LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 239

 01/03 

Jungkookah i wanna talk something on the hope of BTS can change something things,i know that all 7 of you are part of a enterprise and of course every enterprise need money income so i understand some changes but they are some things i dont like.

Like 2 membership? why paid for 2 when 1 can have all services and only one paid,i dont mean less money but maybe if 20 and 20 dollares, a price like 35 or 30 for all....i dont know im just saying what i think and what i think is fair.

Other things is about subtitutles...why we need to paid for that, for me this is unusual. 

So i said to you this with the hope of something can change...like i said i know merch or services are things all you seven need but is not too much? I mean many Army is trying to save money,like me to go to a concert, many ocations is need save money even for a flight, SO really really is so necessary to have so much merch not only for hybe, BT21 or line?...i think if there is a little less would be a very good..

Like now seems like every member will have a tour,so we have to save money for album,for merch,for a future toru of BTS....that doesnt sound too much?

We love spend money in you but if things continue this way, only Army with solvency will go to tour or concert...not all Army?

Can we be a little more empatic...the whole thing is not that ARMY of all the world can meet you seven or is that privilege is just for Army with money?

I know im asking a lot here...but even a little change can help things.....

Please help us...can we be more empatic one and others

If is only a sugestion to the board who take this decitions,is a big step and we will be thankfull

APO BANGPO

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 238-A SAD STORY BUT WORTH TO READ IT

 27/10

Jungkookah today i witness something very very sad, like i said to you was a bad day,because someone made me felt sad with some coments,without bad intentions but i felt sad nevertheless...well i was going back to my home and got up in a car that take to my district not so far away where i was...but just a few minutes i was on this Bus,a boy showes up, i believe must had 19 aprox...

He told his story,he was in the capital,lima because he won a scholarship to study here,but like happend to me, he lost his scholarship because he didnt get a 18 only a 17 in the grade...so that was so sad, i understand the feeling,we try so hard to be good in all the subjects but is almost imposible to do it....a 18 in all courses is SO SO difficult, because all had flaws or is tend to be good in a material,not all of them. So this boy from province lost scholarship and also the place to stay...but he decidec to stay in the capital and try to earn money and continue his studies..very laudable of him.

So he was trying to find a job but as we know is difficult to find it without experience in some fields...so he was selling candies in the bus,so for that point i was hoping he pass near to me give hi some money for him,not because he sell something because to help him...but he continues his story...more tragically

He said that he now walk everyday 5 hours because the place he found to live is so far away from de capital ....and he told that recently he said he had many pain the back so finally when he couldnt walk so well...he went to the hospital...and the doctor said to him that he need a kindey transplant...and that his conditions was critical,that he had only 2 months to find a organ donor..but he was in the list and was the number 1000 aprox and only 7 was attend in the hospital...so his story make me felt very sad...

Im was tearing a little bit...because is not only that he lost his scholarship,he is alone in the capital,he dont have a dignified dorm,he has to walk 5 hours in the morning and also 5 hours in the night to go back his house....and above that he is ill,seriously ill....😓...for me is like i was seeing a young man that for this kind of world we live,he will be no more....so i try to help them,he receive and he thanka a lot even while he was coming down to up in another bus to share his story again,im very sure,this is a situation that he need to do very times a day...

I know that in the world there is people who lie about his life only to gain money,but this was not the case, that was the reason i believe him and help in a way in that moment...i really hope someday know about him,hopefully fully recovered 💪

So this for me was also a lesson,because even i was tearing about my problems but so many people have so many troubles,like you know because i told to you in my many post thru this time...i can saw many people who has more difficult problems than me...that kind of situations give me more perspective and more compassion.

It will not be perfect to build a enterprise to help young people to have a future in good health?...is one of my dreams...i hope one day i can help other the ways i cant do it right now.

Meanwhile i try to confort people with good news when they pass thru tough moments,everyone can help while we can and how we can, the important is to help..

While i was writing this post i was listened randomly BTS music,and when i start to write then your cover of Falling comes up jeje that is so conforting,as you know because i said this to many times,you saved me with this song thru difficul moment...so i  listened right now is like a sign jaja idk maybe jeje but is always so good to hear before i go to bed.

