09/01/25
Jungkookah today i feel sad,hope you are fine,i dont feel good about what others spect of me....is so hard to fullfill what other thinks about me...what i should do or not do...i love my family but sometimes i just want to run away from them...something like these happend to you ? what do you did?
I know that always his intentions are good,of course is my family....but often i think i need go back to live alone...and im making plans for that...obviously it is not easy decition but i think day by day i reafirm that i need to be own my own...
And that idea is runnning in my head a few months ago....of course i am worried about my mom because i am the one with more time and i spend a lot of time with her....but also sometimes i think that exactly that is make us difficult to be together....maybe be share to much? I dont know but sometimes i think i dont have patience with the people in general....and that i think is not good....but well is what i feel....
I think i dont have much patience but i am very empatic person,maybe sounds rare jaja but it is true, as a good INTP im very meditative and i try to understand the feeling of others....
So im in this crossroads of feeling....hope soon i have some clarity...
Please have good thoughts about me in this matter,i hope i can make a good decition
Much love
E.
lidiar con familia,expectativas,ideas,difcl pero hya amor
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