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Today i saw episode 6 of BTS monuments...i really like it because they said that they dedicated they life to BTS so they didnt know themself....in this new chapter to be separated and be in the militar duty and they think that must discover what they want and to what makes them more happy....I undrstand that,that happend to me...i mean not in the same way obviously....but i understand when you dedicated yours effort to be someone o something and in the middle you think...this is what i want to be? or im just running in that direction because i decided that long time ago?...BTS run in the direction to be the best and that feeling of not be static and continue getting better is what brings them to where they are now....and now or at least in the time the program was recording they meditate to who they are inside....obviously they are BTS and that never change but whats make them happy in the future and NOW....

I understand that because when i baptized i was 14...i was like i wanna achieve every privileges i can, obviusly for love of god...but in the middle i had to be so carefull ofmany things....who were my friends? they are good influence...if not they couldnt be my friends and in the middle i lost good people who cnt have privilege but they were good people....or other thing happend was i must were clothes apropiate...and of course that is good...but to not be in the mouth of other (old school ones) i sometimes didnt use certains clothes that what not bad but maybe not many would like it....also nobody can see me with a guy beause i was so young and i give a bad influence when is better to wait till the age apropiate...and that was good because one must live your age...but later i tried to avoid the boys to not give the wrong impression...and in the middle i lost the oportunity to know some guys that try to reach me....i was always thinking about my privileges,the ones i had for 10 and even 15 some of them.....so for the other hand i was so proud of myself for achieve somethings to a early age and some much privileges for a young girl....

But i understand the way they feel because in certain moment one have to stop thinking in live a life that is only goal oriented but that not make us know us....that dont mean to be a bad person or behave improperly...simply means that one must discover what make us happy and know who are right now....that not a bad thing....so i undestand them...i hope that this time in militar unit make them heal with themself and come back more happy and more themself.

The life they live is not all gold moments, be pursued for sasaengs,not have privacy,be carefull what they show in Weverse or apps or carefull for what they said to camera or just simply what they show to other....his life is not longer his,,,not can be alone beacuse a wave of people cant do them something and some many things....i understand you boys...i hope some day can you have a life a little more normal and you can be more happy,  ARMY surely will help like they do it till now...

Lets be more happy and healthy

XOXO

E.

Keep going

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Jungkookssi i was watching episode 5 of BTS MONUMENTS and somethings make me think...in that episode Jimin talk about how the things were change for all of you, more bodyguard and security,more fans and Army,more exposition....but i always rescue that you continue be yourselfs...like V said: your try to be a good influence in this world and of course you are and also show to others that you are normal humans ...i think that makes you different....you 7 are loyal,not selfish and not envious...that is so rare in the music industry...specially in group of music, is always one that is envious one to another or try to overshadom others.....but you all are truly love yourself...of course like everything in life,is difficult the relationship in a group but worth it. Because like you all 7 said ,are 7 in 1,same goals and same heart.

Of course like everything in life we must be carefull, i like something RM said in this episode: "But i dont want to expect too much. Im afraid of getting hurt". Im very much alike RM(beside the way we learned english) im a very carefull person with my feelings, i tend to not be as possitive because im afraid of the worse or be hurt when things dont get the way i would like....I also think that is a good way to be like that because we really excited for the good things that happend organically and of course is the best way to protect our heart to the bad things and live more happily . :)

I also like something you said Jungkook, that the prizes dont change BTS, the prizes is like a incentive to do more, for yourself and for Army.

I hope and im sure you all 7 will stay forever that way

Lets keep making new memories with Army :)

Good day or Sweet dreams

E

Goo Goo

Isnt he precious? OC :)

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Sometimes people think that a lot people like Asians boys just because is trendy or because they dance,of course they are great dancer, undeniable!....but personally i wanna try to tell you my reasons:

I really like the Education and the value as a person i mean the values like honesty,respect and the habit of reading.....when i was a little girl i dont like reading but  when i grew up i increase my desire of reading because of my religition and then it just was time to finally liked it.

Other thing i like is they way of dressing, obviuosly there are differents tastes but i believe the way of dressing is more Elegant that the american or latinamerican people...i love the trench coat and long jacket...when i watch kdramas is just so stylish and i love Fashion and i studied Fashion so i really love that.