So jungkookah lets keep helping other,like we know you do,lets continue been a good humans...

Say hi and hug for Bam

Good Bam

Surely he is so happy to finally see you again in only few days ahead 💚💜💜

We will too

Elly 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 237

 27/10 

Jungkookah i was thinking about when we hurt someone without intention,i dont mean i do it,i mean that when someone do that to us, is so hurtfull...sometimes when is something i really care about, that kind of behavior make cry.

That was i recently pass...with a older friends, they was giving me a advice and i was happy to hear them but one of them said to me something that make me feel bad, i almost cry, i know that wasnt his intention but that made me meditate about when even we dont know we can hurt someone.

How heavy are our word when they come up of our mouth ? right?

When i notice i hurt someone maybe with some words....i try to amend that,i think thats the way things should be.

I know you understand this,because you realize how important are our actions, i remember you said that when you had your eye tatto, meaning of that you try to look your actions,what you did in the past....surely to be better, right? Of course is not need a tatto for that but i understand you way of thinking and i liked, i know you, like Nam, Suga y Jimin are trying to meditate to be better...i think your personality declain to that....in fact all the members had that way of thinking, that is other reason im proud to follow BTS.

We need more artist to be like the seven are, gold heart

Let keep shinning in a dark world with kindness

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 236

 26/02 

Jungkookah the other day i hear for first time Cypher 4, i really like cypher 3 is very poping and fun...but when i hear cypher 3, one line that make me think a lot was the Nam part :"I like hate comments more than no comments,I don't know you but you know my name"

I was always the type of girl that didnt like when other talk about me,i think mostly because i build my reputation so many years that i wouldnt let anyone ruin something that cost me so much...so i made paid me(suffer in a way for that person it mean) anyone who speak bad about me,speak lies about me more specifically.

But well when i hear that line, i was thinking: the real people dont have time to think or speak of other...like me i dont have time to speak of other...i have a very busy life...so i was thinking about that all my life i experience people talk about bad about me, mostly was envy.....Even i never get it why, because im good looking but i dont considere myself to be gorgeous, you know? i dont think that....Im also inteligent but i dont think that im like Nam, you understand? is like levels....so i never understand why people talk about me...but lately i was thinking like the line..."i dont know you but you know my name" so that in some point im so important in her life that she need to be so attentive to me...

So that made me realize that the people who speak about me has so sad and empty life that dont have nothing more to do....that is very sad!

Im sure the 7 of you knows what i telling here,because like this cypher and other,many people talk about you,like you 7 seven never would success, so you understand my feeling when sometime i couldnt do it nothing.

I oly hope ARMY as BTS and i, dont let anyone let you down...with effort and diligence we can achieve everything 💚

Good bam

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 235

 Jungkook today i wanna talk to you about the kids and parents...something i tend to think and absolulely sure that is important to give the same treatment to all the kids...i dont mean in the way that girls are different to boys...in the meaning of be fair with all of them or establish rules for all and not only one.

Maybe my last years since my 20 made me think about this,i really get very sad when i see a different treatment...i was never a spoiled daughter...but because i was the one speaking the true as it is and no sugar coating things...i got in trouble many times, specially with my father,who refused to pay my studies when i finish highschool because i was sincere about his fling that cost the break of our family...i know that that made me less a favorite daughter...but is in my soul i cant shup up when is something bad going on...i cant...that made me a very fair person and also very empatic and justice warrior of other....I dont regret be like that because others value my honesty and fairness....that show how i am in my heart in soul.

So like i was saying i think that parents need to be the same with all the kids because that changes us , molds us...we feel in our heart the pain when treat us the different way and i never want to be like that with my kids.

So i ask you what do you thing of this matter? Sometimes i think that maybe because you are the last son, you maybe never felt this im telling you....normally the last son is the spoiled of the mother jeje im just saying! Dont take it to personal if is not your case 😄

These is a topic ever talk them as members?...maybe was one day when all you seven lived together in one house.

What do you think? I sounds very unpractical or rigid? I hope you or members dont think like that when read this blog....I can only be better person if i can meditate in the things...how do you be better? thinking? meditanding?

