LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 54

Yesterday i couldnt write anything because my leg was hurting too much and also have a very bad day in  traffic and in my work....so my patience was 0...but today i woke up a little better,my mon help me with a cream in my body and that help me a lot...our moms are very important right?...The family is the one is with us for life...long ago realize that a lot of friends ,be not good  for us in the long run...i mean they be not good friends after all....that is sad...surely you know now that Jungkook....or maybe you dont know yet...if is like that i hope that anyone of your friends dont break your hearts,like so many did to me,girls and boys as same....Im like the person or i just tend to be like the person who always thinks in my friends...

Some years ago, i put a rule in my life,i must not tell personal things of my life to a person is not my friend at least  7 years, in this last 10 years, i broke my own rule 2 time for a 2 friends(girls both) and both of them disappointed me....so i was very sad in that time...when i was more young some of my problems was about jealous from them...or maybe my male friends want to be more than friends with me but my friend(a girl) was jealous,like it was my fault!...thats was so unfair but happend so i just to lose friends....Now im more like if you want to be my friend, good lets  be friends but if you dont want to,fine too, have a good life!...:)

I dont tend to forgive fast, that is something bad of me....of course there are levels,things simple is easy to forgive but other things take me long time even some of them i never forgive, of course this cases are people who hurt me a lot to me and close love ones, and never apologize to me or to them...that was the reasons i couldnt forgive....not aply for tiny o small things....but well, we are humans,we are not perfects, i feel confort that know that, God is not expecting to me  be perfect and  he understand me and what i feel....take me very long years to finally understand that God understand me and accepting me as i am...with strengths and weakness...some people close to me,make me feel bad in the past for the fact i couldn forgive some things that really hurt my childhood, my adolescence and also adulting....but know now  that God understand me and dont force me to forgive when some people hurt me to the point to make a trauma....that help me to feel better and in peace...

Hope Jungkookssi feel in calm always :).

With love from Peru to Korea

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