Also i like the Culture,the preservation of the dinasty and places and also the typical clothes...i really impress by the beautifull palaces o monuments i saw in pictures...i really hope one day i can visited them

I also think the religition at least for me is very important like i think for some Koreans...I really mean about the values inside them...like in my religition teach to not have sex  till married, something is and was important for me...obviously i dont judge other, respect and empatic is the first thing in the world to give other....but i really believe is the best because dont feel the wieght of the conscience or regret feelings when the one you love is not what you think so i really believe is the best and i try to live the way of life.

Lastly but not least i really like the desire of learning and to excede thy expectations and superation...thru i know this had a bad side becacuse the presion to be the best could be overwhelming, i really admire the far they went as a nation in this decades and also they desire to be the best of themselves,im the same way i like to be better and i like to take courses or diplomats and lessons....for me knowledge is the best...i like very much,learned to many things, thats the reason i know varnish wood,majolica veneer or patch wall....and also i learned Italian,Quechua and now Korean...and i love and studied Fashion....so i believe the more we know is better...Jungkookssi think the same way about education and values in life?

Surely the 7 of you lived your life with values and thats one of the reasons we love you

Keep shinning with good values as a persons, we love you

E.

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Jungkookssi today i was talking to a very good friend,who is married with another friend, i was telling about how society tend to see the women aging, i mean i have 30 but is like it is a bad thing been single but for me is not....for me is worst to regret...actually im enjoying my time doing different things and knowing people....many people see men and women like objects....to show or to use...i dont like that kind of thinking...some people rank you for your beauty....but i can tell that beauty never is guarantee of anything...my ex cheated on me,so i know that beauty dont resolve things....some friends said to me,to get married, and i have oportunities but i want someone who i can share taste and thinking,and also will find it atractive to me,not for other for my,like asians boy, i like it them but so many people dont find it atractive but for me,that doesnt care....i like asians boys and for me is good.

What i think is very important is the atraction...physical and intelectual...like i said it dont means like a verybeautifull human been but that atraction will carry on the whole life...and in time the love will complete and it will be a perfect bonding of qualities and heart, the most important thing in the world...dont you think the same?

Well is time to go to bed so i will say goodbye

Good day or good sleep :)

E.

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 Wright in 11/01

Im happy because today mark 1 month, so its 1 month less until Jungkkok returns...also I'm a little sad because I'm leaving for like 6 days and I will not able to write as much as usually do , because I only write in my laptop. There are a lot of people like hack the accounts, I will no open blogger for a few days and right now I'm writing in my cell and later will upload...army is in frenezy jejeje because of Jungkook muscle in BTS monuments jajaja right! He was in his best form.

Today is 25/01

I couldnt upload the lines before because i went back with a lot thing to do and also tired to not sleeping in my own bed...Im right now watching tiny desk of bts from 2020 21 sep....it was the days i was still sad for the dead of my father....was a tough year and time...maybe today i nothing more to say....i always wondering if i should write if i have nothing to say...I have to try to write if something happened or every day....i dont know but here i am trying to be perseverant....after tiny desk BTS i right now seeing Tiny desk of RM, Nam is really a genius...his lyrics are so true and ingenious, "YUN" so nice,..and still life is so good too...well you all now, all boys are special but frankly speaking INDIGO was deserve some prize, is a gem.

I must go to sleep right now...sweet dreams or happy days you all

E.

LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 38 : A SPECIAL FOR RM/NAM AND FOR MY HEART

Jungkookssi today i finish the kdrama. True Beauty 여신강림  I mean already finish some time ago but this time i was watching with my mom...I remenber that in the final episodes i saw a place i want to know someday....is the one here in the pic above....👇

Its like a swing 

PHOTOS TRUE BEAUTY KDRAMA TVN

I hope someday i could meet this place...is in Seoul or maybe other district?  Im not sure why but i just really love ir...even i am person very afraid of heights jeje....but looks like very nice place...in fact also the beach is nice...i think this is my favourite episode...Where is the place you like to go Jungkook with your special one....in Korea or other country? I couldnt travel outside my country for various reason but this year i think i will do it :)

How is everyone? I hope RM,V,Jimin,Jin,Jhope y Suga feel good too.....You guys do such a great job...all ARMY is so proud of your hard work...sleep good and take of your health....If some day i get the pleasure to meet the 7 of you, i already thing one think to gift to you....i have a one gift is the same for all 7 of you,but is one for each and i sure you would appreciate...i know it will be a great experience....but if i talk about the other gift....i could mencionate 1 gift to 1 of you? you want to know?