I hope all of us can be a better version of ourself improving day by day

In the meanwhile is important to still love ourself,thru the journey 💘

LOVE YOURSELF, SPEAK YOURSELF

APO BANGPO

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 234

25/02

Jungkookah i was thinking in one of your friends...CHa Eun Woo want to married or at least thas what i understand in this  REEL.

I think many of you can ask why he dont married, is handsome and not a kid so he can make his own decitions...but i think is not that easy.

To begin i think that need to choose VERY wisely,because that would be the person you will be vulnerable, the person that not be with you because of your fame or you money...must need to be a loyal person and a person of principles...because if she is not like that,she will bored or looking for fame...so will not be true love...

As cha eun woo says is so important the comunication....for me because is at least half of the relationship...i always said the beauty will go with years and when you have problems, you will not see her cute eyes or cute face....that doesnt matter when your in a problem or angry....in that moment you face her true self...her personality,her traumas,hers fears,her heart...

I understand the difficult of find a partner even because im not famous,im kinda know in my religiton so i know that people in my circles are seeing what would be my decitions in that field...but i sometimes worried that my future husband only see my beauty and then will years will go because of a fling ....or that he doesnt stay in the difficult moments when we need to endure in love and patience...

I only can imagine that my fears are a lot worse when is someone famous who need to find the right partner in life.

Im also afraid to married and choose badly so that thought made me sometines run away of oportunities or that someone play with my feelings....thats are things that make me sad to think...because i want and i deserve like all mankind a good partner that love me with my faults and my virtues...because we are more that our bad things...we are unique and our partner need to see and believe that.

When he said that he expect to find that in marriege made me thing that,he values that,he is very like me,he expect that marriage bring joy...because i grew up in a conservative family....but i believe was the best :)

Here are some comments of Army  about the topic

So i hope our path can brings us joy and patience.

With Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 233

25/02

Jungkookah i got amaze that the kind of love that all members have for each other, i was thinking that while i was watching this Reel.

I think for what i know, maybe im wrong, that in some asian countries is not well see give in public signs of affection. I think has to be more about the culture than the fact that maybe they dont like too much...I know many american, sout and north american dont understand it because we are more "open mind" about that stuff but i think is not everyone, depends of the environment...for example i like sign fo affection, of course, but i dont like when in is in public.

But i think sometimes is good to be not much affectional with the partner...is important to me measure for that things....to avoid make a mistake that later will cost...i know many people who thinks that maybe im very "old school" and for me that is not bad jejej....i like the way of old things, i think that after years im very sure is good to be cautious.

Always think is part of my personality...is just who i am...INTP to the vein jejej but im happy!

That is not all it matters?

Happy day 

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 232

 24/02 

Junkookah at least once a week i step by a Gym, i think is a gym, im not sure but seems like it,the place had purple and green light,green is my favorite colour by the way, so when i step by i always think about you...since i saw that some men practice boxing there i think you would like to do it too...Obviously i think about you living near by but in reality you wouldnt do it because of some Army that some times dont let you train in peace...but well i just tell what i wish,dream or think about it.

Of course i will train to with you but when i remember live of weverse i notice that you surely train in your own space...i think that boxing is interesting, i think makes you focus and that is something i need because sometimes my thoughs dont let my brain alone. But im not sure if boxing is against my beliefs, because is not a harmless sport because we can cause pain in other...so that keep me thinking...

I wish i could practice other sports more freely like swimming or Tennis like when i was a child...or high jump...is one of my favorite...i still remember when my friend of school and me won in a competition...the jumping meter was high bit by bit...i remember when i need to jump more to get pass...in a point of only 2 o 3 groups, i felt and i was so sad because i think that we lose, i didnt remember that in group is 2 and if one get it, we continue, thats what happend my friend jump the one i couldnt jump...so we pass to another high...in this one my friends was first and she didnt pass...i was so sad because i think if she couldnt and i lose in the previous one, no way i can do it this....but i prepared and focus on give my best...and when i pass and land the couch i didnt believe at first hand...i was so sure that i wasnt get it...so i was so happy...i think that was the last and we win....what a marvelous memory right? I wish i could be as strong and sure as i was back that time...maybe the divorce of my parents changed me or maybe life change me...so sometimes i try to remember that episode in my life to remember me to try more the things i think i dont good or things that scare me...im trying to be a better person.

