LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 232

 24/02 

Junkookah at least once a week i step by a Gym, i think is a gym, im not sure but seems like it,the place had purple and green light,green is my favorite colour by the way, so when i step by i always think about you...since i saw that some men practice boxing there i think you would like to do it too...Obviously i think about you living near by but in reality you wouldnt do it because of some Army that some times dont let you train in peace...but well i just tell what i wish,dream or think about it.

Of course i will train to with you but when i remember live of weverse i notice that you surely train in your own space...i think that boxing is interesting, i think makes you focus and that is something i need because sometimes my thoughs dont let my brain alone. But im not sure if boxing is against my beliefs, because is not a harmless sport because we can cause pain in other...so that keep me thinking...

I wish i could practice other sports more freely like swimming or Tennis like when i was a child...or high jump...is one of my favorite...i still remember when my friend of school and me won in a competition...the jumping meter was high bit by bit...i remember when i need to jump more to get pass...in a point of only 2 o 3 groups, i felt and i was so sad because i think that we lose, i didnt remember that in group is 2 and if one get it, we continue, thats what happend my friend jump the one i couldnt jump...so we pass to another high...in this one my friends was first and she didnt pass...i was so sad because i think if she couldnt and i lose in the previous one, no way i can do it this....but i prepared and focus on give my best...and when i pass and land the couch i didnt believe at first hand...i was so sure that i wasnt get it...so i was so happy...i think that was the last and we win....what a marvelous memory right? I wish i could be as strong and sure as i was back that time...maybe the divorce of my parents changed me or maybe life change me...so sometimes i try to remember that episode in my life to remember me to try more the things i think i dont good or things that scare me...im trying to be a better person.

So everyday we need to try to be better, thats the goal and help others...

With love

E.