview,i try to find it but i couldnt but well when i find it i will share here.

So i guess we have some simiralities....also many Army too surely.

I will share the post here:

Army and BTS good bam

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 163

 Jungkookah i dont really so much to talk right know....but i wonder wonder wonder...jejej no, thats hobi song....well i wonder if you will see my post someday....i started this blog to try to encourage you in difficult times,times when you miss been you with Army,miss your friends and miss your family too...

Of course my idea was to write something help you feel better but i dont like to push myself to write if i dont have nothing to say....or at least i think i dont have something to tell...all days are different but sometimes i think the things happend near me, dont have impact so i dont know if you can interest...

I wonder if someday you are sick of cooking,or you really love to cook? I can cook and i have good savor but i dont like cook, thats the true...i enjoy make desserts....maybe i was born to be by the side of someone who cooks for making him laught with my jokes,my jumps or my dances.....yeah i do all that....often my mother laugh about me because sees me jumping around....specially when are food,that make me so happy....i dont get why i am not fat if i eat so muchhh....must be the genes,thank granny :)

OH! Jungkookah i have 90 days learning korean...i understand so much more now...is a languague so interesting...different to Spanish but i found some similarities with english...is interesting know more languagues,i also learned Italian... caro bambino! jejej and some quechua few years ago...."huk,iskay,quimsa,tawa,pisqa,soqta,qanchis,pusaq,isqon and chunka" that is 1 to 10 in quechua.

I love languagues...i want to learn more and more...so to know more than this 4 languagues is my goal....ah i also learned a little bit of sign languagues...the one you use in permission to dance video....

Well tomorow it is a day of working so i need to rest,hope you rest to :)

Good bam

E-

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 162

 Jungkookah maybe you are interest in how i am doing? I will tell you that things go much like always....problems are still problems but also day is still days of summer...that for me make me happy...so happy indeed...in winter i get sick  alot,the humity and my cronic rhinitis and cronic pharingitis are things make my days a little sad because when i feel bad i only want to sleep....and that is not good

But in summer everything change! The sun in the morning motives me a lot,i walk a lot with my mother in summer...Vitamin D is something we try to catch as much as we can.

Jungkookah you like summer?...Maybe you dont like the heat like the mayority of people....but i love Summer for the beautifull the earth see.....I would can you my favorite places in Summer:

Most of them have green vegetation and the sea in the back....that is one of the reason i love Lima,capital with the sea near

Lima is beautifull right Jungkookah...hope one day you and the members could know Peru,we will happy to have you 7 here :)

Hope will be 2026....hopeee

Lots of love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 161

 21/01/25

Jungkookah today I will try to help army against enemies,I know because this happened to me too in the past and still on going, about people saying that BTS don't sang well....and of course we know that it is not true,so I will leave links here that show how hard BTS are working and worked to achieve your goals.

BTS SIGNING LIFE GOES ON

BTS SIGNING SPRING DAY

BTS SIGN PIPER PIED

JK SOLO CHORUS

COLDPLAY

DONT HATE BTS WITHOUT KNOWING

Of course  like i already said,Life goes on is one of my favorite songs because talk about pandemic nad that will always hve a special place in my heart,i wish i would knew BTS by that time but the importan is that we are here today.

Army i hope at least help you a little bit but even if many dont like BTS, we still have each other,and remember that BTS and their comforting song are unique and help us to stay happy when things go bad....of course prays is also helping,from my personal opinion :)

So keep staying happy even adversities today and always

Love

E.

 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 160-HOBI BEAUTIFULL HEART

 19/01/25

Jungkookah today i wanna talk to you about other member we love...our sunshine our light in dark, our HOBI...the song that you sang with hobi is one of my favorite song of all time

The fact thas this is a love song and specially speaking about a love in grow and the fact that the protagonist are trying to do their best....is the kind of song i really like because i think portrait my feeling of find my soul mate and fighting for him.

When in the first verse...Hobi is talking to himself or maybe her love and asking if they can overcome the difficulties portraied like the darkness.