So everyday we need to try to be better, thats the goal and help others...

With love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 231

 23/02/2025 

Jungkook i finished When the Stars Gossip ( en coreano :  별들에게 물어봐 ) 

I really love the drama specially because of the final because is Real,i mean also sad but also is more like normal life.

I like that they try to fight against the odds, even themself when they feel something...also i like that their love last even after death...and even sacrifice themself for their child, obviously is what every parent should do, meanwhile in real life doesnt happend that way always, i really love than even they didnt stay together,their love last forever in their child...even i love happy endings i know that is not always that way in life...so this serie make me realize that i need to try to do my life as i want and go for what i want or who i want....maybe one day you could see this post?...

Even i know im not diligent as i want, because my lack of time and organitations is the reason i only wrote 231 letter for the 500 i promise to do....so that promise keep me sometimes feeling bad  because i really want to write more, but my time and my problems dont let me, of course this could sound as a excuse,which certainly is ,but i really try to help you get thru your military service, and also if this help other, better!....maybe a courageous word or confort word will help someone in need or someone sad...

Is frustating realize that i got only 231 letters wrote when there no one day i didnt think about you, Reels help in that chore jeje...when i feel down or sad or overwhelmed for things in life, always see you smiling or playing or just be you is so calming...also i hear BTS music every day, last year i was the 4 % that listened BTS most in the world...i was so happy jeje

So i apologise for not be at time...that makes me sad too...but you need to know that there is not one day i dont care about you and hope you are okey and happy, because you deserve, in fact everyone : Nam,Jin,Suga,Hobi,Jimin y Tae deserves the world, you seven think in army before you and that is not common in real life, especially in singers so you need to know that all you 7 are specially...even if things dont go like we want we will here to help you :)

With love

E.

 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 230

 22/02

Jungkookah i recently felt very down because some "friends" supports other "friends" rather than me, in a way that is not fair, that made me feel sad...and i wonder why choose sides when we know that the other part is the guilty part...that break my heart, very much :(

Few years ago i experience something like that ,thats when i establised a rule, the rule that only friends that i know more that 7 years will know my intimate life...and surely this rule and Follow him, even when i want to come near someone, follow the rule help me and save from sorrow....because in the long run i found people that was not my true friend in real life, like this "friends" that im talking about didnt defend whats right and true.

i wonder if i just need to forgive and forget or just let it go and stay as friends....what do you think Jungkookah i need to change some friends or maybe i need to changue my attitute....but i think that in this topic i dont need to change because some a sensitives topic...

How much fidelity is in a friendship? Putting one up from another...when i think in these thinks i believe i cant trust anyone....and also i know that things dont need to be like that...

Be so nice to hear so advice from You but i also i think that you be very chill like "dont worry about people,people say what they want" or -"let it go"....

Jungkookah lets try to be better humans day by day

We can do it ,Army too

Lots of love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 229

 21/02 

Jungkookah i cant help talk about Nam when he post something interesting or something that touch my feelings or something that feeds my brain and his last poem,from Choi Baek gyu is so deep and interesting, i will tell you what i think about it, here is the original story, in case you didnt had the chance to see it:

And here is in Spanish,

I like the lyrics, that evoke a love,beautifull and also kind of messy,the part that said that he "holds till our soul broken" i think is like saying ,that try to stay together as long as they could....

The other part,my favorite says "that he reached the time that love is not enough to a love to last"

This! for me is so important....I think specially when we are so young we think that love is some strange force that swipe us and gives us not choice but follow him....and i think that the more we mature, we notice that love must be calm,obviously a heart rush also but mostly knowledge, that must be the word!

Knowledge because with that we can love, know,respect,support and share goals..for me is so important to know the true heart of the person i will love or the person who will be my partner in life...

That for me is Love with awareness 💚

Hope all can find that kind of love, that love last even in bad days,bad moments,as we got older....because we love the inside not the outside...outside that with years is just a memory...

Since i have consciousness i give importance to the heart....but is also so difficult to know,we try but we dont know the other side,sometimes many people is master to hide who truly is and that is so frustating and also so unfair....make us lose time....but well that it is just life....