Ok.....1 gift i thought so long ago is for RM: it would be a fly to Cusco...Cusco is such a magical place, full of art,history and beauty...im sure RM will love it...and i be the special guide because i already went to Cusco in 3 oportunities and i love it...Macchu Picchu, Sacsayhuaman, Puca pucara, Tambomachay, Qenqo,Maras Moray and also the School of Cusco witch means the art in Cusco....ow man! I think you would really love it! Hope one day i have the oportunity to invite to you.  Jin would like it too!....because RJ is from Macchu Picchu right? RJ IN CUSCO FOR REAL! Jajja let me dreams just once

Well i have to sleep, i have a headache and i already toke a pill...so I hope soon i could rest...

Take care boys (7 of you) sweet dreams or have a great day

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 Jungkookssi maybe wright about my problems would be a better way to peace my mind,like I thought,it will be many changes in my life,I see a lot of injustice and push to do more than I can do...I tried to sleep cuz tomorrow(today) I have to go to work but I have like 2 hours thinking in my bed...so that is so frustrating and I very upset because tomorrow I will not be able to work in a good way and I need to work...I remember Jungkook that you said that you can't sleep good,in fact the day you enlist happened that...so I know that you understand my frustration...I hope that right now I can sleep at least 6 hours to recover my energy...later I will tell if that happened or no :( 

Update: i couldnt sleep like till 3 am...im really sleepy right now, its almost midnight here in Peru,but 2 days without posting made me feel irresponsible...so here i am...something today make me feel sad but happy at the same time, was IU new video with V, LOVE WINS ALL....Really make me felt teary, beautifull concept and also beautifull video...I really like IU since last year...i dream to do a choreography with 5 of my favourite songs...surely one day....would you see my cover Jungkookssi

I read theories about the MV and the one resonates me more, is the one talk about the health problems,. IU have ear problems and V has problems with one eye....and the world is different with them...but in the end, Love wins all

I need to sleep :)

Have nice dreams and take care

E.

lets get it!

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 Jungkook i hope you haved a good day, for me was a sad day at least in the end...looks like i have to take some difficult decisions about my life and where to live to feel peace...when i think if you maybe someday you felt like way...i think maybe in the traineer years or when you thought break up the group will be the best decision....

when you felt blue surely your parents where a source of confort...maybe the childs of parents together have that bless....sometime when i feel like i dont know have to do, the only one i feel can understand me complete is God,i dont know if you believe or not but if you believe in some higher being that can guide us, thats it is God.

But well looks like my life will be very different this year...in only try to thing that changes are good even it is hurting in the moment...

Hope you only have to suffer the necesary to grown up because in this world,we multiple of time suffer more that we need...of course that make us empathic but sometimes make us grown up sp fast that cant live or own age, and that is sad.

Of course if i think in some people on Asia or Palestine and surroundings....they struggle is obviously worst....i dont know if since i turned 30 i try to take with more calm the things around me...but i try to objetive...surely i will pray for my heart be calm, hope your heart is calm too.

With love and empathy for all

E.

PD: This just hit me,I hope maybe RM can read one of my posts,since i feel like he is a very introspective person, we maybe can be a very good friends, hope one day I can meet our dear leader of BTS :) 

so on

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 Time to time i notice that some people talk about koreans or Asian people with kind of prejuice...i remenber i once was one of them,i remenber refer to asian people like chinese in general,something very usual in latin american...even i never refered disrespectfully i was one of them to tend to confuse and generalize....but after meet BTS and know more, i know they are many different facial features and so on...and right now i try my best to teach them  the difference and when someone said that koreans or asian are ugly i always stand up for them....because now and last all it is about tastes...no one cant said to someone ugly,it is just not right....

If someone said me that Jungkook is ugly or RM or any of BTS, i of course dont let them continue,even some friend dont like to much but respect...so maybe for someone think that way but apparting the physical...even BTS for me are very atractive, the most valuable for me is they hearts...they sincerity,they humbleness,they bravery, they interest in others specially for Army....that kind of things makes them the most beautifull mens in the world...at least for me and of course for millions in earth aka ARMY....

if i can describe the qualities i like for each menbers that will be like this

RM: INTELIGENCE,CONCILIATOR,LEADER AND PATERNAL.

JK:SINCERE,SWEETEST,BOLD AND THINKER.

