LETTER TO JK SOUL N" 24

Hello Jungkook, hope your fine,i saw a picture of you and other soldiers....looks like everything goes well, of course you are a grown man so you can fix all your problems, happy to saw that photo, sorry for the late update, i was with many problems around me...also i haved headache and toothache....in this few days i was thinking about a lote about family and friends....

Sometimes i just want to run away from everyone....do you know that feeling? like no one understand me or appreciated me....sometimes i just wanna to be alone and watch TV when i feel that way.....sometimes when i feel like that i just wanna eat candys and fries but since my throat hurts....i dont wanna mess up...

Let me talk to you about something good.....Tomorrow i have a dinner with a friend, she has 70 i think,she  is japanese,she will make me a dinner for me and 2 more people...she is always so elegant and bright....i really like her company...whe we go out to shopping ones, she is always respectfull to other,even when maybe for his age, she can take advantanges but no...she is so asiatic! so kind and respectfull....

I often think than i was born in the wrong country...Im pretty much a thinker....i always make decitions thru many days thinking about it....i know that the latin american is more pasional about life and everything...but i think im not like that in that way....i was always a thinker even at early age...thats the reason i dont have childrens and i only haved one long relationship very pure i must say, in my religion is forbidden to have sex if you are not married so i always take that very serious....and now that have 30 i think was the best decision...i feel calm when i look thru my past years....I know purity is not actual or trendy and even some think is not good....but i really think that for me was the best decision....i often tend to get angry for my past mistake so i now feel really in calm :) 

Obviously thats it is just who i am,nobody have to be that way and also nobody have to be disrespectful with a woman if she is not "pure"...all humans have the same rights so that behavior it is not okey.

Well i think i wrote to much today....hope you have a great day today :[)

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yupi