So Army and BTS take your time to falling in love, dont fall down with the heart, fall down with the brain 😊

Lots of love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 228

 21/02 

Jungkookah i recently saw a notice about you and your trade mark. Iwas wondering if the earring you were in one of your last Weverse live, is from yor trade mark. I hope the model doesnt come soon because im trying to save money for the Tour....surely in Festa all our doubts will come clean......

Was interesnting that your trade mark not was only in Korea, also in USA, Europe and some countries in South america and more..

I wonder time to time, what are your goals or what is the place you want to land...im pretty sure that you dont have a goal in mind,in the way that you want to try to do a lot and various things in your life...and i hope one day can you do it all....Im the kind of person i believe we will have a better life than this and in that Paradise we could do everything will want to do..and enjoy with many things...but of course everyone is free to believe what they want...

I just want that all be happy today and always.

Good bam

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 227

 Jungkookah today i want to us to laugh...is always important, dont you think?

Jungkookah i found This , there are Meme with BTS photos of the 7 of you...made me laugh how Army is always teasing you 7, is a good kind of love, the friends that joke around.

the 1 photo said: "If you see me working all day,save me,i dont wanna be there" 😂  

The 2 photo said:One day you are young and the other day,you have a candy at hand for lack of sugar", not my case but i know they are some jeje

The 3 " ": "Be ugly have their advantanges but because im handsome, i dont know  them" That make me laugh, so bold!

The 4 "  ": "Best things are last to coming, me going late everywhere" Im not like, im Miss Punctualilty!

The 5 " ": "Im too much for my salary" Indeed, i am too 😁

The 6 " ": "I like that someone brag to have me, for someone to  deny me call my father" Drop the mic, that was harsh but jajaj little cruel but funny.

The 7 " " : "Share this stressed Namjoon, when you are at edge of madness or when you are very7 sleepy" thats so funny, our Nam is so stressedl because he is the leader.

Army is always teasing BTS, thas is just thing what it is jejej...Hopefuly in the future all stay the same.

 FRIENDS X EVER

APOBANGPO

Love for all

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 226

 20/02 

Jungkookah lately i was thinking about that so much people think that each and everyone is destined to find,a partner, a job or something in life....maybe a lot of people need to think that is something o someone greater that fullfill their destiny....i personally believe in a greater been, aka God YHVH. So i dont think for whta i read that he is like someone with strigns who guide us to something or someone, im very sure that he give us free will to do what we want....thats the explication all mankind do what they want.

So im very skeptical to believe that there is only one person to only one person...also very good people died and his/her partenr is good as well...and in years find someone good to and remake his life....and the other person is not bad to continue is just life.

But also i do believe that things happend for a reason...like this, im making a blog, letters for you anda that make you to meet me, hopefully someday we can be good friends...is all i ask because i know very well that loves is not asked, each feel that way in their heart.

A friend just tell me  that the good husband is need to search, he will not be magically appear...that kind of comments always make me think is maybe im doing something wrong, or maybe doing nothing is also a bad thing.

So the only thing i believe and i feel is that i will know someone, i know it will happen! and that i will love him very much and that he will love me too....and i least i think we will have 2 or 3 children...like the song says : truly madly deeply...LOVE

Thats the only certain i have, that is someone for me that is looking for me,like i looking for him..

like this: 

We walked without looking for each other but knowing that we were walking to find each other. 

Good bam to all

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 225

DATE 19/02

 Jungkookah like already told you the other day, the problems of my personal data, keeps me getting anxious for the damage it causes...

But lately i was thinking about the justice in the countries...maybe you know or for i told you, in Peru like many countries Justice is just for the people of money who can afford a lot of lawyers or have some sort of connections in autority positions, sadly but true....surely this happends in many others places...

If this years i passed this problem, something is good of all of these, is that i know how to help other if they happen things like this....avoided so much pain in their lifes

I think very naiveless thought that somehow i will found justice, but sometimes in the search of justice, we can find a big barrier like the sake of our own life...things like this happen in Peru and all around the world...so if i can help someone please take things easy, dont DONT dont DONT overthink the things, specially you,Army, try to stay as much in calm as you can, walk if you feel your mind heavy,eat some tasty food,breathe as so many times as you need....you need time to yourself :-)

The Bible verse "Each day has enough trouble of its own" appears in Matthew 6:34. The verse continues, "Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself". 