V: TRANSPARENT,BRAVE,INOCENT AND AMBICIOUS.

JHOPE:HAPPY VIRUS,BUBBLY,DANCER LEADER AND POTENCIAL SEEKER.

SUGA: CALM,SKILLED,HONEST AND HARD WORKER.

JIN: JOKER,PROTECTIVE,POSITIVE AND HUMBLE.

JIMIN: SUPORTIVE TO OTHERS, HUGGER, RESPECTFULL AND KIND.

With love for all

E.

PD: PHOTOS BY WEVERSE,KOREA. HYBE.

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Im so excited i just saw a video of jk for X musica, im  sorry i cant say the name because, they was the enterprise who create more than 7 numbers of cellphone without my autoritation....so im still angry about that,I already tell you that in a preview post...but well im very happy because in that video Jungkook speaks in spanish, i know it is not the first time (chile i think?) really that make me jump and almost fall of the couch jeje....in other news Jungkook im trying to keep up with the history of all you....in the few lately night i seeing a lot of presentation of BTS in Asia programs...is really nice see all the changes and how the 7 grow up...yours songs were always full of meaning and introspectic....i really like that...specially the MAMA of 2018,is the one im seeing right now,,,im seeing the whole compilation of MAMA,is very nice!

I miss you all of you but i also know that you miss yourself too.....UNITY :)

I only saw 3 o 4 episode of RUN BTS, i have to plan better my days but normally i dont have time :( but i will do my best to see it and also Von Voyage, i couldn see any of them....and BTS monuments too...i really wanna find the time and i will find it....i saw a photo jungkook that your brother post yesterday....you seems calm and strong...im very happy to see that....hope your heart is still healthy as you seem to be....take care of yourself pliss....we want you good...and also RM,V,Jimin,Suga,Jhope and Jin if you see this pliss take care of your soul,heart and health....you are very valuable for us....You all 7 always shine wherever you are

With LOVE OT7

E.  

lets keep up

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Today was a good day Jk,I received a suprise from my special ones, they express his love and care for me....but that make me think about me...i mean i only deserve compliments because I  achieve something other cant do not.....like position o privileges? 

If that is true if i spent less time with my family for making much money, maybe i dont take care my health and in the end, i will live my life less time because all the sacrifice i made....ometimes is better to be unknow to other but live a life more oriented to be happy....they really love us or love the respect we have from other for the things we did?....Maybe im overthinking....finally in time we always will know who are our truly friends and family....Hope JK you can see the difference between the true people and other...Our heart dont deserve someone random...only the loyal ones...

Im so sleepy....hope you have a great day...all 7 have a great day

 A little more difficult...i struggle

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Today like i said in the past post...i was not here (in my house) for a few days so im a little behind in the post, sorry....so today was the graduation of Jimin and Jungkook...so was a excited day and also they come to greet us....i really like what Namjoon said about not learning things to hurt others, learn about war...Namjoon is great leader indeed, is not surprise fot me that he do a speech yesterday.

...I will like to tell something about me that pass today: Today i was a little afraid to take a decision about work...finally i came to the conclusion to do it, if maybe the work isnt for me...i will see it....so tomorrow i will send my CV...there are sometimes youre afrad to do it something ARMY? Please persevere and dont look back...if you try to do something that dont hurt anyone,then keep going...the chances past and expires so dont be afraid like me...

Lets think about BTS example, they always go further and try to be better...

Lets be happy and healthy okey?

With LOVE

E

 Keep going

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Jungkook dont think i dont think about you because the days past by....theres not a day i dont think of you, specially listening your album...but i was out for a five days with my friends...and the account i create to begin with this blog, i only have it with my laptop,and my laptop stay here in my house...i thought to bring my laptop but i was afraid to lose it o maybe suffer a stealing.... i thought better to leave it here were is safe...

Today o right now is a special day, your graduation for your training....i feel a little excited, obviously like i said i dont anything with war o hurt people but i always be proud for you achieve your goals in life....i know your a very good human and that you will not try to hurt others...

Nam and Tae look so serious...jeje but i guess today we will see your photos with Jimin...

Im very tired so i will go right now....some night i couldnt sleep because i talked with my friend to early hours of the morning...surely you understand that....have friends is what of the best things in the world...these few day i received more hugs that in whole day of 2023....hope you can see your friends soon and feel happy together :)

Have a great day 

E.

this what the same days as the picture fo the days of military service...