LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 36

 Jungkook i hope you haved a good day, for me was a sad day at least in the end...looks like i have to take some difficult decisions about my life and where to live to feel peace...when i think if you maybe someday you felt like way...i think maybe in the traineer years or when you thought break up the group will be the best decision....

when you felt blue surely your parents where a source of confort...maybe the childs of parents together have that bless....sometime when i feel like i dont know have to do, the only one i feel can understand me complete is God,i dont know if you believe or not but if you believe in some higher being that can guide us, thats it is God.

But well looks like my life will be very different this year...in only try to thing that changes are good even it is hurting in the moment...

Hope you only have to suffer the necesary to grown up because in this world,we multiple of time suffer more that we need...of course that make us empathic but sometimes make us grown up sp fast that cant live or own age, and that is sad.

Of course if i think in some people on Asia or Palestine and surroundings....they struggle is obviously worst....i dont know if since i turned 30 i try to take with more calm the things around me...but i try to objetive...surely i will pray for my heart be calm, hope your heart is calm too.

With love and empathy for all

E.

PD: This just hit me,I hope maybe RM can read one of my posts,since i feel like he is a very introspective person, we maybe can be a very good friends, hope one day I can meet our dear leader of BTS :) 

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