So army dont overthink or overdo, everything will come to place...just we need to take care, what means report that kind of things to police and then wait, but not hoping clossure, just expecting that if it not in this world, there is a new world when bad things will be things of the past :)

Remember myself these things make me feel calm in the dark, hope help you too

Lots of love around the world

We are united in pain, like brothers worldwide

E.

 

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 224

 20/02

Jungkook today was also a happy day,like i told in other post, i follow a girl name Sakura in instagram who let us know about news of kpop...others friend followed her so i check the feed and in fact she was right in things and happend as she said.

So she said that you,the 7 of you will come to Peru for the next year or maybe finals of this years....SO i was so happy....a little worried because i need to save money,but she said that is confirmed that BTS is coming to Peru maybe august or september...im not sure.

In festa we will know more about this, i really hope BTS can come to Peru but if is not, im will save money to travel to Chile or Argentina....but i really want to go...

She also said that someone of the members are practice some choreo for the new album or new song or new tour....that is so exciting!

Jungkookah, Peru is such a beautifull place,specially cusco is a place close to my heart,is a must if you 7 come here....is a must!

Dont you think the same?

Indeed it is, we wait for the 7 of you with open heart and hugs

Lets live happily always 

Love

E,

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 223

DATE  20/02 

 Jungkookah i finally had my private class and i feel a mix feelings...i think im not good following a choreo, im better in a impro choreo...i just feel the music and let myself guided....also i feel that my twist in the let had me so much troubles...im not the same as i was when i recorded and uploaded videos of me dancing in covid and before covid....im not bad but i feel that my teacher R. couldnt saw that im good but in kpop  music not other styles...of course is just my first class...i know that in future classes surely i will show her my style of dancing....BUT i must say that was a marvelous class, R is not just a teacher is a great human bean...i never felt bad or lost and she had so much patience when i was blocked in some parts of the choreo she created...i told she in advance that i wanna to improve my posture and defined movements....so she really help me, also i notice that is SO much better to practice with a big mirror in front of me, because i can see my ending postures and correct as i go....

I think this is the begining of a long way, in the meaning i really want to dedicated to dance for life...i know is difficult but i really want to dedicated to this...i think my elly of childhood always know that and i refused many years to accept that, but is what really make me feel happy...i always dancing in mind so i know this is something i really love.

I was very nervous in the minutes early the beginning of the class...i brought to the class my golden bracelet and my pendant of the keyring wiht your name in it, so in a way you are with me in that special moment. 😉  

IS NEVER LATE TO ACHIEVE OUR GOALS IN LIFE

Army always remember that, specially when you feel down for things in life.

Never give up, with time and efforts, everything is possible

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 222-The spirit of Jimin

 Jungkookah as you can see, i will talk about Jimin this time, i really admire him for various thing....he has a kind heart,always worried that everyone get along well and also is very sweet, always hugging and jumping or playing around...

Im identify to Jimin specially in one thing, his love for dancing, since i had 12 years old i loved to dance, i remember i begin to dance because of the songs of Shakira,is like something in my body like it...since that day i dance...not professionally but with the heart...

I would really learn more about dance, like the things Hobi show in his serie about dancing....im a self taugh dancer...even i had a account that i showed my dances...even in that moment i never feel like i was so good,good yes but not like i would love to be....

I really envy that the family of Jimin supported him in that field, i knowed my father would not be supportive....12 years ago dancing wasnt a carreer also....so i never got the chance...but im trying to be better, in fact in  few days i finally have my private class with a great dancer i admire....so i hope everything goes up from there...my dream is to be teacher of Dance or be a choreographer....that would be so awesome, im always dancing and jumping in my house and also in the street,but i try to control myself in the street, i remember once that i was dancing in the night back from work and a friend saw me....other day she tell me that saw me and that thought that i was a crazy lady....i laught that moment but very deep i felt a little hurt....as humans we tend to judge other we they do things different from us.....so i believe Jimin surely suffered in the way of becoming so succesfull....in fact i remember that in a interview you,seven said that Jimin just to practice so strong even sacrifice his hours of sleeping....thats when we love what we do and want to be successfull...

