LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 187

Hello Jungkookah and friends, sorry for the vanish...i had a really difficult and heavy days,in fact i cried three times in a week...can you believe it? Yes but also yesterday the letter of Jk make me feel better....well i will talk to you about the letter in other post,i break the time space just a little for this apology... 

Im in reality in letter number 222 ,in sketch/draft,but i am in letter 187 here ,im sorry for the late,im very busy,and with many many problems,is like the devil is against me,i dont know what to think about that....well lets back to time

06/02

Jungkookah i found this photos of you in a normal moments,not the celebritie ones, you can see it HERE i like very much your natural mode...is nice to saw you and all members like that,free like a normal person, i wonder sometimes if i could be in that position, how would i act? 

Of course always expect the best but in the reality some situations are so unpredicable, i onyl can imagine how patience all 7 of you have,maybe the quality i most lack is patience, i do have patience but it is not big...you understand right? 

From the photos the link show,i very like this,when you said hi to a little girl in the mall.......

And also the one in concerts...i understand that sometimes we need to be alone,but some time ago i realize that even in our free time,maybe we can be in a place and in a moment when "once in a time" a person can see us....is like if someday i see JK o RM i will like try to reach because i they are my favorites...but maybe they are in vacations,but also i think that maybe never i could see it in fleesh again so i try to reach them,sometimes i wonder about that,i will o do it or not? Maybe i will know if happen some day....

In the middle time i will try to be healthy and happy,as muchs is difficult this last days.....

In bad days i need to think a lot about this thought: This bad thing will past some day....and that im not alone..my god is watching me and knows me better that anybody...

Kiss and Hugs

E.