I like this part too :

I passionately and confidently confess my ignorance this part is so beautifull because if we love someone we dont know the final and in that moment we are ignorant about what will happend but even so we are happy because we will enjoy that time because we have our special one beside us...it is not beautifull?

And then the pre-chorus when you sang is so deep to,because portrait the fact that we wanna believe the best,we wanna see the future with our special one...and we have the sincere desire of things go well and stay together.

And then the chorus is so good too...because you sang : "this love is all we have" and that is so beautifull, because i  think, they they dont mean that is the only thing in life,of course,but their love is the most important thing we have,because have the magic to make a bad day in a good day,just to see the eyes of our beloved one....and then this is confirmed with the part : We're happy right now So why don't we ride this feeling?  so this is a love full with entusiasm...and continue to said that we keep looking to tomorow together....and the last part :  "We can keep forever falling"  meaning about even with good or bad times,we can keep forever falling in love....so deep and beautifull right? I wish all people in planet can fin that kind of love someday, i hope one day i can find it too...sure someday will :)

Our hobi have such a beautifull heart,well we all know that...

Tomorrow i have to work so i have to sleep

Good bam to all around the world

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 159

 18/01/25

Jungkook ah today i want talk to you about someone we admire and love, Kim Namjoon or Nam 💚

Nam wrote in instagram this, i will leave it here:

And i got the translate to it....in fact i dont know why but i thought that Nam was showing a part of a book or something, i didnt think that he could compill so much information and give it to others with so much heart! Really Namjoonah pliss WRITE A BOOK SOMEDAY!! You have so amazing empathy to write things to go straight to our heart...and that is a miracle in itself....obviously Nam is super intelligent, we all know that, but the fact that he can explain thru science our feelings as humans been is so powerfull....some of the things he write i already know because i read a book about emotional intelligence, i will leave a pic down....Army if you have the opportunity to read please do it is a must :

                                    EMOTIONAL INTELLIGENCE FOR DANIEL GOLEMAN

I really like the fact that Nam warn us about dont believe our heart or head sometimes...because can deceive us to not be happy or search for something we can reach...so dont let our brain deceive us....focus on concentrate in the moment and the people near us....and dont forget that we are simple humans in a very dificult world...so dont over do in your brain....try to forget bad things before sleep and remember that if we are alone with our problems,WE are unite by that itself....

Jungkookah seem Nam is interested in emotional health like i do, hope someday maybe Nam have my idea of do more for that big portion of people who need heal for the past or heal for our human nature.... 

So many thing you can achieve guys!...We can help a lot of people with your power to be hear,please dont forget this and the meaning while you are in the center of atention i mean the 7 of you,please try to help others emotionally,many things can be heal if we begin with our brain :)

Hope you have a good bam

Love from Peru

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 158

 16/01/25

Jungkookah i found a video of what you said once in Suchwita about that you are the mix of all the members,army you can watch this short HERE

And of course i 1000% with you Jk about this...we all are the mix of the people around us,in the good and also the bad thing near us...I believe we try to do our best for be the best version of Us..

I believe that all the things that happend to us in our life guide us to this moment.....even we had so many sad moments(well i talking about me in these) but i think that very much of the things i lived showed me to be more empatic and also to be more carefull, thats the reason i am more private person that before,since pandemic and the dead of my father i dont usually upload photos in social media....in the begin, was more for empathy for other,i didnt want to show other that economically speaking i was better,so i didnt upload the pic of the  restaurant or places i just to go, i didnt want to anyone feel bad in pandemi, the ones  had not much to eat or cant go outside because dont have money....and then with the dead of my father i begin to hide my feelings and no show anything in media....then i discover that the less people see you,the less they talk about you....i was so sick of people talk about me,liars and so other things that were not true....so that kind of decisions led me to had my actual posititon.