The spirit of Jimin is just a great example for us, to not give up on our dreams....ah! Jimin supossed to be only a dancer but he worked so hard that now he has his golden sweet voice...he and Jin had voices so smooth...we can listened to them all day 💗

In fact to be fair,we can hear the 7 of you singing all day...

So i hope we keep together till the end

BTSXARMY

APOBANGPO

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 221-One for Tae

 Jungkookah today i will talk about other member that we love, V or our Tae.

I always like the naive personality of Tae. remembers me to myself a lot, when some friends talk about things i dont know or that i dont need to know in this moment,so im like him...so i related to him in that way.

Also i really like his way of be fashionable!...I studied something related to fashion, i think i already tell you that....and i really REALLY love all the clothes that make us look Elegant, is my favorite 😊 

BUT BUT all the same time i love cargo pants, cargo tee or sweatshirts...oversize clothes because is more comfortable, i like loose fit, only i like that my waist have some protagonism because i have a tiny waist, my friends said that to me....but when i have special ocations i love use dresses with flowers or elegants....i really love....im the 2 opposite poles 😅 but well thats who i am , and i love to be that versatile.

I remember that you told Army that Tae help you because you was so shy...sometimes we need someone like that...i consider myself very  friendly but only to the people i know well....other ways im really shy...

I think sometimes i can hide what i think, like Tae in this kind of moments, His tata face or clumsy moments like This.

I remember that Tae told that he grown up with his granny...i was a few years like that, my granny always accompanied when me and my brother learned to swimming and Tennis....i think many of us dont take to seriously or grandparents till they not are with us anymore, that one of my regrets in life...the time and struggles in life made me more patient, i think i have patience but im not BIG patient like the qualities the bibble talk about, qualities everyone everywhere should have: 22 But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, meekness, self-control; against such there is no law.

I have in mind a project for Tae, i think he would be awesome!! Really hope is one day i meet him, give him this great idea, is exactly the kind of music he like, Jazz but in other level, im very sure he would know more widely!

If years goes byand  i never get the chance to meet him,i will write here so hopefully can see this and do it,he will absolute love it and im sure he will be so good...in fact i have many ideas for the members! Hope one day i could tell them my ideas :)

Maybe could happend, we never know 

Lots of love x all

E.

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 220

DATE: 16/02/2025

I found this photo in this account Here, and i was thinking about the caption, about the movie Kimi no na wa or Your name....Jungkookah i always love the happy endings but if it is with strugggle i love them more! i mean is like it was not easy but both characters fight to find each other, fight for their love....even in this movie, looks like they dont know why feel that emptiness in their adult life.

I sometimes think if is someone like me searching my soul and i searching for him....like i believe i deserve someone like me,caring,empathic,a little good looking and fun....im not married because of lack of suitors....no way!...maybe im to picky...some friend said to me that if i keep been like i am, i will never choose anyone and i end up alone ;( that sometimes make me sad when i think about it.....but also other friends said to me that i dont settle for less that i deserve, so im trying to keep that though in mind when i miss having someone in my life....

If im honest i dont really feel that i NEED someone,im really happy with my life as it is...i have time free for me and for my family and friends....i can watch almost all days the sunset and i like my personality and also i like when i see mysefl in the mirror,im very gratefull for be me and no other person....but sometimes nostalgic comes to my mind, hopefully is just a little breeze in the air and not my normal mood...

Jungkookah you recently said that yu dont have a girlfriend that ypu dont need one,i really understand what you said, because i feel the same....but surely somedays you miss have someone....what is your secret to endure that moments? Is just like me a little thought in the air or maybe you dont trust people,thing that be very normal in the kind of life you have...im sure there are many girls and boys that only love superficially.....and that is not love, hopefully we always know the true, sooner or later....

Personally speaking i think that be with someone for interest is a waste of time (maybe is for money or appearence or social status).....because in some moment you will split because no one can handle pretenmd so much time....so when finally get to see he/she real face....all be ending so what waste years living with someone we dont love,someone that can´t accelerate our heart,or make us jump of joy or make us cry of hapiness,to feel that we are one 💘

I think everyone everywhere deserves that kind of you,what do you think?

Sweet dreams

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 219

Jungkookah i always thought that be a leader must be very stressfull...also so rewarding...

