LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 45

 Today i saw BTS Monuments...it was so feeling :( Nam and Yoongi said that was supossed to be to militar duty in november 2020....that was so shocking for me...because like you know i get to knowed BTS on 2021 in My Universe feat Coldplay....so that was so surpirisng for me...Nam also mencionated  his way of thinking, like if BTS was chosen to be in this place (metaphorically speaking) is good and if they dont deserve this life is also good...he said that the light and the shadom is also bright....What i understand for that, that nowaday they are in that journey and the things go like they supposed to go, and that is good because is life.....also he mencionated that if his twenties ere in the point to explore and get a certain position and now in his thirties they will know themself, i understand, since i became thirty is like i begin to really re-know myself,the one i left behind in the search of gain privileges and honors....it not was bad but i forgot myself in the middle...and i feel the guys or at least Nam feels the same.

Nam used analogies i like that of course is like they wanna run for fun and suddenly is like a maraton and even that marathon is broadcasting live...they cant quit!...I undertand that is like you supposed to do more...i remenber feel that way...when few years ago i achieve some privilefes in my religiton is like many people said to me...only you left to achieve this school! or go to this "place".

Jungkook said that he was worried about he will stoping to finding hapiness or be ambitious....he si afraid to be in the same place forever....i have the same fear...i sometimes think maybe that was the reason i couldnt get married,it is not lack of candidates jeje they are!....it just im afraid to be bored and that is a bad feeling but also a good feeling....at least thats the way i feel.....

Yeah! im also like Jin ...jiji...im Miss Puntuality :) and im very proud of that 

Well i think i write too much,sorry...

Have a good day or good night

WITH LOVE 

E.

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