And i feel good about that,sometimes not but i think now i have only close friends to really care for me and my family

Sometimes anyone who is reading this feel that way? Hope not

Try to stay happy even in the dark moments, that is endure or hope....see after the bad things,all bad things have caducity days...dont forget this

Lots of love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 157

15/01/25

Jungkookah just a few days ago i saw a new that was so endering....is the one that you donated more that 1 million dollars to Seoul National University Hospital...i know you are not the only one to do this HERE THE NEW in BTS, i remenber this also for J hope HERE and also for Nam with the marines family HERE...and other times the members do this for other persons. 💖

I just wanna share my admiraton for each of you,because you give so much money to help other,money that you didnt born with , money that you earned with blood,sweat and tears, literally...i am so proud to follow such a great heart givers,this remenbering me   Acts 20:35 : In all things I gave you an example, that so laboring ye ought to help the weak, and to remember the words of the Lord Jesus, that he himself said, It is more blessed to give than to receive. 💘 

INFO

So proud of Jungkook. Seoul National University Children Hospital brochure features Jungkook’s donation of 1B won , thanking him and fans for their generosity and good influence.

“Following the news of Jungkook’s donation, many supporters at home & abroad continued to donate”

“We would like to express our sincere gratitude to Jungkook and ARMY sponsors who are constantly donating and doing good deeds with a loving heart. Sponsoring children is an investment in their future and hope and a gift of peace to their families.”

Earlier, Jungkook donated 1 billion Korean won (approximately 760,000 USD) to Seoul National University Children’s Hospital to support integrated care for children from socioeconomically disadvantaged families who are suffering from rare and incurable diseases, childhood cancer and leukemia.

Hope we can help other so much than you do, i help other thru the bible, thru hope and confort and also so times i help a dog shelter....i wish in the near future i can do more and better...

Thank you BTS for you kindest and love to people,we all are one in the world....

Love ya

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 156

14/01

Jungkookah do you like when i tell you my dreams?....

Sometimes i dream funny things and other,just random things...I will tell you about i dream i had in 25 june of 2022, that day i dream will all the menbers,we all in a house,also my mother and brother....but well what happend is that the menbers are playing a "game" the game consists that they will "create" a "fall of a person" one of the 7 and the purpose is to saw how random people in street react when they see a person who fall down....So as i dont want to play that game,i notice that i am in the exactly corner they will game so i try to move fast to not be included in that "game" so i run to escape and i fall down just in front of Suga and he is trying to help to get up when he do that i cant stand up,i cant so i just have to stand in the floor and all we laugh... because all i want it to do is exactly want happend...cuz i lying in the floor......i not sure if this dream is to laugh or to be angry jejej

I also had another dream...i dream that you are in a live of weverse and you said that you are bored that you will miss the meaning of boring XD and then you tell army that you found....so you are extremly bored jeje...trasmitted in tik tok...but your user is a little diferent like bcdefgi...because your original name was taken...and also you said that you are bored in english jeje

This just for the day i found that maybe i have cousins,

Thankfull for always see me,i always seeying you

So see you soon

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 155

14/01/25

Jungkookah i recently saw a video when you are smoking or at least that is what is seem, you can watch the video HERE.........so many time i thought this situation and now i will talk about it.

First of all i dont want that the love blind me,so i must admite that im not agree with that desitions for you or the members...i really thing that smoking is harmfull for the troat and also for our health....i not sure if is true that you smoke but if that is true can be the explacation of you dont sing like yesterday,your not bad at all is just whe i heard song from years behind is like i can really apreciated the variety of your voice...and i will love to hear again..

Im very aware that the people who smoke are not bad people...i also have a relative who smoked and is a good person so i have clarity about that

Something i am very worried is about your help Jungkookah because in a video you said that you constanly go to doctor...and a friend of mine,who smoke for years have a very dangerous thing in his ear so now he use implants in the ear to hear....and the doctor said to him never smoke again for is health, i remenber also that when i did my anual checkup, my doctor said to me to avoid the people who smoke for the sake of my own health....

So i really concern about your heath and the other members too

Stay healthy and happy till we meet

E.

Lets be empatic

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 154

 14/01/25

Jungkookah and also members, hello :) if anyone of you are watching,so glad to have you here reading,hope i dont bored you...Recently i watched a video of Jin in LeeMujin Service heres is a SNEAK PEAK of the part im refering to.