I found This video about the qualities of RM as leader.

I like the love and the patience Nam have, even Jin is older but respect him so much...like one time Jin said if someone argue with Namjoon is something wrong with that person...

The video i leaved lines above, also mentioned one think i remember but i think i forgot lately, i didnt know BTS back then but i knew this, that in the beginning Namjoon translate hate messages to a good messages for all you.

 Like we saw in the reel, Nam was always kind and empatic,surely all 7 of you know many more times that  we dont know...but BTS is not only the unconditionally love of Nam, is also the laugh and jokes of Jin, the calm and wisdom of Yoongi, the positivism of Hobi, the sweestest heart and united spirit of Jimin, the inocence and classy of Tae and jk,your big heart and empathy for others :)

All 7 of you make a complete circle 💗💖

But as all we can saw in the video,Nam has a gold heart, thats why is our leader...i have a personality like Nam, i protect too much when i love someone,a partner or a friend....sometimes i think i maybe over protect but i cant help be like that, if that person is important to me, i will do everything to help if i can...and usually if i love someone, i make time,there is not excuses, at least for me 💟

But often i think to myself...if everyone that i consider special, i am special to them?....and sadly sometimes i came with the answer that im not...so this 2025 im trying to give what i get,im not sure if this is good ot bad, im just trying to live my life the best way i can....and you Jungkookah, you change your friends in this time in military life or you are still the same?

My only hope is that bad thing dont change your heart,is the most value we have in our live each and everyone of us

Have a good bam

E

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 218

 Jungkookah like in others times i told you, i was watching reels about you, and i saw This

Saw Tae and you playing Tennis and remembers me the time i play tennis when i was little...me and my brother studied in "Lawn Tennis"...in fact was tennis and Swiming...

I remember that i really like Tennis back then but i wasnt good, i say didnt because a few years ago i played tennis randomly one day and i was surprise that i was good!...So i remember that i was bad because i was lack of confidence, i know that because when i played with one friend i had, i was playing good when i was with a unknown i was so bad, so i think that when i was a child i had afraid or at least lack of confidence.

How confidence can be so deep in our emotions right? I said this before, thats for me the reason why i believe we have to have children when we are emotionally mature...

I always like sports, i was good back then in highschool, i was in high jump,if is misstranslate i mean This, and i was really good, i even win with a friend a intern competition...i would love to continue for that road but there is not so much help for the government in this kind of sports, in fact many atletes fo Peru are almost self made with their resources...that is sad but real.

The world would not be better is we have support and love for the things we love?..obviously good things not debauchery..in the contrary of what you think Jungkookah i believe that we will have a better life in the future....i know you think thats this is the only one live we can be lived....but for me this is just the beginning :)

Hope everyone everywhere can achieve their hopes and dreams...it will be a extraordinary world ahead

Have a good bam

Love

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 217

 15/02/24

Jungkookah i really apreciate your post yesterday because you are always when i need you, this time because my brother have a surgery so im in a vulnerable position...im sure you will feel the same in my place, we know you have a brother, so i know that you understand my preocupation about him.

I remember that in the moment i got surgery, and i always be gratefull because your voice was the calm in the adversity when i feel that i could die, of course the doctor often say that is just a outpatient surgery but as always we dont know what could go wrong...and in that moment you saved my soul like i said it in this POST

Im very sure that im not the only one who worries about the live and health for his love ones...lose a loved one in a surgery must be devastating....like the moment we knew our father died in a surgery trying to save it from Covid...so im very aware about the difficulties everyone is enduring in this past days...i only hope that Army and good people in the world can have a oxigen a sunshine a loved one that can make them smile again, like the way i smile everyday when i see reel of you,Jungkookah, and your particular personality, remembers me myself a few years ago...well all the members remember me myself from past years, a person who was more innocent, more hugging person...maybe all betrayals change me, im sure they had...but lately im trying to be better person than yesterday....of course and very empatic but often my good qualities is seen as a threat so people try to hurt me to make me look bad in front of others...often i thing i need new friends...so i got close to my family more and more in these few years....also feel this is good because, when one of our beloved ones will pass away at least i will feel gratefull to had the chance to spend time with them. 💖

So army take care of your health now and always.

Love and hugs

E.