LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 220

DATE: 16/02/2025

I found this photo in this account Here, and i was thinking about the caption, about the movie Kimi no na wa or Your name....Jungkookah i always love the happy endings but if it is with strugggle i love them more! i mean is like it was not easy but both characters fight to find each other, fight for their love....even in this movie, looks like they dont know why feel that emptiness in their adult life.

I sometimes think if is someone like me searching my soul and i searching for him....like i believe i deserve someone like me,caring,empathic,a little good looking and fun....im not married because of lack of suitors....no way!...maybe im to picky...some friend said to me that if i keep been like i am, i will never choose anyone and i end up alone ;( that sometimes make me sad when i think about it.....but also other friends said to me that i dont settle for less that i deserve, so im trying to keep that though in mind when i miss having someone in my life....

If im honest i dont really feel that i NEED someone,im really happy with my life as it is...i have time free for me and for my family and friends....i can watch almost all days the sunset and i like my personality and also i like when i see mysefl in the mirror,im very gratefull for be me and no other person....but sometimes nostalgic comes to my mind, hopefully is just a little breeze in the air and not my normal mood...

Jungkookah you recently said that yu dont have a girlfriend that ypu dont need one,i really understand what you said, because i feel the same....but surely somedays you miss have someone....what is your secret to endure that moments? Is just like me a little thought in the air or maybe you dont trust people,thing that be very normal in the kind of life you have...im sure there are many girls and boys that only love superficially.....and that is not love, hopefully we always know the true, sooner or later....

Personally speaking i think that be with someone for interest is a waste of time (maybe is for money or appearence or social status).....because in some moment you will split because no one can handle pretenmd so much time....so when finally get to see he/she real face....all be ending so what waste years living with someone we dont love,someone that can´t accelerate our heart,or make us jump of joy or make us cry of hapiness,to feel that we are one 💘

I think everyone everywhere deserves that kind of you,what do you think?

Sweet dreams

E.