Jin said in this interview that in 10,20 or 30 years from now on, BTS will stay in the scenario with Army, something we already knew because you 7 say all that but the part i was gladly surprice was the part of he saying this: the day he was with coldplay he could watch that them travel with his family and thta he xpect to do it in the future with his family.....that was so sweet...as the days and years goes by, our boys will grown and be better human no, army? So is so important to have open mind to accept the fact that them will have family...and that we need to be happy for them from the heart...i know is difficult i understand...just imaging Jungkook o Nam o Jin have a partern is a little sad but also i know that they have the right to do with they live the way they want...

As i said before my only concern is that the future miss of the guys, can understand army and make them more easy this transition....be empatic i feel is the most important quality for the future wife of all the boys...we dont want that BTS have to separate his love for amry with the love of his life....that would be catastrofic and will endly badly of course....

So this kind of honest and sweet interview is very much need to open our eyes and to be more receptive to what the boys need, not what we need.

If you were a star o public figure....you dont need to love and have family who can have a beautifull life?....Of course! So that person are our boys....lets make them his days more easy i often meditate about his life...must be struggle to dont have private life or can just walk thru a street and dont be  recognice....or cant go so many places because of the lots of people....so many things our boys have to deal with so.....make they life more enjoyable, ok army? I know i can count on you

Lets be by the side our BTS thru the life with joy and empathy

Lots of love Members

E.

PS: FULL VIDEO HERE min 30 if you want to reach the exact moment.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 153

 13/01/25

Jungkookah i recently watched this video HERE and made me laugh so hard because of your ideas....

But yeah it is a great idea, i thought a similar idea....when Army couldnt scream in the concerts...but obviously is kinda difficult....but clever

 Speaking about videos,i recently watched Paddington 2 and i really liked! Is a sweet message about unity and family....to try to achieve our goals and dont give out...

And the family is always by our side...i never thought that this kind of movie i will love....but because the 3 one is about Peru i really wanna to be in synchrony with the story.... 

I really recomend the 1 and 2...very deep about our values and the importance to be kind and respectfull always...sometimes like Paddington we are raiced with some values that it is in our personality forever...saw this values are something powerfull is so good...........because be a good people is super important......always and forever, dont you think?

Surely

Is almost 2 am again but today was a very busy day so i hope tomorrow i will write more :)

Good bam all

Love 

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 152

 12/01

Jungkook today is a happy day...very happy :)

I will tell you why but first i wanna show a video i found about your concentration jeje HERE you can see it,you totally forgot about the people,i admire that kind of commitnent,of course all BTS is that way as i remenber...

Well the most im exciting is that a source call Sakura,that i follow so time ago...said that the tour of BTS will be included some countries of south america....and that make me so happy

Peru is one of them,i think argentina,brazil and chile also....so that make me so happy,Sakura said that Peru was RM choice...that was so amazing...you will not regret....we wait for you in Peru 💖

Army you can follow Sakura in tik tok is Sakura_6m 

So i am so happy but also i need to save money! 

I hope everything goes well and finally you 7 can come to Peru, we really wait for you guys

So you can imagine i was so excited,i jump and in my home my mother and brother said to me "what happend" and i said : BTS IS COMING TO PERU WOW....

I hope everything goes smoothly and good

We are so glad to have you 7 here :)

                                                            💖💕💗💘💓💝💟💞

See you soon BTS

LOTS OF Loveeee

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 151

 11/01/25

Jungkookah today im just here to laught with you about the beautifull relationship the 7 of you have with a video that always i see it, make me laugh THIS

Is the one you recorded, a guide for RUN BTS and you are complaining jokingly about make the guides...and you star to imitate voices...the voice you are imitating is so funny but the most i like from this video is the way the menbers are so excited to you upload and how in that moment you the 7 seven forget about the cameras....that is the real 7 of you, and that is so good to see :)

                                  Yeah i love men in suits, i can help it...is so fancy and elegant

We love you, to the moon and back BTS

Good night to all

Love

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 150-PERU ARMY

 09/01/25

Jungkookah pleaseee pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee please

jeje you dont know what i am talking about right?

Jungkookah i recenty hear thar in anytime now,in the near future,BTS,you all seven can come to South America and have a tour....of course i know i have to save money....im on it! but is difficult i love fashion and clothes...jjeje but i will do it,dont worry

But i want to ask you PLEASEEE PLEASEEE PLEASE if it is in your hand, make that Hybe want to come to Peru or at least Chile,Argentina or Brazil.....please....i know maybe you dont know i exist but i hope somewhat you could see this request to come to PERU for the BTS TOUR when you all seven finish military,theres so much information talking about the future tours,korea media also say thata about a future tour...so im very hopefull about that but i dont want my dreams cant come true...

So please IF is in your hand or in hand of the 7 of you....can you please come to Peru

We have so much to offer to you....Places,food,nature and LOVE

PLEASE HELP PERU ARMY,IN FACT SOUTH AMERICA ARMY TOO

We love you

E.

                                              PS:This is not my pic,is for Army Peru facebook

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 149

 09//01/25

Jungkookah like i tell you recently...sometimes i feel blue because of expectations of other and the daily life...so i was thinking about a song of the 7 of you can confort me and i listened the lyrics of Zero o clock...

I really liked the lyrics because anyone can related to it,often there are days when we feel bad for things or for no reason...for me when the sun is come up is a very happy day but when i saw cloudy day it is not as good,feel a little sad.....but like you all 7 said,when we have a bad day,whe want the day end soon...and sometimes whe feel like maybe we are wrong in something or it is our fault....the fact that maybe we are the one one who feel sad o stop in the way...and then when we see other to continue with their lives as nothing happend..

I like the part of like when the snow hits the floor and is the beginning, lets breath" for me that lyrics is that ,we need to forget all that happend and breath to a new start 💝 and we will BE HAPPY

And i also like the part when we are real to the things happend in the world...like you said in the song "maybe it is ending the day but nothing will really change but at least it is ending" something like that i liked too because it is true,our problems with not end in the 12 o clock but at least is a new day to enjoy with or loves ones.

I didnt know that Zero O´Clock have a choreo!!... i like it!!!...you can see it HERE

So this song have the power of confort me...as many of song of the 7 of you...surely Army is enjoy too and give them a comfort in difficult times

So try to be happy as much as you can, BTS and Army too

Good bam

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 148

 09/01/25

Jungkookah maybe you didnt hear about Peru so much...but theres a movie many people know and it is  about a bear from Peru,maybe you hear about Paddington,a bear that born in peru and went to London.

Here it is,do you hear of him?

Many people in London and in the country in fact love Paddington,because is symbol of inocence in a world that each day turns more evil

....I must be sincere,in the past didnt catch my atentionn this friend...but recently watch the first movie and very liked me,because even at the begining the world it is not good with Paddignton,he dont lose hope and treats everyone with kind and respect...we as human very need be like that.

HERES IS THE TRAILER OF Paddington in Peru :)

Hope someday you watch it is a very good movie with many values and sweet :)

Also helps i think to think about adopt the ones in need....

So make the world a little better right?

Well now i have to say goodbye,is almost 2 am,im trying to catch up with the posts to really finish the day you will out military service,hope i can :) and hope at least this letters can give you a little of comfort.

With love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 147

 09/01/25

Jungkookah today i feel sad,hope you are fine,i dont feel good about what others spect of me....is so hard to fullfill what other thinks about me...what i should do or not do...i love my family but sometimes i just want to run away from them...something like these happend to you ? what do you did?

I know that always his intentions are good,of course is my family....but often i think i need go back to live alone...and im making plans for that...obviously it is not easy decition but i think day by day i reafirm that i need to be own my own...

And that idea is runnning in my head a few months ago....of course i am worried about my mom because i am the one with more time and i spend a lot of time with her....but also sometimes i think that exactly that is make us difficult to be together....maybe be share to much? I dont know but sometimes i think i dont have patience with the people in general....and that i think is not good....but well is what i feel....

I think i dont have much patience but i am very empatic person,maybe sounds rare jaja but it is true, as a good INTP im very meditative and i try to understand the feeling of others....

So im in this crossroads of feeling....hope soon i have some clarity...

Please have good thoughts about me in this matter,i hope i can make a good decition

Much love

E.

   lidiar con familia,expectativas,ideas,difcl pero hya amor